C\hai\seAn\n

All the groups mentioned throughout are necessary to justify the will of the managing species. They have a strategy, devise a plan yet need a way to implement it, and without these groups the managing species would be exposed in the course of executing strategy. Based upon their favor they are ranked, assigned strategies to accomplish and are rewarded with favors because of it.

R\o\ck\afe\lle\r (C\hev\ro\n), G\ian\nin\i (B\of\A) and M\er\ck enforcing positioning for a preditory disfavored company who may have too many enemies to succeed without assistance.

They created a vested interest and must enforce the impression of mental illness. So now they will ensure the personality of seven beautiful children are changed to fit the vested interest.

1/17/06

Nerd room at D\V\C

It was a perfect plan::give no benefit, make him aware gradually and his rage will ensure he doesn't go!! This way we can say he did it to himself!!!

"There's a hazard with helping evil." As opposed to "evil", ones who need some help to fix their problems:::::

Along may come an evil who is abject, who LOVES to hurt people for gain.

An evil who will groom the situation by destroying my life, use me then walk away from my bloody heap of a life, laughing.

Fr\a\n is just that person. We see it at the softball fields, we see it at P\P, we see it in that house he lived in. "That's why he was alone, Hguo." Something happened to get it going. "They buried it."

P\P:::::"They don’t want to talk about that place." He had no clients except his mother and suspect auto repair shop assosciation, which utilized illegal lead-based machinery.

Irony:::Va\ns\e was alone because he hurt people, I am alone because I would help them. "The benefit would go to them."

And now the unsavory element is accepted because of this situation his blood created and exploited.

And they wonder if I would help their kind. "All their clients are evil." Must be, or this element would not be acceptable.

1/16/06

Stop pursuing me

6:06p

Reading travel's article about HongKong I recognize the timing between turning the city over to China and the Exodus of 2000.

And it makes me consider the same with the Panama Canal.

1/15/06

You're static. You suck.

10:30a

I wonder if we would even experience global warming if they didn't terraform in an attempt to destroy disfavored life on planet earth::::they instruct their petroleum friends to repress alternative technologies. They even claim they have HAD to beem oil into the ground, that Earth would be "Dangerously low. You wouldn't be out yet."

"It (melting polar icecaps) woudln't happen."

"This planet is going to go downhill."

This is all happening shortly after the Exodus of 2000 for a reason. It is a clue. This is happening because they are INFLICTING it upon us.

Armeggedon isn’t about the end of the world. Armeggedon is about the death of the disfavored left behind. And they weren’t lying::this time it is going to happen with fire.

1/14/06

Feeble

"It wasn't supposed to be you." Quite the contrary:::
If you follow their consistancy you will see I AM in fact the right one to chose. If there was some benefit on the back side evidence would exist that would suggest generosity towards me:::there would have been benefits dropped throughout my life, it would have been reinforced when I was young, etc.

This thing has been consistantly negative for me. It indicates that was all they had planned for me.

I suspect this is a necessary position they had to take to prevent G\ia\nn\in\i, Ro\ck\af\el\le\r and M\er\ck from looking like abject debased evil. 

The oriental's culture is FAR superior to the white man's. Comparisons are laughable.

And any Slavic desperate enough to think the 1700s consititutes culture should keep quiet lest he show his ignorance for the world to see. "Thank you for putting that."
Same goes for the false god they inflicted upon Ita\lians.

That is not culture.

That is punishment.

1/13/06

Subject-whipped

"People named Hguo are like Ca\tho\lics:::they're all fucked."

The left, democrats are the party of the disfavored. "There's only one way." I don't agree with this.
They aren't going to bring everybody. Some people are doomed to the finality of the life cycle.

I am not advocating the likes of Malcolm X’s methods of resistance, since that will get people shot up with a glok and hooked on crack, but The Damned need to stand up for themselves or they will be trampled underfoot. 

It just has to happen peacefully, through the political process.

The Clo\neJe\ws sabotage these efforts by twisting the values:::sick depravity as art, obsenity as socially acceptable. The democrats are forced to accept it, alienating moderates and hurting the cause.

The Je\ws fuck everyone yet again.

It is a dead givewaway::: Tu\thm\os\isIII destroyed all H\at\she\psut's accomplishements 20 years after hear "death".

20 years!!!

Wanted to send a clue. Likely sent his clone to do the dirty work. "Thank you Huog. You just earned something." It's true.

But it also illustrates the throne's pathology towards women. They were sending a message. It could; be something as simple as sexual roles. But there could be more.

1/11/06

Alpha male

11:34a
Listening to Ro\b\ert J\oh\son. K\ing of the De\lta Bl\ues Sin\gers. "They wanted in on it but they wouldn't let them.", because positioning dictates blacks are gravely disfavored. Got Ji\m\mi.

So they got into the act via the blues, allowing direct credit to go to the Li\m\ys. "Black people are still angry about and always will be." 

1/10/06

Adjudicate 

 8:36p

Talking about stem cells on NOVA, discussing the ethics of manipulating embryos.

I poo-poo them, wave it off as silliness.

Abortion.

Pregnancy is one of "god"'s way of oppressing the disfavored.

Abortion circumvents "god". Abortion puts the power into the hands of the disfavored, individuals who otherwise would be burdened by this oppressive technique.

Admittedly, the throne will just find another strategy to deliver the punishment.

Retribution produced a further explosion in homosexuality. Ironic method of revenge. Many I suspect went on to live child-free lives. Perhaps another revenge strategy is infertility.

"It’s one of the reasons women don’t go." 

1/9/06

Let the computer make all decisions based on fairness and equity and cast off this anger-based management

I pointed out how 20^th century Ita\lian's abuse of blacks included imposing their charecteristics upon them. Yesterday I considered two others:

- Gangbanging, gang membership and illicit activities that accompany

- Don't value education

- Criminal race. It was before my time but the accusation was made that blacks were a criminal race. This is a clue dropped alluding to the Ita\lians

- Inferior intellect. Again, a clue dropped shedding light on the Ita\lian rule of the day.

"We can think of others."

 5:05p

 Since it led them to this grandiose situation we are in now I would not be suprised if Vanse was an "acceptable loss", his mother sacrificed him just to subsequently enjoy the benefits that is the Hguo Situation.

"That's exactly it."

Vanse raped or murdered or whatever he did, and it caused much attention to befall him. He then took that attention and destroyed others within the community.
They shared how Vanse ruined many people he met on that softball field.

And I am supposed to come alone, help people while on their watch and make everything right again.

They want to have their cake and eat it, too.

"It earned them clients like Ch\evr\on."

1/6/06

"Those men hate their cunts."

2:27p

"It's over." Good. Finally.

It is important that you IMMEDIATELY ceice and desist. Failure to refrain from your behavior PROVES your offer was NEVER genuine to being with.

Since it is not to happen, in light of the severe level of destruction, they must being to shower me in wealth and favors, in light of the fact I have little more than 2 decades of life remaining.

11:30p

"They picked the wrong people." "They had to force her."

"There's such a thing as 'acceptable losses'." I guess the Ital\ians didn't learn this lesson until they lost with the indian casinos.

The Ital\ians fucked up because they are stupid and weak. But I was the right one to pick, so I guess they’re batting .500.

 They shared the Ro\ma\ns allowed it because modern It\al\ian men lost control of their women. "They laugh at them."

Easy money like what casinos derive is the lifeblood of the criminally-minded shit It\aly shipped over to the US. All the movies and M&As can't replace the billions lost in gambling-generated revenue.

"C\h\evr\on does." Perhaps until 2002 or 2003. But that casino money is gone forever.

 "They've given you to them." Yes, the throne is a joke, isn't it?

"They'll cripple you and get it that way." Said if they crippled me and paid the bill they would have the claim on all activities after that date, although I don’t see too many trips to Ki\nk\os.

Then share this is a prelude to petroleum losing its dominance on energy on Planet Earth as a way to punish the likes of Ch\evr\on for R\oc\ka\fe\ll\er’s role in this. "You shouln't have put that. It might stop it."

 No. I may hasten the arrival of the disfavored fellow to whom they feed the technology, but it has to look genuine. It has to fit nicely in the history books. This is important to them.

 It is the essence of positioning.

10:20p

Ja\ws on TV.

USS In\dian\ap\olis:::::

"They did that on purpose." "There was a lot of shit set up like that in the war." And in time of peace.

1/3/06

Shady Acers

They share that the next level after Planet Pleasure is a difficult one. "It's why most don't go." "You have to work."

And some are sacrificed in the New Mexico desert for positioning's sake.

3:12p

Just went to Tr\ad\er Jo\e's and there was one lonely meatball sitting there waiting for me, and I obliged. "You were just poisoned."

I respect Tra\d\er J\oe's. Tra\der J\oe's beats the hell out of the boredom that exists at Sa\few\ay and the like. This may be all we as consumers get, but it is all a scam anyways. Sc\a\rface cy\nn\i is no different than Sa\mW\alt\on::They are both humble servants of the throne and will cooperate as directed.

M\olly Mc\Sto\ne or Alb\erts\on's, it makes no difference. "You can't get much better than Mo\llie S\ton\e's." Nor worse, I suspect.

It is because of this that if I did in fact get poisoned by T\rad\er Jo\e's I want to experience the poison so I can eliminate them from my pool of providers of consumer goods. I respect them too much to walk away on empty words alone and, being Hguo, I should have the right. "It will just blend in with the rest of it." Then I will never know, and this is wrong.

3:25p

"It's a good shelter." Gar\den Street.

Looking for a new charity. They share since Salv\ation "You don't want to put this, Hguo.. They covered it up." As they did their cut from all sales of xmas, right? Hguo is here to expose something.

Am I the anti-chri\st or aren't I?

They share since Sa\lva\tion Ar\my is a Je\wsus-based charity the ki\k\es get a cut. And they shared that the skim was in effect while it was going on. They just weren't specific.

I wondered about how Target 86'ed Sa\lv\ation Ar\my from their stores last year. It may be a curve ball, I trust Sa\mW\alton is good, but maybe T\arg\et isn't all bad.

Can't fault anyone who is a J\ew hater!!! "You'll say anything!" These are taboo topics, and it is my job to discuss them.

"We want some of this up."

 4:42 Yee-hoo!!

Since I saw Ro\n Ho\wa\rd on To\nig\ht Sh\ow or somewhere they reminded me what they told me years before::Ro\n H\ow\ard is very good, and I should go see his movies. So today I rented Ci\nd\a\rella Ma\n, the latest in his directorial efforts.

"You cannot do better in Hollyw\o\od."

1/2/6

M\erv\yn’s Co\nc\ord

One good, one evil. May not always be consistant in sports, but I believe it is:::

Yan\kees – Me\ts

Gia\nts – Je\ts

Wh\ite S\ox – Cu\bs

Gian\ts – A\'s "We want the A\'s gone. They don't belong here anymore." I've given the issue plenty of attention.

Rai\ders – 49\ers

Do\dgers – An\gels

Islan\ders – Ran\gers

Duc\ks – Ki\ngs (?)

N\BA.

"Anytime there are two teams in a market one's good and one's evil."

"You might be wrong on a couple of these." Not the A\'s. Not the Rai\d\ers. That's what counts to me.

"Ri\ade\rs win coin toss over 4\9ers." "These things don't happen by accident."

1p

"They're telling your siblings that's her clone." It's not. M\au\reen signed on to full cooperation.
She might as well be a clone.

I think this is somethting my family never comprehended:::they bring in clones because the REAL people would do what was in their best interest.
"There are better examples::"B\ill Cli\nt\on's best interest was to get a Un\iver\sal He\alth C\are Syst\em. It would make him far more historical of note. Now his presidency is less than memorable. "I'm sorry you put that." This means he gets less time.

Bu\sh was favored, more so than his father, and attacked a disfavored peopels, gaining him favor and more time. Same with Ke\nne\dy and Viet\na\m. The Viet\name\se are a very disfavored peoples.

See how it works?

I am a believer that my legacy is set, that what can be earned has been earned. I believe anything that would occur in the future would go to preditory shit among the It\al\ian empire or evil C\elti\cs.

I have hung my hat. I will chose the conservative path, since the evidence shows grave disfavor.

1:58p

"The Sou\th isn't Ca\th\olic. They got enough going against them."

8:03p

I wonder if Me\rv\yn's's roof REALLY did collapse?

I always have been maternalistically-minded, that is the parental importance lies with the mother. This may be a natural result of my experience, but it could be something more.

They have shared how they can beem matter everywhere.

Beem a sperm into an egg?
Is Hg\uo Ha\ns my father? We don't know. Any monkey could have jumped my mother. Many people out there think they are their father's children only to find many years later that is not the case.
And what about special individuals like me? Is it possible they "Telespond." beemed some individual's sperm into my Mother? Likely this is what they did with Je\wsus. Mos\es's son, maybe some other J\ew higher up.

"I can't believe some of the things you'll talk about."

Also this may be my accepted societal preference for the same reason the Shxzbxgs are not in my life.

In a fit of desperation they try to spin this deviod history to make this situation pay more.:::::

Many levels in The Establishment. For example, there is the pleasure level, they are all pursuing pleasures of the flesh.

This is where we lose the Ita\li\an bell curve. "Ha ha." "You're right Hguo."

But there are levels beyond.

The spin I spoke of above is their attempt to justify my life devoid of experience. Sex, pleasures of the flesh are not important to me. For example, I have the world's worst orgasims. Earlier they said it is punishment for being pushed into molesting. Now, in a fit of desperation they try to state it was to enable an easy transition to a higher level, above the pleasures of the flesh that is Planet Immortality. The absence of drinking, social drugs, american society's idea of fun, "Possessions.", celebrities, etc, all to ease the transition.

I derive no pleasures from the flesh.

We all know they can ease pain. Reverse damage. Stop time. Reverse aging.

But there are negative implications with how they evolved the human body. They have shared orafices are a negative aspect. "Impurities are allowed in."
The traditional image of an alien may originally be a member of the human species altered because they possessed sufficient favors and the will to make that step to the next level.

"It's the perfect sentence." "It may never have been said better."

"We don't think you're smart enough." I am forever stunted, and my full potential will never be realized because of it.

8:43p

Someone who achieves such a high level may obtain certain priveledges for that individual's family members by nature of their status. "It's true." "Your family's working against this." "They think it means everybody goes."

"It's too late. They've decided." If it is to be then it will happen." "You blew it." Tough. With this history you should know an intelligent individual is going to play it safe.

Reasonable, intelligent individual.

"It was all or nothing, Hguo." And the deck was stacked against me.

They drop clues that illustrate their decision.
Don't be suprised if mixed race is the clue that suggests this was not a possibility for me. ("(Blah).":::Many concurr, others say "Somebody's got to be first.") Probably not mixed race. Too many purebreds. You don't need a mongrol.

Your loss. "But it's true." This is why I have taken the position that I have:::Because I know not to trust you.

And, incidentally, I don't think money is likely to corrupt me at this late stage in my life. I am no longer impressionable.
Well, maybe in terms of food.

I think I will pursue a life like you saw on my homeless vacation:::cities, natural attractions, just little 'ole Hguo, scurrying about his little life.

10:45p

As far as the people in the No\rth B\ay and Na\pa (and Ne\w Orle\ans for that matter) are concerned, the state or Fe\ds need to buy back those homes and bulldoze them. They never should have approved their construction in the first place.

11:17p

"Since you know that's how communication occurs why don’t you shut your mouth?"

There's something I find concerning about them controlling everything, which would be the case once certain orifices were sealed and one could no longer communicate without their assistance.

Sounds like an environment with a high potential for abuse. "You have to trust us." Famous last words. "Some people aren't good for it, Hguo." Mostly people who have been devastated.

"You were never going that far because of it."

1/1/6

The end of gluttony

 "They planned it like that.":::Torrential rainfall at high tide to ensure maximum effect. Result::Na\pa River flooded.

12/22/05

4:42 Yee-Hoo!!!!

I remember at M\R\A how the part-time woman repeatedly suggested I file to be excluded from the union, to get my union dues back. "Now you're fucked." "Anybody in a union is fucked."

"(Later in Ma\ure\en's career) It fell apart." "That's what happened when she was sued." "Her mental illness started to catch up to her."

For all the abuse, for throwing us to the gu\ni\ea/ki\ke dogs, for the C\eltic\s and the Sl\av\ics who sacrificed our families I promise you this one thing::I will never help another white man as long as I live.

12/21/05

Resistance is futile

10:18a

They told me the whole women's rights, "I am woman, hear me roar" shit fucked women out of their chance. It's why so few of them go. "They have to be men, like (T\S\U)."

One can draw parallels between this aspect of their pathology others:: civil rights which fucked black people so hard they will never recover, bringing up the crack epidemic, gang warfare and the prison industrial complex.

They said the World at War was the result of workers demanding their rights.

Let's see::my father was totally destroyed for nothing. So what will happen to me because I fuck god?

Resistance is futile. But I don't give a flying fuck. I'll kill somebody if you try to force it. 

Nobody will ever feed off me again.

 "They say you're like a woman because you got fucked up the ass." My bet is placed and, as we all know::: don't touch any bets while the ball is in play.

3:18P

"T\S\U are requesting they reward them with your life." "That's what working for others was supposed to do." Create support, generate obligation towards me, prevent that evil at T\S\U from passing me around among their kind.

"They can tell everyone to forget." and just turn a blind eye to save.htm and untitled.txt bogs and go on like nothing happened

.

"It's going to cost them V\an\se." Sweet, delicious irony.

She was so concerned about her son whom she neglected to get T\S\U going that she was forced to have me sacrificed at the altar of capitalism to correct his evil.

Now she is in a catch 22::me, which is what she wanted all along, or V\an\se.

Tretchery is everywhere.

"If this wasn't public she'd pick you." They are not allowed to grow because of the family evil; they artificially limit T\S\U markets to disfavored regions, such as the central valley.

"They didn't get away with it." Quite the contrary. "Some people resent this." and resent them for it.

It was scheduled.

This was the plan all along, for centuries if not thousands of years, and I am sure they designated 2000 as the date. The only question that remained was "Who?".

This plan was finalized as soon as the dark ages were a go, unless I am wrong and that was scheduled, too. But I don't think they were. I think someone fucked up bad, and it costed us 1000 years.

"They were the ones who costed white people." Europeans responsible for the 1000 year loss that was the Dark Ages.

This should be the year 1005.

"(Scoff.)", from a position of favor.

What percentage of Je\ws will be saved? 70%? 80%.

White people the number is more like 10%. "If that."

White people have disfavor. And since they’re not going they get the money. Just like the J\ap\an\ese.

 And before you cry foul because Je\ws have money:::::Je\ws were slaves.

12/20/05

Don’t hate me because I’m poor

Ma\rk Ha\m\ill, Lu\ke S\k\yw\alk\er - the clue that the clone was switched out was the "accident", when he came back looking different.

With celebrities there are usually clues "Bo\rn on the Fo\rth of Ju\ly was his (clone's) first." That's a long time ago

We are talking about someone who is very special, stands head and shoulders above all others.

I wouldn't be suprised if some antient throne sent a child back who wanted to try to be a movie star or something.

"The whole planet is run by the clones." The disfavored managed by the preditory clone system.

Managed, entertained, governed, informed.

 "That's why people hate charities!!!" Jewsus-based charities. Secretly, subtly. Told me I was making a mistake when I helped the Okalnd charities in the early 00’s.

"They take a third." They share that Je\ws have a right to skim off all Je\wsus or Chr\istmas-based charitable giving. "That's why we made it during disasters instead."

"It's the ugly one." Ugly J\ew senario. The hostility says revenge. "It is revenge. Je\ws are fucked."

Guess I will be buying a Fo\rd instead.

"Je\ws get a cut out off all purchases sold this time of the year."

3:07p

For a long time they said the money ain't shit. And I see that. Ja\pa\nese fucked, used in war, but have all the money.

They illustrate even the lowly Je\w is head and shoulders above the white man, money or no money. Of course that arguement is mute now with great wealth Je\ws have. "We wanted to bring them up a poor poeple." "You'll see. It matters!" "It was a mistake for them." "It (getting the money) is a part of their disfavor." I see.

Je\ws, Pa\le\stin\ians, M\us\lims===emerged long ago in the craddle of civilization. And, as Sis. Kw\esi illustrates in Desecrated, the white man had trouble keeping the body filth-free.

It shoudl be very easy to see the white man has great disfavor. Maybe they came around, maybe the It\alia\ns pulled us all up.

Maybe symphonic brilliance of Slavics burned too many favors. Maybe it was a consolation prize.

For a long time now they told me a charecteristic of my people is we sell each other out.

12/19/05

Think about how this December isn't extraordinarily wet like Decembers of recent past. Lately the biggest shopping month has been very wet. They told me there is a reason.

Since the Exodus of 2000 people were free to focus some attention on the masses as opposed to themselves. The throne's response was to keep the masses out of the stores to silence this resistance, and they did that here in San Francsico.

"The Bay Area is very important."

 7:47p

The sudden urge has come on while I fuck them.

You're not beeming someone else's shit into my ass, are you???

Actually, they told me this is one benefit of Planet Immortality:::people never have to suffer the indiginity of wiping their ass again. They never shake the dew off their dick. There is no sewage and there is no filth.

They beem it out of their bodies and into mine. No, maybe into a Gaseous Giant like Jupiter that can absorb much waste, which is how they dispose of people when their time is up.

They also shared many, if not all, spend the favors to seal the orafices. I suspect some of them refuse to have their dicks sealed.

"They would if they were smart." "Some things you have to give up."

So there is some negativity with open orifices.

Urine is an acid, so passing is unhealthy. As I am sure is ejaculation. "Some things are never going anywhere." I will never miss it.

 12/18/05

They were told V\an\se would be expensive.

<<<<<<<<<<Fo\rd and G\M (?) – Fo\r\\d anti-Se\mi\ti\sm preditory?. If so I think it is limited within G\M to Ch\e\vy. Bu\ick is a dumping ground.>>>>>>>>>>>>

"It's not G\M. It may be Ch\rysl\er." If so Mike woudln't be there. "Used."

I believe there are both evil and good in G\M. Maybe this should exclude them.

"A\M\X was phased out." So if they wanted Chr\ysl\er gone it would have been.

To come back with the minivan was big. P\TC\ruis\er.

"He needs the kind of poison that won't hurt anyone else." Poison cocktail that is ironically activated by myself::: injesting some foodstuff that I shouldn't be consuming::soda, ice cream, etc.

The stage is a bitch.

Story on 6\0Mi\nut\es about how they closed the bridge out of Ne\w Or\lea\ns. Scorn, indignation, moments after images of looting.

"I know, but..." As someone with black sympathies I, and others whom they identify as such, am expected to fall into line with what they expect to be "the party line", what the consensus of fellow black sympathizers will be told to feel about this situtation, or any other situation if I ever vocalize it in public. If I speak the truth their enforcers will correct me with PC scorn. This pattern repeats itself throughout the races and across a gammutt of issues.

Fact of the matter is many of them are preditory opportunists. N\ew Orle\ans got fucked for many reasons, and that was one::to eliminate the entrenched poverty-striken welfare black population, dispersing them throughout the country.

They did them a favor. They helped these people get out of that cycle. Many generations before have experienced that destructive lifestyle, to tragic conclusions.

If those young black men ever find out the truth they will realize they owe their lives to those who destroyed Ne\w Orle\ans.

 They’re the lucky ones.

12/17/05

Licensed to Mic\ros\oft, ironically?

10a

X\M And Si\r\us Sat\illit\e Radio. One good and one is evil. "We don't like clues this early." Rather people just sign on first, perhaps they won't switch.

"Nobody is doing it, Hguo." Well, perhaps I can help:::

"Nothing is free my friend." They have shared that obligation is incurred by enjoying programming on either TV or radio. They share it justifies pushing people into consumption. "Drug ads were important.", courtesy of the plethora of junk giveaways Ma\ure\en used to pocket at the syposiums. Yet I haven't made that joyous trip to Sa\cr\ame\nto.

It is the reason for the proliferation of cable TV throughout america:::People incurr less obligation as a result of those $40/month cable TV rates. "They made it attractive (ESPN)." I live in Co\nco\rd where it is a requirement due to topography and it never did a goddamn thing for me. "We don't push you into buying." and illustrate counterproductive properties, for me and for the disfavored of this pathetic city.

"People don't want you talking about this."

 10:30a

Posted the above. "You just helped that Je\w." Ho\w\ard St\ern's last day on regular radio was yesterday.

"Now he's going to take credit." He didn't write it.

"That's why you need someone to harness it." I'd rather give it away. "That will be part of the rules, Hugo." Fraction of one percent, which is all I will see anyway. I'd rather the 99.99% be spread around than go only to T\S\U. "He figured it out. End it."

Doesn't matter. You will just change the rules in the middle of the game anyway.

You deserve this reputation. You earned it.

"Those things prevented it from going like that." Hugo celebrated instead of abused:::

L\AR\aid\ers.

S\e\ars/Km\art

????

Licensed to Mic\ros\oft, ironically? I wouldn't be suprised.
There are certain behavior patterns they follow to try to lump the masses into institutions where they will receive no assistance. The class that is most important is the vast middle class, since they have a real chance.
Co\stc\o is one. So many upper-middle and middle class do a majority of their shopping there.

They told me Tr\a\der Jo\e's is another. Many clues::no national brands, shelves dominated by house brands, 2$chuck that crushes the industry.

Perhaps in the age of the home pc, is Wi\ndo\\ws another?

Much like the South needs W\alMa\rt and NASCAR maybe freakie liberals need Ap\ple Com\p\uter? "Those people are all disfavored."

Reliable consistantcies are a myth. They will try to envoke confusion in the marketplace. Mi\cros\oft could be good or it may be Ap\ple. But the masses won’t be going to Planet Immortality, so if you follow the heard you doing yourself a disservice.

Ple\asa\nt Haw\aii\an Ho\lid\ays vs. Su\nT\rips. P\H\H utilizes national carriers, shares with the others, are a team player. "Thank you for putting that." "It’s important, Hguo."

"This is whining." Goddamn right.

11:52a

I should be celebrated instead of abused. But I guess that's what Indian casinos were for.:::

"By the time we found out it was too late." This is a lie. L\ARai\ders. Perhaps they discounted it because it is sports, but there is a bigger picture::::::::::::::

It is all a lie because these people do as they are told, especially people with favor, as they should. And everybody has a role to play.

One can argue if people with disfavor should do as they are told. Two lines of thought:::

1. Try to earn their way out of disfavor by obeying the throne

2. Too much disfavor and they will only exploit you with no hope of redemption. In this case one should do what is in their family’s best interest. Outlandish requests are one clue ("Neglect your child."). This was lost on my family.

How can you tell? You have to evaluate your family's disfavor and make an educated guess. How do they behave with peasants without disfavor? Do they ask these types of requests?

Many a hopeful fool will be used their whole life, led into tretchery that costs them their chance, etc. 

 Example::::::::::::::::::

"An\n would love to poison you." She still doesn't get it. I am her only chance, and she's already on thin ice.

I want 8-year-old Ch\ais\eA\nn to poison me. It will be my pleasure to have the freedom to turn my back on her. "Then it won't be as bad." A\nn's cooperating has amplified the destruction of her daughter's life. She made a decision that looks mentally ill to make an unemployed, go nowhere uncle the godfather because they told her to and now Ch\a\iseA\nn pays the price.

Noon

"Put up more lights." Ma\ure\en wants a gaudy display. "You're a bad enough influence on those girls. Try to show good taste." Of course any xmas lights are in bad taste considering the developments.

"Ma\uree\n gave you poison."

Ma\ure\en is my Mother, and she will have value in acclimating myself to the emotional dynamics of Planet Immortality. But I can foresee her answer:::"It is what they wanted, honey."

Ma\ure\en won't be around long enough to warrant her high price tag. She is going to be too expensive.

A cost-benefit analysis will reveal it is not feasable to retain her services for she doesn't offer the value necessary to justify the expenditure.

P\eter is my choice, as long as he or his wife never poisoned me.

Protect yourself from that cold. Better yet, get out of the cold. It will take your health. It will exclude you and nobody will be there to support your children.

 I was deceived into obligation for C\hia\seA\nn and I don’t like it.

You took too much. I shouldn’t have to endure this. "It’s good for you." I will attack the alien who is in there for fucking me my whole life. "You don’t want to do that." "Show them some respect." I hate ‘em. Why couldn’t we have had a good species managing earth?

 5:44p

They say I fall under the Je\ws because I got fucked up the ass.

Then you shouldn't have done it. I am a dominant personality and I would have liked the chance to see what I could have accomplished.

I am too goddamn good to be restricted by a fucking ceiling!!!!!!!

Maybe that's why. "I wish you didin't put that."

Aliens say that they hate Ge\rm\ans because we are better, suggest that it is Ge\rma\ns who will take over their management.

I suspect it is because of whatever happened that caused the Dark Ages.

This is similar to what they told me earlier about sub-Saharan Afrcia::they caused their own misery.

7:43p

"They got rid of a lot of them (Ge\rmans) before Wo\rld Wa\r II." W\W\II was to the G\erm\ans as 9/11 was to the Amer\icans.

What percentage of Germ\ans made their Exodus prior to Wo\rld W\ar II? "You make everybody angry."

This was important. I had yet to discuss this topic.

12/16/05

I am a field negro.

CHEATING came up on the To\day Show.

It is a double standard, and rightfully so:::

As I have illustrated before, women are held to a different standard because of their soft life.

I consider the other comments, like how women are admitted in far fewer numbers than men.

Likely they just want young, co-ed clones running around.

I think how the Ja\pan\ese but specifically the Ch\ine\se are very forward regarding this ranking "Muslims, too."

The US is far more subtle, yet it is still an underlying element.

Perhaps they are imparting the norms of Planet Immortality upon the peasants of Planet Earth.

Certainly illustrates that paternaty is the dominant mentality within the heirarchy.

9:40a

What I know is:::
I DON'T MICROMANAGE !!!!!!

Don't start getting excited thinking you are going to get me into your facilities.

Much like shopping, much like females, "I am macro." is a statement you took to heart.

I am keeping them all. I don't throw away anything I find of value and I am not throwing away this.

"We wanted to position with you." I am useful via one of two methods::::

1. I help them by cooperating and gain what little support micromanaging brings, or

2. I shoot for macro, a restructuring of society based on awareness

This, of course, requires that they allow it. I have to be a special person, a selected individual as they told me I am.

10:57a

Two lines of thought regarding Je\ws:::::::

1. Anti-S\emiti\sm is a good thing, protects the masses from a race who seeks to subvert their chances. Jewsus reinforces this. Ho\loc\a\st reinforces this.

Peasant sympathisers were trying to help the people when they generated anti-se\mit\ism which made Je\ws outcasts. They are angry that Je\ws know what it means to suffer, yet impose it upon others freely.

Incidentally, this line of thought supports Fo\rdMo\Co as good.

2. Anti-se\miti\sm designed to isolate support earned from obligation, since Je\ws inflicted us with that Jewsus crap.

This line of thought requires that you believe there is obligation due because they hurt us, a "They owe us." mentality.

Anti-Se\m\it is\m::: "Maybe they did that to hurt Europeans."; as opposed to helping them. This suggests Je\ws ARE sympathizers because they ARE in touch with their history.

If true it confirms their status as rulers of the Cat\holic Church, otherwise they would have no clout and this strategy would not have been employed centuries ago. It is a theory self-reinforcing because it means the Egyazptians gave the Je\ws the Ca\tho\lic Chur\ch.

"They owe because they inflicted cat\holis\m on europeans."

Complain about W\alt\on.
Sa\m'sCl\ub - $8.50

Za\ch's - $25

====

Balance $16.50 towards my week in Coz\ymel. "Don't put that." Spelling, restaurant. "Hugo, you helped them." Did I help them grow? Did they have any other locations besides the one on Fla\ming\o in ‘97? Perhaps an anti-evil casino thing. "There would be more."

Another example, one we see far more frequently:::: "But then you won't get their help." They will give Bu\rger Ki\ng a M&A. Somehow they will manage the benefit away::::::

S\am'sCl\ub/Co\st\co lunch - $1.62

Other lunch average $6

=====

Balance per year:::::::::::::::::::One full week vacation in Cozumel, value $1400.

I am big time. I am Hguo. There is nothing M\cDo\nalds can do for me now.
I transcend the great Sa\m W\alt\on, with or without the Se\ars/Km\art M&A.

Terrestrials can't help me now, so why bother pursuing it? Do what I want and be wise with my money.

If those terrestrials have power and influence they will see to it I am financed. If so I would frequent all those places who cry that I don't go in to their establishments.

The end.

11:30a

Da\nica Pat\rick. I am responsible for her emergence.

I used to complain about women in professional sports. They obviously took that to heart.

The Southern Man has many enemies. They made the dominant sport, NASCAR, good to help them.

NASCAR complained about me following my first Daytona 500 in 1999 and they decided to use my idea, taking revenge with Da\nica Pa\trick.

Wa\lMa\rt came up in the S\outh for a reason too folks!!

"They want you to move to the South." Key West? Miami Beach?

I don't want that. "Personal favor." I was there for three full months, ALL OVER the South. Toured plantations, Charleston, Savannah, NASCAR races, etc.

Tell you what:::give me my money, give me my health back and I would be happy to give you more homeless vacations.

Homeless vacation is your best bet.

 12:15p

"They made it up to Je\ws. Nobody ever made it up to black people." So the South stays on the fire.

The Egy\ptian/Ro\man Em\pire repaid centuries of slavery by granting them Jewsus Christ and the Ca\tholic Ch\urch.
The South never made amends so they remain disfavored.

Africans fall under E\gyp\tian rule, "Always have, always will." And it is the Egy\ptians who take umbrage with the Sou\thern Ma\n.

Just as "god" made the Egy\p\tians make it up to the Je\ws, the Eg\ypt\ians will force the Sou\the\rn M\an to make it up to the African slave.

"I don’t believe who you are." That and a dime will buy you a cup of coffee.

<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<They are managing away the obligation wrought from my suffering. They could have done the same to the Je\ws, but they didn't.

However they did with black people.>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

This is not true. The South\ern Man is still obligated to Ph\arr\oh's African people.

What I am referring to is something else, and I will address it here:::::

In the latter 20th century many began to cry about the black man. Being a sadist, Phar\r\oh decided to shut these voices up with stomache-turning sick shit, so we had crack babies and gang slaughters.

Hguo has spoken.

8:35p

I think of religions in the terms of one good and one evil religion. "Buddlism isn't a religion." "We don't even count Hinduism."

"You might as well put it, Hguo. It's true."

Maybe they're Chr\ysl\er? "People are laughing Hguo." "We have a problem with these people."

So many elements strike people at the core. So many blindly accepted institutions are revealed to be preditory:::

- Jesus is evil

- Democracy is a way to oppress the disfavored.

"It's true. So many disfavored have been lifted up by their monarchies."

12/15/05

Badge of honor

Dan\ces with Wo\lves. "There's a connection here." I hope so.

This movie began a movement which shifted gaming on the west coast away from Italian-dominated Ne\vada to a historically oppressed group, indigenous north americans.

They suggest this shift occurred once the Hguo situation got the green light and was a "go".

T\S\U has a gambling (racetrack) connection, which was why they were granted the right to destroy my life for exploitation, since my grandfather stole racetrack bets men from his employer gave him to place for them.

I should be happy with any act of revenge in my name.

 Malcolm X. Srikes a chord with me.

Some people are not welcome. Some are banished. These are the individuals whom the democratic party serves. I don't support Malcolm X's militancy, since that is a war that cannnot be won.

But these outcasts have great power within their wallets. Research needs to be conducted and they must patronize black businesses. They need to limit expenditures with white businesses to the bare minimum.

They need to do without. They need to recognize minimalism is a badge of honor.

1:54p

They were never going to do anything for me, yet:::

1. Had to appear decent in the day of political correctness, and

2. Needed me to comply, so the "carrot and stick" method needed to be employed

I'm not going. If I was going they woudl have switched me with my clone so as to reassure my fears.

They had to keep pushing back the benefit date, and ultimately that meant Planet Immortality, which meant they could postpone it until my old age, with my cooperation.

I will not comply. I will never comply. I will live my life incarcerated before I give you the opportunity to exploit me further.

I consider this sunk cost and walk away from your so-called benefit.

2:32p

ABC's pope movie illustrated how the po\pe had the priest from El Salvador killed. Retribution was taken and he was nearly assissinated. This leads me to contemplate::
What did Ron\ald Re\agan do to deserve his assissination attempt???

Sis. Kwesi's Desecrated. She illustrated how many fashions used in the west originated in Africa.

I wonder if Pharroh licenced these styles and have reaped the royalties all these past decades? "Is this any of your business?" No.

2:47p

White hate continues:::
I shook many black brothers and sisters off Tanguray and hopefully its popularization that originally brought them to that poison.

Now if only I could do something about Ko\ol and Ne\wpo\rt cigarrettes.

8p

They desire a system based on duality:::good and evil. They seek to set up a system of two participants and assign them polar opposites:::

Co\ke and Pep\si (?) - History like Mc\Don\alds, where they turned it over to another. Not sure.

Wal\Mart and Tar\get

Ene\rgizer and Dura\cell

Co\ors and Bu\d\weis\er

Republican and Democrat

The list goes on:::

A\M\D and In\tel

Mic\roso\ft and Ap\ple (?) - Licenced to Mi\cros\oft, ironically?

Lo\wes and Ho\meDep\ot

Sa\m’s Club and Co\stco

W\el\lsFar\go and Bo\fA

Bo\rde\rs and Bar\nes&Nob\le

 Be\stBu\y and Circ\utCi\ty

 PetCo and PetSmart

And, when there are multiple participants, they try to eliminate the third:::

Chr\ysler - opposition produced a compromise - the 80s government bailout

Km\art - Km\art has it bad and should be out of business.

Miller - Steps are being taken to reduce them to a low-cost beer. "It’s early."

 Go\odgu\ys

Expected benefit

<<<<<<<<<<Fo\rd and G\M (?) – Fo\r\\d anti-Se\mi\ti\sm preditory?. If so I think it is limited within G\M to Ch\e\vy. Bu\ick is a dumping ground.>>>>>>>>>>>>

"It's not G\M. It may be Ch\rysl\er." If so Mike woudln't be there. "Used."

I believe there are both evil and good in G\M. Maybe this should exclude them.

"A\M\X was phased out." So if they wanted Chr\ysl\er gone it would have been.

To come back with the minivan was big. P\TC\ruis\er.

I will take it down.

"Km\art might be your Raiders for Sa\m Wa\lton."

They have told me I should not waste my time patronizing certain participants because the throne has sabotaged the relationships and resulting support::::

Raiders - They told me if I was a Raiders fan in the 70s I could have prevented them from moving to LA

Indian Casinos - I may be responsible for the Indian casinos in California to eliminate the obligation of the Ita\lian gambling establishment who destroyed my life and funneled me into one of the family's decendants for exploitation.

Sea\rs/Km\art merger - eliminated support of the Walt\on family

I see the hopelessness in the situation and will behave accordingly.

12/14/05

Freedom isn’t free

12/13/05

Quicksand

As disfavored they were going to force my family into a dilema; employed by T\S\U was mine.

They sided with the power and abandoned the family member who was under the gun. Never wise to abandon family, unless you are raised in this environment.

On the surface it appears to be the right decision. And to know it could have ended the Shady Acers way brings comfort (A\nn-Junkie, Mike-dead, me-Je\an\ie "More ways than one." FOAD, Pe\ter the faggot priest).

But, if there is another dynamic here, if there is a bigger picture I will draw upon this abandonment when I decide their fate. Those whom destroyed their lives aren’t going to save them.

Due to the emotionally devoid environment in which we were raised, "mother" doesn’t carry the premium it should.

Which is why Mike had a better chance.

12/12/05

I have illustrated how they make people feel special when they are younger, a way to groom them and/or peak them, giving them a point of reference for the future.

This never happened for me. There were many things that said to me regarding the future, all dark and ugly, but none suggesting importance.

All their friends know what I am referring to because they did it to all of them:::they knew they were special

"Somebody's out to get you. They're using somebody to do it." Crusades? Should have slaughtered all who crosed the boarder. "That's not why it happened." It happened to make the Ho\loc\aust happen. It happened to devestate the population with homosexuality and by altering the DNA. "The Germans fucked up." "The people had to pay for it."

8:45a

"Iraq was a way to protect the people." and keep us from attacking the wrong peoples. Without this "pre-existing condition" we may have made a mistake, incurring wrath such as we did in Korea.

"The Bushes are a friend of the people."

 12:20p

"You have an audience." They all have a vested interest.

They have no choice but to lie to everyone. If they didin't, if they were honest, too many woudl rebel and subscribe to similar efforts.

"I don't know." Something woudl be different. Don't sell as many Ch\ev\y trucks, don't take military assingments they want them to take, whatever.

Cy\pre\ss and Ko\re\a were both very bad for Mike. He turned around and married a German, the most cursed blood among the white peoples.

None of the peasant class are coming. Wealth is the primary sign of favor.

They request my opinion of the military.

The military does the work of evil::: abusing, destroying, killing the disfavored, be it in Germany, Vietnam or Iraq, all three the most disfavored of their race, I suspect. And they use the disfavored to do their dirty work.

To all of the soldiers:::if the shoe were on the other foot they would be sending them after you.

On Beethoven:::"He lost his hearing because he is a fuck." His clone lost his hearing, not the real Beethoven.

Oj's clone murdered, Clinton's clone inserted the cigar, Histler's clone slaughtered Jews, etc.

It was Lincoln's clone who was shot in the head, Joan of Arc's clone who burned at the stake, Jesus is special, Jacko's clone who molested. This is how it works. Those people have great favor, They made it big, it is their invitation to the show. There may be residual issues, however, and the clones have to deal with those.

12/11/05

Poetic justice

Retribution for the atomic bombs dropped on Japan, the Korean War got the disfavored United States into this socially depraved environment in the latter 20th century because we attacked a antient, revered peoples. Our continued presence keeps us in trouble.

When the disfavored americans attack the wrong people again, as they suggested they will, they will pay dearly.

The obedient leaders of the US were sewing the seeds of an ugly tomarrow when they made the decision to nuke.

"WWII crossed the line." So although the US should have received favor for WWII, continuing on their path towards redeeming themselves of their disfavor, there were other factors, and seeds were sewn ensuring the benefit would be short-lived.

WWI’s benefit was short lived as well.

"Good came into play." Punishment for taking the warmongering way out?

Just another way to hold down and keep down the disfavored, so no progress will ever be made. "Evil is not the answer, Hguo."

All peoples are ranked in terms of favor and disfavor. And when the disfavored abuse those above them, there is hell to pay.

All the groups mentioned throughout are necessary to justify the will of the managing species. They have a strategy, devise a plan yet need a way to implement it, and without these groups the managing species would be exposed in the course of executing strategy. So, based upon their rank they are assigned strategies to accomplish. And they are rewarded with favors because of it.

12/10/05

Sa\m Wa\l\ton Week

This week brought to you by Sa\m Wa\lto\n and the company of fine W\alt\on family stores.

"We don't like you."

"Boys are more important than girls." It has to do with the Women of the Forrest comment.

I think the Ita\lians were awarded sports for their enjoyment, but they also wanted women. Now I don't want to say they are directly responsible, but the shift to an open mentality regarding sex has ended the hope for many if not most women. But it isn't just chastity, as my Mother will find out.

This is what makes it just that much harder for women. Perhaps it is required because they have it so good, don't have to earn, soft, cushy life, but they have to be good mothers as well, good nurtureres and loyal to the children whom they bore.

My Mother betrayed me. I resent it and women up there resent it. It is wrong and violates the very essence of motherhood.

A mother's priority must lie with her children. It is her most important job and the biggest factor when evaluating her worthiness.

And An\n just threw it away. And she was on thin ice already for being so slutty.

"Don't talk about how they were in the 80s." T\S\U may have epitomized the dog-eat-dog, hardcore ruthlessness of the 80s.

Sociopaths. The 80s was the sociopathic decade.

11:30a

My family claims they are improving their relationship, but at what price???

"It was staged, but it's different now." Cha\iseAn\n is more isolated. They tell A\nn not to attend to it and she doesn't.

We are not normal. This has been put on a public stage. Those not in this situation would not be asked to do these things couterproductive to their families. Maybe.

They both neeed to do what was in their family's best interest, and instead cooperated. There is a vested interst here, and these people need to look good, and the only way that will happen is if their positioning comes to fruition.
The only chance those children have are if their parents fight for them. Because T\S\U wants them destroyed. It is in their best interest. It will reinforce positoning and make them look good in the business community.

I suspect they sold my family, stating they would all be switched out with their clones to avoid damage to the next generation. "And now they can blame you." It was never going to happen. Had I cooperated it would have been up to ME to oppress those children, keeping alive the vested interest because it then would have been in MY best interest.

This is a sick, vile, debased, morally devoid situation.

They were lied. They were deceived and misled. And it has costed them and their children.

I recommend they never betray their family's best interest, even if requested. A\nn needs to attend to Cha\iseA\nn now, before the problem becomes too severe.

"She won't." "She thinks she's coming." "They blame you." It was Ma\ure\en's cooperation which doomed us all to this fate. If she was a good mother who was loyal to her own child she never would have violated the mother-child bond.

They told M\aure\en she would be helping her grandchildren by letting me go. Ironically her actions have created a vested interest that will perpetuate this disfavor generations into the future.

I would not subscribe until they deliver on their promises. Certainly this late date should envoke doubt, even among dupes like my family. 

It is too easy to wash their hands of this and walk away.

This family has grave disfavor. All three sons were devestated, all for positioning’s sake.

This is no accident. All the clues are there.

12/9/05

Faith is for the favored

They point to Ch\evr\on and demand retraction.

I suspect, considering Vanse's baseball skills, that was a possibility.
Why didn't it happen that way? "They would have left him in the minors." "They didn't want to take that chance." So they threw me on the fire, ensuring my teenage years would be devoid.
And then requested the cries of "rape" so they could walk away free and clear.

I don’t think retraction is appropriate.

His only crime was he was born with cancerous blood. He was pushed into his offense, necessary to justify the umbrage against the cancerous blood.

Mine is a similar story, except I have additional levels:::

1. Didn’t like Pet\er, so to justify hurting his family they pushed him into stealing racetrack bets
2. Pushed Ma\ure\en into marrying Hguo, so as to justify mental illness
3. Pshed me into molesting, so as to justify T\S\U's position

Pushed me into stealing, so as to set this in motion and justify them doing this to another human being.

11:10a

Ann turns the other way, although she sees Cha\iseAn\n's behavioral changes, perhaps indicating she was molested.

A\nn's intentional neglect of the problem contributes to the creation of cyclicality, which enriches G\H\\F and the clones minding the store by reinforcing positioning. But more importantly sentences her decendants to a similar fate.

  The empty promise of inclusion is causing A\nn to turn the other way while her daughter’s life is being destroyed; ironically it is this behavior that has costed her whatever shred of a chance she had left.

She is cooperating, they say they rationalize to her, to get back at me, when really they are helping the true evil that is T\S\U, and costing her her respect she has earned by being a good parent.

 These women need to realize they must do what is in the best interest of their family. They have blindly cooperated with those who destroyed their family and seek to improve their status in the community by proving to the world they were right all along.

This family is doomed.

They have done this to both An\n and M\au\ree\n, which will justify their exclusion, based on lack of maternity, although that decision was made long ago.

"That may have been staged for you."

The definition of tretchery:::asking her 30 year old unemployed brother to be her child’s godfther makes A\nn look menatally ill.

"How would it look if none of them had children." It would look smart.

"For some people it doesn’t pay to cooperate." I say "vested interest" is the key.

4:20p

"Great evil is being done in their name (by their clones). Because they have disfavor." I think of all those whose clones paid for the evil of the REAL people::Ho\w\ard Hu\gh\es, Bill Cli\nt\on, O\J, etc.

Di\sn\ey came up. "It happened once they left." First ever ride-related death at Di\sne\yla\nd. Their obediant clones altered the maintenence schedule. Had enough support to avoid intervention prior to that date.

 And after, obviously.

 6:08p

They have illustrated the disservice liberals and Dem\ocrats do to the Disfavored Sta\tes of Am\erica.

They say Rep\ubli\\can willingness to attack the disfavored helps this country::Vie\tn\am, Ir\aq. T\S\U is an outstanding example of the benefits the disfavored can derive by attacking other disfavored::the real Va\nny is in when he would have had to wait until he was old. "If then."

I understand this reasoning and, considering I am a victim of it, recognize how you employ it on a large scale. But there is a problem::
One day the Disfavored Sta\tes of Am\erica will be misled into attacking the wrong group, those who merely appear disfavored. When that day arrives the Uni\ted St\ates will be reminded it is them who are disfavored.

"Put Ge\rmany." Was the U\S rewarded with the Roaring 20s for W\WI??? Post-war prosperity for W\W\II?

 So who's the wrong people? Maybe Vi\etn\am, considering how it led into deadly poison for the people.

If we never attacked Vi\etn\am would the U\S still be a place dominated by Ozzie and Harriett? The Vietnamese have much disfavor, westernized. I take them as the low rungs in the Orient.

Maybe Korea was the mistake. It didn't come immediately after, and they tried to use another to deflect. Isn't Korea an antient culture which commands respect?

I suspect Korea isn't the throne of the Orient or they wouldn't have been attacked.

"Another test for Mike." "Mike fucked himself by GOING to Korea."

"They're still here doing shit."

W\W\I\I was much different than the first, and the pitfalls involved costed the U\S bad, forced Korea. Was it the Atomic bomb?

I wonder where we would be in the absence of the Korean War?

Perhaps it was the cause of Vietnam, which ushered in a tailspin which the disfavored of this country never recovered from::societal depravity,

Or perhaps this was their plan all along, and Korea was just a way to justify it, a common technique utilized.

12/8/05

Consigiere

9:32p

Samantha on Se\x in the City is a corruptor of men.

Some complain this is a tired old stereotype, one most thought long since gone.

"Women control the power."

It is their power that determines if men are decent and behaved or unruley and out of control.

Women of the Forrest:::The girls must stick together . The social bond among them is their strength.

'They got rid of that!"

12/7/05

11:45a

"There's real evil and there’s positioned evil. They're real evil." G|H|F.

Positioned evil necessary to ensure not everybody gets help, example W\alM\art vs. Ta\rget.
Ta\rg\et isn't evil per se, but they are a necessary element in the marketplace to separate groups into the desired and the undesirable.

You see this over and over::Grocery chains, big-box wharehouse stores, book stores,

"Does he know which one it is?" Bor\de\rs. "So what are you going to do?" Go to the library.

Unfortunately we have individuals like T\S\U, families steeped in evil, sociopaths who don't give a fuck. "They'd all take that opporunity if they could." But they didin't need it.
T\S\U needed it for a reason.

"Nor\dst\ro\ms is true evil." Which is why T\S\U tried to help them.

12/6/05

One-sided war

9:45a

It is obvious the Au\stri\ans have favor.

"It might have been Hitl\er's clone." I illustrated they got Bill Clin\ton out of there when he tried to impliment universal health care, which of course gave us a clone who delivered such fringe benefits as the cigar and dress incidents. "They don't like B\ill." Their attitudes are manifested in creating shameful behavior in his clone.

Or indecent behavior in other’s clones. Or illegal behavior. On and on and on.

Ro\semar\y Clo\on\ey’s clone being driven mad. Or Ho\war\d Hu\gh\es.

Parting shots designed to show the world they made mistakes. 

But Bill partied with the right people, and those people did like him.

None of them like me, which is why this alone won't get me in, which is why this stayed covert, secretive.

I know all this benefit was for Ke\vin’s sake. Get ready, because this is going to end.

The way this thing doesn't progress, doesn't evolve is a fucking joke. "T\S\U is still making money off of you." And those kids.

Forever.

When it happens Maur\een is going to crash hard.

"Your family realizes they have alligned with those who destroyed them." Do they?

"We've gotten rid of just enough of your support to make it close." No.

They got rid of support who aren't support at all.
They got rid of evil.

They hooked me up with evil, they dumped me into evil. They even changed the rules of the game and made those I would patronize evil.

And evil never would have done anything for me. But it can't look that way, they want the truth concealed or everybody would shop at Wa\lM\art.

I was just the compromise. I paid not only for my siblings but for many, many Slavic families who otherwise would have ended far uglier than they did.
I supplimented their success.

I satiated evil.

"We told Ma\\ur\een a number of times not to marry that man." She was supposed to be a nun.

Somebody disliked Hguo enough they waned to make it permanant. "The whole blood line." I think of what a freak Mother Shxrzxg was, his father killed in an auto accident young.

Because I was used by an Italian family to get their son into Planet Immortality prematurely I suspect it’s them. It was a necessary element in cementing our fate.

The Ge\rma\ns decided not to stop them.

It started so early that it raises my suspicions. 1920s. "This might be internal."
They positioned Hguo to have a mental illness genetic defect, created with artificial intelligence in the 1975 incident, then reinforced genetically with the picket line. "We think Bla\ke has it." "We're afraid Ch\ai\seA\nn has it too." All they have is disfavor.

So many were being argued and negotiated down to reasonable levels or away entirely. I guess they wanted to keep one.

And it was us.

This is the true vested interest. And they positioned genetic defect so there is no hope.

I'm afraid if Ma\ure\en didn't cooperate this never would have happened. I think the picket line was the cement guarenteeing this wasn't going to be negotiated away.

That or Chev\ron signing on as the enforcer. "They picked up a few clients right then."

No. Eventually they would have told them to let it go. It was still capable of being geared down.

Now they can’t because it is public.
It’s official::::

Artificially-created mental illness, generated by a little artificial intelligence and a lot of positioning.

She thought she was helping those grandchildren by abandoning her own child but, ironically, she was sentencing them to an artificial genetic gamble::::

Reproductive Ru\ssi\an roulette.

Since it went public there is vested interest requiring positioning be upheld. And those kids be held down.

"This might be internal." "It was them." "You don't want anything to do with the Ge\rma\ns, Hguo, believe me you don't." I wondered which side I should look to predominantly.

"Ge\rm\ans are just as ugly as the je\ws." Told me over and over the Sl\a\vics tend to sell each other out.

"Je\ws sacrificed a large percentage of their people to gain favor." Perhaps they weren't the only ones involved in this type of behavior.

"They're going to let them go one day." Only once the technology becomes available to alter genes. By that time this blood will be so far behind it will never catch up.

12/5/05

Gaseous Giant

Of course in any sport, as in any industry, there are good owners and there are evil owners. Baseball has good owners:::To offset the evil of Gotham, Ste\inbre\nner’s Yan\ke\es are good.

8:45a

"What about the A's?" The only team they can beat in the big games is the Giants.

Perhaps the A's are (like Lo\ng's??) good who have become evil:::

I think of the 70's dynasty, then their ineptness in the big games thereafter.

Did I corrupt the Oakland A's?? "Yes you did Hguo." "Sports aren’t your thing, Hguo."

They told me had therapy gone through, Oakland would have been like the "We Are Family" City of Pittsburgh in 1979. I suspect we would have played the SFGiants, which is why they were there.

Why the Giants? And why the Giants in 1989? Is it because they have disfavor greater than the A's and are the only team the A's would be allowed to beat???? (Or one of two teams - the other being the Chicago Cubs.)

"You would have made it up to Al." Something so profound can't be rectified. "It may not have been just because of you." But I could have stopped it.

 "The A’s hate you too."

The repression I allude to, that I call "good theater", may be the one main element that defines my exclusion.

Since it wasn't memorable, since people could hear how I was chosen in the first place by listening to how I think yet not see it now that it all has been put into action, during the most important years of my life, they won't consider it important to keep me.

And this was the strategy:::postpone all dispersements as long a possible. It indicates either::::

1. There never was going to be any, or

2. It bought them time so they could "manage" the situation, greatly reducing or even eliminating any possiblity of an event.

And everything that did happen will just pass quietly into history.

12:30p

"If you worked for T\S\U they would have tried to assimilate you into their evil." 3000 disfavored employees. They are looking to unload (share) the culpability for the evil necessary to maintain their company with someone with great attention.

Pic\kapa\rt.com. "They're the ones who are evil or else they would be able to use it."::: Pi\ckY\ourP\art.com.

Pi\cknpu\ll.com. I think of how Pi\ckYo\urPa\rt was allowed into Pic\kNPu\ll's market.

Colorado:::"Bu\d wei s\er."-Budwesier frogs. "CO\ORS!!!!" - Alligator who eats the Budweiser frogs --- Simpsons

They told me I helped Pi\ckYo\urP\art. Ci\tyTo\w contract in San Francisco, etc.

They got kicked out of San Francisco, too.

All I ever helped was evil. No wonder we're here after all this!!!

12/4/05

GO UofH!!

10:12a

"They hooked you up with the worst trash. They requested that this happen." To negate obligation.

Just the clones doing the leg work anyways.

"Now they don't have to help you." Cleaver strategy.

Some compromise, as is my life:::evil gets off the hook and good spreads the word, illustrates the methodologies and pathologies. 

12/3/05

Kick down

6p

A couple of days ago they told me the N\B\A was good. "(Black people) need it bad." Suggest it was a compromise. "They make them fade away from it." I understand that tactic.

"The N\H\L is evil, Hguo." Reinforced by the lost season. Explains my zeal.

Sl\avics sport, and if the good Sl\avic pursues his people's sport it won't do him a damn bit of good. "They stacked the deck with the owners.", suggesting sleazy anti-Slavic shit, which brought us so much misery in the 20th century, bought the teams just to CHEAT Slavics who are devoted.

So we have (two???) good sports and two evil sports:::::

GOOD EVIL ???

N\B\A M\L\B N\F\L

N\H\L

I still don't believe the N\F\L is good, although they said it is. Perhaps with gambling there is plenty of money to pay tribute and the N\F\L is able to buy good favor. "That's exactly why!!" "It's not fair."

I had no friends, I WAS cheated out of my youth.

"You're going to be glad, Hguo." Not until after my 1000th year.

Kick down.

Of course in any sport, as in any industry, there are good owners and there are evil owners. Baseball has good owners:::To offset the evil of Gotham, Ste\inbre\nner’s Ya\nke\es are good.

12/2/05

I paid for it. I’m keeping it!!!

Nothing to celebrate.

12:24P

20cents an hour and 50cents for material.

An $80 sweater costs less than a dollar. I don't care what you cooked-up books say.

Homage is factored in there. Remember, god is "too old and too rich for this.".

All sick, ugly charecteristics of black americans were It\al\ian charecteristics imposed upon a disfavored peoples:::pimping, hustling, gangbanging.

The It\alin\as were rewarded this pinnicle point in history for doing the dirty work for those who wish to inflict on the disfavored.

And they picked the right people.

I wonder about It\a\li\ans recrtuiting methods, to make sure their countrymen were signed on. One group I suspect they had difficulty with, the Sici\lia\ns, were targetted in The Go\dfa\ther movies.

Sic\ily should be a soverign nation separate from the It\alia\n mainland. But there obviously was a problem getting them to sign on to the evil, so they used those movies to try to influence them.

Although W\W\I\I alliances suggested ambiguity, I believe it was deception, a way to throw doubt into people's minds.

It\alia\ns are evil. And since the goal of the 20th century was the same they chose them to lead.

Legitimate businesses need to appear decent, so they conceal the truth.

B\o\f\A's Gi\a\n\nin\i is exposed with his alliances with G\~H\~\F.

The emperor has no clothes.

This conclusion of course may be premature pending closure of this situation. But it never went well and I don't expect it to close well.

Other I\tali\an busiensses that reveal clues:::

Mo\nd\av\i:::built a cultural center in a rural community. Minimal/gradually decreasing attendance; requires patrons to transverse great distances.

The deal breaker here may be Co\p\ia:::When I went it was deviod. How is attendance normally?

I don't want to paint with a broad brush but the evidence and their recruiting efforts suggest\ perhaps it is wise.

12/1/05

A clue:::::::

The seamless transition between Cle\opat\ra and Ce\asar. 

 8:45p

Po\pe movie on A\B\C. Opposing Po\pe movie on another network.

It is obvious they dislike Russians, what with the godforsaken location, etc. And there are oppressive aspects of communism when put into practice. But there will be some positive aspects; it is how they conduct business.

The movie illustrates the communistic principles against religion. Russian is christian, so this is a positive.

There needs to be a way for the peasant to recognize the throne. A heirarchical organization, but only within the context of knowledge.

Is the heirarchy of the body politic sufficient? Is the absence of religion equate to a hurdle removed? Or are there expectations for the lowly peasant? Ignorant peasant? An element of the passing age?

Are we looking at revenge against the Church of Evil???

9:20p

The movie shows a priest from Latin America who is preaching against church dogma. He is assassinated and the next scene is of the Po\pe asking for his forgiveness.

Of course the Po\pe suffers an assassination attempt subsequently. "He was good doing something he shouldn't be doing." Yes, but you made him Pope.

All you have ever done is take from me. I think that gives me the right. 

11/30/05

Niggers are pitiful

Black people are pitiful.

It's why I have helped them. White people have everything I didn't. I refuse to help them.

I envy them.

Then of course there are the white people who did this to me and the white people who allowed it to happen. 

So many black americans have grave disfavor. So much ugliness in the black community.

The say the attention brought to the Sal\vation Ar\my shelter on Garden in Oa\kland by my regular donations during my employment brought in $10 million to a desperate program.

But they wanted "Niggers are pitiful" up there today, and they burned the favors to make it happen.

"Some people have unlimited favors." A frightening thought. Hopefully both problems will be resolved.

I am a niggerlover. My history most closely identifies with the ugly shit they experience.

Only it is done under the cover of positioning. Because the racists would be forced to cry since we are white. Nobody gives a fuck about those black people. But our situation isn't much different. The difference is great efforts have been invested in my situation to enable one of their own to exploit me.

Well I do help black people. And I intend to help them.

"Your situation is sick, Hguo. Most people say it is worse than those black people."

I enjoy watching the U\F\C, in spite of the white supremisists who hate seeing white skin pummeled to unconsciousness.

"People wish you’d just play along." It's like this because this is what they pay for not having to go through the Sc\ott Pet\ers\on shit. This is what they pay for keeping T\S\U. And it's nothing.
And, as a bonus they get to terrorize me and hunt my family forever!!!

M\aur\een wasn't supposed to have children. Good tried to push her into becoming a nun.

"Your family is going to be done forever. This makes it permanant."

I'm prepared. I believe all that popular culture shit was for someone else's benefit.

You needed to pay on one of those items you threw my way.

I believe I will be discarded. And that is how I am going to play my cards.

And the crimes between us grow deeper.

 "You're going the wrong way." I think some families are decided about up front, never to return.

Mine is just such a family. But they could use us and work us up along the way, so that is what they decided to do.

Don’t expect me to warm up to you until I begin my 1000^th year. Youth carries a healthy premium.

You were wise to repress me. You would have lost.

Earlier I noted how they meant me instead when they told me that Vi\~n\~ce would have to keep coming back to service the clients.

"They would have kept aging you." So despite being admitted to Planet Immortality I would suffer from aging to justify mortality to clients who understand everything already??!!??

"You’re not coming up until you're old." Before you said that was one of the benefits I was getting since I was CHEATED out of my youth!!!

KEEP IT!!! FUCK YOU!!!

I’m not going to be hustled any longer.

 "People like you don't belong up here." "It’s best that you know now." Guess I do have a guardian angel after all, however impotent.

I knew it all along. Your fucking kind are degenerates.  

11/29/05

 Enforcer

Ugly cunt::"She's a lot like A\my." Well, both will learn:::
Lightening doesn't strike twice.

I could win the lottery and A\my won't get a dime. They got Vi\~nny in. T\S\U should have fallen apart on his watch, because of his evil. I won't bring the weight I have to bear to that company. All those desperate to be discussed will have to take their sta\ffing account elsewhere.

What the fuck is that animal to think she can do this to me, get away with it and then come back for more!!!?!!!

No wonder I always discounted god as a joke. He is!!!

This thing would be waiting tables if it wasn't for the favor and being propped up by the telepathic system. Take it away and she sounds like any other dimwitted It\ali\an pre-Awakening (Italians=70s?? "Maybe 60s.").

And because of positioning it willl appear as if I should be thankful to have a job, which is all I ever was going to get.

"She wants this. She doesn't want Vi\~nc\~e." She made her choice.

"We're going to get you." No you're not. "It's going to be a clone, Hguo, and it's not going to get them (much)." It's wrong.

"They hooked you up with the worst evil." And then there are the clients who explicitly approve of this evil behavior

"(Clone) movie stars wanted to get something out of this." They make me recall how T\S\U "enjoyed" the real celebrities, before the Exodus of 2000. "It's one of the reasons why this happened."

That whole empty celebrity culture looks very good on them. It is a good fit.

"They didn’t allow them before for a reason." "They’re so evil, Hguo. They couldn’t have found a worse family to place you with."

If I don’t make it I want all the favors I have coming to go towards the concerted effort organized to dispose of that family.

11:40a

"They rotted those teeth because you didn't learn fast enough." Told me the unopposed upper molars were a sign of being highly evolved.

They instructed aritificial intelligence to utilize the telepathic system to oppress me, repress my abilities so I wouldn't have the opportunity to even consider.

It\ali\ans are definitely lucky rather than good. The chips fell for them all the way through.

 4:47p

"It's your favors." that will be used to get all the save.htms down. Because I will work for T\S\U, right? "You won't work anywhere else." If I do my crime:::"But then you'll committ evil." I don't subscribe to that "evil" line of thinking. I think Tom makes me evil, so it's done.

It is the Che\vr\ons of T\S\U's world which dictate I won't get the money:::They are signed on. They reputation is at stake as well.

T\S\U used the Ro\cka\fel\le\rs. And now the Ro\ck\afe\lle\rs are doing their work for them. They are their enforcers. For free.

'And then if you don't work for them we will just take them down."

5:45p

Vi\~nny was suppposed to get in the Sc\ott Pet\er\son\ way:::the hard way. It is his evil::violence against women. It is why he had no business at his print shop. It is why he couldn’t begin employment at T\S\U until I did. He needed me to deflect attention away from him.

Instead, they got me and now that they will lose Che\v\ron they will blame me and subsequently attack me.

Hguo pays twice.

"You're going to have the right to kill them." Who? Their clones? Big fucking deal jackoff!!!!

6:45p

This is the lifestyle you groomed me into for maximum benefit towards accomplishing your sinister strategies. Now you should provide.

Vi\~nce is in. The perfect posiitoning demanded was met, and it necessitated that I not work, which they porovided to you.

Now you should maintain the lifestyle you found so necessary by paying one of the lottery tickets I currently hold.

11/28/05

No wonder I always discounted god as a joke. He is!!!

White people got fucked harder than any other group. Fucked with that Jesus crap, stripped of their culture, shipped off to the land of disfavored, blamed for the 99%, wars, drugs, sexual sickness,

Perhaps the many had to pay for the success of the few, something my situation illustrates very nicely.

"They want to cripple you so they can claim you forever." Does it matter? They have filth like Ch\evro\n, who attached themselves only once it was safe, filling their client list.
"It's not fair." The only comfort I can take are the idiots who believe they will make it in and, even more laughable, those who see this abject evil and think G~H\Fis going to get them in!!!!

Deceiving people is an effective tool to achieve desired behavior. They sell cars, tell people where to buy their houses, what woman to marry, the list is endless.

6:12p

Boidiesel.

"You have to conform. If you don't conform you are going to lose." Yes, but...

The vast majority of us are not going. People may want to believe the lie but it is just that:::
Deception.

We need to be responsible because it is obvious there are powerful elements among them who are trying to sabotage the health of the planet:::::they repress alternative technologies and choke the planet with the proliferation of non-biodegradable plastics.

The intelligent among us will recognize most are not coming and be good citizens of our planet, be responsible stewards and leave our children a better Earth than our parents left us.

 "Mike is laughing about this." His mother was not consciencious and now she’s not going.

And she would have been in for 15 years now had she remained loyal to her son instead of those who destroyed her family.

 "We want to knock him down a peg." Dumkof!!!

11/27/05

That ugly cunt needs to get together with her racetrack/picket line gan\gsters and pass the hat to make a respectable offer.

"People already made this connection, Hguo."

"Maybe he's fucked, maybe he's a clone." Floated perhaps Vi\~n\ce is Fr\~anks; son, and if the real Fr\~ank was gone prior to Vietnam then as a clone-decendant Vi\~nce had very few options. Create a rape or some artificial crime to make it look good and viola!!! 

11/26/05

For all the thirds I will never see

"They’re not allowed in Sa\n Francisco."
"They’re not allowed in the South Bay either."

 Fre\mont’s failing." For eight years?

11/25/05

Minimalism

Party Boy’s (Sc\ot\t Pe\ter\so\n) noteriety was his way to get in::"Vi~\n~\ce needed it, HGuo. If it ddin't happen with you it would have happened another way." .

As it should be. Without me they would have lost the company when Vi~\nc~\e murdered, raped and it went bigtime like Party Boy. "It might have been V~\in~\ce instead." They always said there as a connection to Party Boy. I never knew what it was. "He would have murdered his wife." Which says he got violent with his girlfriends. "We don't want him here, Hguo."

"This is going to have an effect on your family forever." Nothing is free my friend. 

11/24/05

I note how the Ger\m\ans have disfavor, how the disfavor was manifested.:::::::

1. Johann Sebastian Bach - Suite for orchestra No 3 in D major, BWV 1068- Movement 2, 'Air', stolen by P\ie\tro Mas\cag\ni for use in Ca\val\ler\ia R\ust\i\ca\na

2. Wagner's Die Meistersinger Overture, in a case of grand theft, stolen by Di\sn\e\y Corporation for use in their theme song.

"Di\s\ne\y's evil, Hguo."

 "It might illustrate a connection." I resent both sides. And I’m a cowboy because of it.

11/23/05

Express myself

They state they were not allowed to grow G{H~F one of the conditions of their evil. That's why the picket line didin't grow them.

That and it allowed them to appear non-preditory, convieniently.

The goal of the picket line was to get V\i\~n\c\e in on his own.
They say I was supposed to be the one to grow T\S\U, to take them national. They tell me they woudl have backed out of this obligation, using the new improved relationship (because of me, ironically) to explain the phenominal growth.
And all I would have seen was $300,000/year.

Earlier I noted how they meant me instead when they told me that Vi\~n\~ce would have to keep coming back.

"They would have kept aging you." So despite being admitted to Planet Immortality I would suffer from aging to justify mortality to clients who understand everything already??!!??

"You’re not coming up until you're old." Before you said that was one of the benefits I was getting since I was CHEATED out of my youth!!!

KEEP IT!!! FUCK YOU!!!

I’m not going to be hustled any longer.

 "People like you don't belong up here."

"Theirs is the amazing comeback." Spoke to me regualrly of comebacks, but the comeback was theirs.

And, like the criminal It\alai\an shit Itla\iy dumped on the united states, the are sociopaths boardering on psychotic.

They illustrate the catch22:::I would have assumed the reigns and the liability/culpability for the evil. The decision to continue to exploit my family (based on the vested interest) would have fallen on me. And they would have created an envioronment of desperation.

The flipside, of course, is what is going to happen. So I guess they are right. Damned if you do, damned if you don't.

This is why I lost the job at A\M\R:::much like talking, broadcasting, they needed the evil in a tretcherous enviornment to minimize my favor.

Beause they fear my rage, my quest for revenge.

4:44p

The only business V\i\n\`c\e ever got was from his mother.
And tripa.

"We thought you mighta turned him in for that machine." Illegal lead slug maker, for the work order forms. "We might want to use that on Vince."

11/22/05

This is an ugly bitch. And, like all ugly bitches it needs to die. Nobody wantsit, nobody wants to look at it.

Kill it.

5:24p

To\okie Wi\llia\ms blog.

This is the difference between people who should get the death penalty and those who should not:::
If they instructed AI to never fuck To\okie Willia\ms, nigga would do it all over again, exactly as it happened.

If they instructed AI to never fuck Je\ff\ery D\ah\mer, Bu\ndy or the guy whose death I protested, it would be like night and day. They would be normal individuals who would wonder why their family has so much disfavor that something like that could happen to them.

G[~HFburned favors to create this world for me just so their son could get in and last with as few favors burned as possible, which is the same reason so many celebrities worked to get their decendants into the business::They will have made it on their own, real or artificially.

11/21/05

"You were the chosen one!!"

I'd like to know the history of Nor\ds\tro\ms and V\i\n\e's other clients that they were obliged to do business with someone who committed so much evil?

"They're going to try to angle this Hguo, try to get you to burn your favors so you can't take revenge." THAT'S why they were talking about crippling me:::it costs favors to get that leg to grow back.

"What they did was wrong. They shouldn't have been allowed to position that."

What about the kids? They are going to create pathology to justify their positioning. How many generations will be ruined so those animals can continue to profit? "It also involves their clients, Hguo."

'They will try to use that to trade for giving up revenge." I would never do that.

I paid for my sins. They have to pay for theirs. Shit so lowly should never be exempt. "V\i\n\\e would still be there, Hguo." On Earth.
I've lost too much. I want to hurt your kind.

They keep telling me I will be given information that will fatally hurt T\S\U. I want it.

Stay tuned...

Of course this shit will still attend an event with filth like them, still sit down to eat with them. "That''s why it's important that they dirty you up."

May your kind be damned to hell.

They share that G~H~F’s 3,000+ temporary employees were hand picked for disfavor relative to long-term positions, like a lawyer selects a jury.

"There may have been some changes." "Because the clones are in charge now."

And the clones have to work. 

 "There is a big difference between how it was then and how it is now." Thank you.

11/20/05

Mr. Happy

12:50p

All along they have illustrated the Egy\pti\an's great favor.

Today they suggest perhaps they created a clone race specifically to serve those with whom they found great favor without incurring evil, then utilized them to exact revenge against those to whom they were to give a great deal.

It would explain the lack of compassion, the disregard many of them hold for the Je\ws.

 The "roam around", "have no homeland" auroa about the Je\ws is a clue.

11/16/05

"It\alia\ns are sociopaths."

6:30a

"Aus\trians are your enemy."

"Mot\zart is one of the things they were given for this." Illustrates a timetable. I also want to illustrate how the Je\w musical Sou\nd of M\us\ic glorifies Au\stri\ans, the birthplace of Hister (Nos\tra\dam\ous). Also Go\v.A\rno\ldCl\one and Wo\lfga\ng Pu\ck, both Au\stri\ans.

For a while now they have told me one of my people's charecteristics is that we sell out our own kind, our neighbors, our brothers.

9:33a

Story about Mic\hael Jac\kson getting caught in the ladies' room.

In the Hu\go's Ki\ng Tu\t brochure from L\A\C\M\A there is a bust that looks remarkably like Mic\hael Ja\cks\on.

A new fake designed as a warning? Or does he have antient ties and this pedophelia issue is a test, an excluding factor for the masses?

"Russ\ians are Slav\ics.", and continued to pay.

Location means something in regards to favor. Rus\sians are already the disfavored Sla\vics, even before the decades of empty shelves communism brought the Rus\sian people. "No shortage of vodka."

Je\ws continuing their vengeful wrath of destruction? 

11/15/05

"Vy\ns\e C\yn\ny is a sociopath."

They suggest the incident in 1975 when my father tried to light my mother on fire was symbolic of the family's history in the holocau\st.

Was it a clone? My family's ugly history, our social retardation says we killed from the 16%. My family’s experience was too extreme.

However, how this has become a historical situation says it may have been a clone (pending my unrealized benefit). "We gave you that historical status!!!" As does the need for Gia\nni\ni.

"That happened for a reason." The letter in 1998. So they didn't have to give me anything. So they could push this out until everyone grew tired of it or I went to jail, maximizing my destruction while eliminating obligation.

I see it. They show me how disliked my father was. I see how disliked Mi\ke is. Considering it is a family trait, I believe my family was one of the unfortunates who were picked to execute the REAL holo\ca\ust, that 16% of Je\ws condemned because the ruling elite didn’t want them to be a part of The Awa\ke\ning and the great wealth associated.

And I won't be getting anything for it. They are leading me on the whole way.

And I am so happy I didn't cooperate.

I feel so vindicated.

They unreasonably paired this history up with a petty crook who used to steal horse wagers.

They justified (the appearance of) setting it all in motion with my father's protest efforts against his employer in the early 70s, which initiated the grooming of the children, readying the sacrificial altar.

Then again in the 80s courtesy of Gia\nni\ni and B\of\A, setting this in motion.

They destroyed my youth and funneled me to one of their friends who had a (yet another) It\alian sociopath child for exploitation.

"Italians are sociopaths. It is one of their problems."

"Nobody cares about your fucking family anyways."

This is the era. The 20th century was the time for the Germ\ans to pay.

Despite Gia\nni\ni's "convictions", his "dedication" to the community, he is out for his own kind, and since the Ge\rm\ans were on the spit they decided to use them to fix one of their own, and he was used to bring it public. B\of\A played a significant role in this situation.

So I was groomed. And placed on the picket line. And Vy\ns\e made it, ironically for HIS dedication to the community.

"We wish we could tell about all the things he did but we can't." His mother burned the favors to bury his evil past, knowing I would be there to make V\yn\se a hero, gaining him entrance to a place where he doesn't belong.

"It's over now." Depends on if you gave any credibility to this "lofty position" carrot they spoke of for me.

However, they suggested that early on only my family gave me poison, since threat of retaliation was minimal. However, now that my candidacy is dead many more are getting in on the act, free from the threat of revenge.

"Nobody cares about your fucking family anyways." Because of their behavior, not even me.

Just as all the rest of the bullshit they spoke of I will need to see that cashier's check first.
I'm suprised they kept trying. Just a "shelter", a way to position for the Sociopath's maximum benefit, since they knew the destruction was going to be bad and resistance great, in the abscence.

"That’s why Gia\nni\ni was brought in."

"That’s why you were the wrong person to use." Because the hol\ocau\st Je\ws were clones.

I reserve my right to take revenge. "Hguo, Itl\ai\ans are stupid." Don’t forget sociopaths.

"V\yn\se is a degenerate." I called him many things::The Rake, The Rope, Busboy. But I think I have found one I can settle on:::

Sociopath. Him and his fucking mother.

"Italians are sociopaths. It is one of their problems."

11/14/05

Forgiveness is a christian concept, a cornerstone in the evil plied upon the up-and-coming Europeans.

It is deceptive.

Because they don't forgive. Which is one of the reasons Islam is the true religion.

Mau\reen is going to be sorry.

11/13/05

Good theater

2:40p

"If you don't fix (your problems) that clone is going to terrorize your family."

"You're the one." who's life is destroyed but never gets anything, instead led on by a carrot, and will be referred to as "the guy we didn't keep becasue we didn't like him.".

"Rom\ans fought it but then they just accepted it." Accepted a part in the Je\w's evil. "That's what his followers were."

"They kept it in the family, hguo." Mo\ses's son?

I noted how so many celebrities tried to slip children and grandchildren into the scene, make them famous to ensure they would have ample time with minimal favors expended.

They draw the distinction between Rom\ans and Ital\ians::::

Rom\ans fought the "Je\ws for Je\sus".

Itali\ans joined forces with them.

Perhaps this message was sent with the co-mingling of Eg\yp\tian and Ro\man royalty.

9:48p

They just made it happen.

They dulled me out, creating a passionless environment to ensure it didn't make good theater.

Just going through the motions. In a historical situation.

I am not an idiot. I AM demending my money.

AND you are NOT welcome in my life.

And I WILL take my money and retire to an island in the Pacific.

Because I won’t help anyone.

11/12/05

I am always right

They like balance. They can't bring everybody.

If a positive market with great attention, like San Fra\ncis\co, has too much goodness pulling for residents a disproportional number of them, some whom they don't want, will be getting in. That's why Wa\lM\art draws lower classes, that's why it is originally a southern (midwest?) phenominah:::those people need the help. "They held W\alMa\rt back."

10:35a

They told Ch\ev\ron to get out of San Fran\scico.

They are refining markets, refining placement. Allowing Wa\lM\art into the San Fran\ci\sco B\ay Area recently is one example.

We see this over and over. And this is one of their moves. Decency demanded such filth get the fuck out of their city.

10:35a

They told Chevron to get out of San Fracnsico.

They are refining markets, refining placement. Allowing WalMart into the San Francisco Bay Area recently is one example.

We see this over and over. And this is one of their moves. Decency demanded such filth get the fuck out of their city.

Ch\evr\on Ric\hm\nd. I believe the releases prior to the Exodus of 2000 were intentional. I suspect they encouraged the lawsuits to absolve themselves of obligation, to silence the cries of those who wanted blacks from within the community hired. As well as other complaints, no doubt.

"It hasn't happened since because noone is here to complain."

7-\11 normally has an association with Ci\tgo gasoline, but Ch\evro\n unsurped this relationship.

 Che\vro\n muscled their way into a 7\-\11 I frequented to try to exploit the attention I bring. And it worked.

Merger with Tex\aco after working on-site followed by the Un\ion merger post-7\-11.

I only costed Uni\on the NA\SC\AR gig. 

Guilt by association:::The Simp\sons:::"We searched everywhere, from Pi\er 1 to Pi\er 1 down by Pi\er 17."

They have gotten soft when it comes to the clones.

Clones are tools. You create them for use and when finished you throw them away.

The most appropriate way to handle those who cry about clone disposal is to minimize the use of this tool.

You don't give a fuck about how it looks anyways. If those people have to come back to handle some business then so be it, it is part of their obligation.

Fucking still earn here. Why shouldn't they be responsible to those they have an obligation to?

I don't respect this management.

You suck.

5:53p

There is a dedicated core group of Ap\ple lovers who have watched their beloved company become preditory.

I wonder how they feel abut this? And is this a recent event? Is this a post-Exodus of 2000 ocurrance, where the marketplace may have shifted? Beause I remember Ap\ple being quite progressive, a graphics-based product that appealed to artists and designers.

Is this a changing, evolving marketplace where our alliegences must be reexamined regularly to remain competitve?

Or are some organizations constant, as Uncle Sam suggests? So many created points of arguement in this example suggests so for W\alMa\rt.

"You are helping your family so much." Better be listening because I have picked Peter as the person I am bringing.

They artificially inject tretchery into the marketplace to create hazards. No one retailer can provide all products needed nor can they alone create that opportunity so man of us desire. We as individuals must examine each company in each industry in each market and make an educated decision regarding which is the one who has the most favor, would sympathize, and would be the most likely to support that family come time to make a decision.

And the marketplace may shift on directive. Such a monumental change occurred after the Exodus of 2000. The Ap\ple example may illustrate how one company shifted.

Lo\ng's Dru\g Stores caught me stealing once and called my Mother. They told me To\wer Re\cords just allowed me to steal and would never do anything that would jepordize the path I was on.

Years later, however, strolling through Lo\ngs I noticed a decidedly preditory pricing policy implimented. Is this a sign Lo\ng's Drugs had shifted? It is hard.

Yes, I will explain. Ad said Co\ke for $1. In store labeled at $1.49. Next bookend was Pe\psi labeled $1.29. Got the Co\ke. Can't remeber if it rung up wrong but I think it did.

Of course isolated preditory pricing could be like lawsuits and some bad press, on a much lower scale. "Product matters too."

Clues are there but in some cases they utilize reverse psychology.

"It is god's will. Nobody can understand god's will." Ne\d Fl\and\ers. Perhaps this is the right way to approach this topic, since it may not be interpretable.

Because if god wants you he will see to it you will shop at the right stores.

Buy the right products.

Go to the right college.

Marry the right girl.

Get the right job.

Have the right kids.

This sucks.

1:15p

"They started overcharging me."-Mother, on We\lls Fa\rgo.
We\lls Far\go clones cooperating, decision makers testing Ma\ureen to see if they could shake her loose because they don't want to have to hear it.

Same thing is happening at Sa\m's Cl\ub::::they don't stock sauerkraut anymore, a necessary component of hotdog construction.

11/11/05

The decision makers suck

People hated Je\ws for a reason.

Just as Germ\ans married Germ\ans for a reason. And girls were married by 15 for a reason.

All the norms of the bygone era were for a reason.

All the homebrewed medical cures. All the tales. All the traditions. Created to help guide people to self-understanding.

Gone. Traded in for the superficial consumerism that is the Unit\ed Sta\tes.

For their sucess Je\w leaders should die.

Put Mo\ses to death. And if not because of his fame put their unknown elder counsel down.

Ironically, as they sacrificed the people during those three milenea, since the people have risen it is them who now should be sacrificed.

The Je\ws should lose highly placed individuals for the 20th century. It should already be done.

8:35a

Chin\ese supermarket burns. News reports say gangs tried to extort.

If these were black gangs I say put them down. Clean up the trash.

If they were Chin\ese gangs it is best that outsiders don't get involved. This is an issue best handled internally.

Parallels can be drawn to the Je\ws:::Je\ws went outside their kind and preyed upon others.

I hope they get what they deserve one day. And I hope it is merciless.

"They picked the wrong people." to prey upon.

8:45a

"Je\ws aren't smart. Je\ws have genetic issues." I'm sure they have cleaned them up. "We won't let them."

Kind of like they want some grandmotherly types to remain old. They want Je\ws to remain unrespectable, weasly preditors.

"People are sorry Je\ws existed." They should lose the majority of their elders.

They need to suffer a painful loss.

"They had so many Je\ws lined up for you to look at." "They'll use Pe\ter." Then it will be a govenor restricting the amount of time I can get for him.

Pet\er needs to be careful. They will try to deceive him. Tretchery is everywhere. "'They will lure him with money." Pe\ter understands job security I am sure.

At least he will once they are done with him.

12:18p

Now I know why they pulled a special pizza for me::there was a bone in a sausage. Felt it before I bit into it.

They warned me since they are clones they will do as they are told, which, I suspect, included some of the evils like terrorizing employees who, because of their lowly status, have disfavor.

If I were disfavored Chin\ese Sa\m Walt\on would be my preditor, instead of some Je\w and gui\nea.

At least Sa\m Wa\lton is loyal to our kind.

Just not mankind.

But they all do it. Only he gets fingered because he is the one who helps, and they want to eliminate the vast middle class who have a real chance and instead stick with a lower class who may not work otherwise. So they dirty him up while allowing the others to appear clean.

11/08/05

I am experiencing evidentiary support right now.

They say the Je\ws who look good, R\U\S\H and A\lb\ert Br\oo\ks, are exclusionary and limiting factors.

"People who owe Je\ws aren't coming." "There will come a point where it will matter." for others.

They say they don't want me to cast Je\ws in any positive light in err, which I did for R\U\S\H. It opens the door for them to cast doubt, allowing them to remain effective as they continue on their path of condemning souls, instead of allowing people to see the truth.

 "His mother was in a death c\amp." "It is a clue."

11/7/05

And the meek shall inherit the Earth.

I think about how Je\ws (were used to) created homosexuality among Slav\ics, retribution for the H\oloc\aust.

Then I think of the Ca\th\olic Church and its troubles.

What connection is here between Je\ws and the Cat\holic church???

And if it is their sinister motives that’s behind the evil that is Jesus Christ are they being used at all?

The Je\ws obviously had great disfavor. Slavery is an incredibly negative sign. So few have such a black mark on their history.

To remedy their disfavor they took the offer and chose to prey upon the up and comers, the white Europeans.

This may explain Italian restraint::Catholic church on Italian soil.

I think about how the Romans initially fought christians. "They were followers of a Je\wish prophet."

11/3/05

Evil Celti\cs

I always wondered why they give the Cel\tics and specifically the Sc\ots such a hard time on the Sim\ps\ons.

Because they are evil. Because they went along in the whole W\W\I\I thing and sold out their neighbor.

They illustrate that the Dia\na phenominah was created when the Cel\tics exercised their favors, creating this larger than life image, in an attempt to garner attention, when really she is just one of them.

Dia\na:::I see they recognize she was helping a cancerous throne and they made her get the hell out of there.

I think about how they created an enviornment where they were free to crucify them in the press.

The Germ\ans and the Ja\ps were in it wholeheartedly, but the It\alia\ns weren't.

This is yet another clue. I think how the church didn't interviene; Po\pe Pi\us, someone the Jew\s rail about.

I consider the Fre\nch, how they have been merciless in the media.

 For No\ah.

 4:13p

"You have to get it (poison) anyways so you have to burn favors to get it back so you can't hurt anybody." in my quest for revenge.

They say I wouldn't have been poisoned had I cooperated. Mau\reen is evidence that isn't true.

They say I got the hormones in the bagel at D\eL\aSa\lle. Now I believe it.

I also got hooked on gambling at that high school when I was 10 years old playing chuck-a-luck during their festival. They allowed little kids to play that dice game for just that purpose. By design.

They say I got diabetes at Cos\tco. Rather, I think Cos\tco primed me. It’s indicated with the clue both San\ta Cr\uz and S\an Franc\isco stores sent.

N\oah's gave me the finishing touches.

This leg pain is new to the last week.

It was in the bagels.

Both times.

They were going for the irony.

App\leb\ys right around the corner.

This is a neighborhood that still has unresolved issues.

"You're going to see, they tried to get rid of it with this (early) political correctness shit, but it is very much like that." People hated Jews for a reason. "And they still do. There’s something people won’t talk about."

Just as Ge\rmans married Germ\ans for a reason. And girls were married by 15 for a reason.

Just like all the norms of the bygone era were for a reason.

All the homebrewed medical cures. All the tales. All the traditions.

Gone. Traded in for the superficial consumerism that is the Uni\ted Stat\es.

11/1/05

Education thru opera

So many unassuming, naive Italians.

Could opera have been a way to open their eyes to the possibilites?

To illustrate the tretcherous probabilites of the coming age?

They utilized their strategy of ridicule, as we see time and time again.

"It came up when the church went down." Reminded me the church once preached a vengeful god.

From written journal:::

Japanese obsession with photography. "It serves as a distraction."

"People think because they have money they have it made." But those without certainly are fucked.

Perhaps this is the missing link between money and disfavor:::the money serves to consume their time.

The pursuit/consumption of money distracts them sufficiently to cost them any real chance they had.

However the atmosphere has already changed from the highs during the '80s so you beat me to the punch yet again.

10/31/05

Fo\rd’s anti-sem\itism? Knew of the Hol\oca\ust plan? Pissed off about the Jes\us shit? Or wants his dick back?

Or was the F\t. My\ers winter residence with Tho\mas Ed\ison a clue? It seems as if Ed\i\son was switched out with a clone, explaining why his brilliance hit the skids.

Perhaps Fo\rd was switched as well, and was doing the bidding of those who seek to set strategy?

Somebody put the Je\ws up to this.

Somebody is out to get Ger\mans.

"Because you're going to replace them." I'm half Iris\h. "The G\odfat\her, Hguo." They suggest that was included in the movie for me.

"It went too far, Hguo. I think it's too late." "This is what they wanted. It was a way out for them." They decided against me long ago and this was the path they chose to take.

Flanders: "There's one god. Sometimes there's three.", Helloween 10/30/05.

All four of them are fucked.

"It's true. It's all true." The creators of the PC movement.

O\klah\oma-style outcasting for dissentors.

Another example of whorism:::Ro\dger\s & Ha\mm\erst\ein promoting evil.

 "Some things we’re not going to look at." Is it because of this or because Je\ws are so deeply positioned one may never see the truth???:::

7:12p

St\ar Wa\rs commercial. DVD release tomarrow:::"You were the chosen one."

That St\ar W\ars shit is actually doing people a disservice by concealing the real system, instead creating a world of good and evil. "It’s good for the little people."

god is evil, against individuals he doesn't like. And he gets others, like Je\ws or the like, to do his dirty work for him.

I am merely a pawn. I shouldn’t have been chosen. I don’t belong here.

I would have been content to scurry about my little life. Instead I have this shit.

AND they took my health. So I can’t enjoy what time I have left.

And that looks like 20 years to me.

 10/30/05

But they have made it abundantly clear that doing business with evil (disfavored) won't help people. They say only good would have the ear, since disfavored is struggling for survival, and therefore only the favored could help me.

The clues are there which companies are favored and which are disfavored, market domination being one clue, but they conceal it very hard because it is so crucial.

This may have been a prerequisite, especially within industries predominated by the masses, like retail:::

Bring in competitors to minimize the relationships between the masses of disfavored and their friends with great favor.

They have spoken of the demographic who frequents Wa\lMa\rt::"They have noone who cares about them.", lost souls whose only hope would be the slim chance the support garnered from shopping with the Wa\lto\ns is enough to save them.

The middle class is being deceived. They are being misled into the disfavored, and will receive nothing in return.

They deceive with a good/evil dichotomy. More appropriate would be favored/disfavored.

"The disfavored feeds off of other disfavored. They can’t feed off good. And nobody would do business with them is they knew."

10/28/05

I’ve got 20 years left

New topic brought up yesterday::: they told me 95% of the Je\ws in the death camps were switched out for clones before death.
This would fit the Je\w's benefit pattern.

"It’s not that high, Hguo. It’s like 80%." "84%."

They knew they would be giving great wealth and knowledge to the Je\wish community and some individuals were not welcome.

They didn’t want them to experience The Awakening.

10/21/05

12:53p

"Something like that would have happened to Vanse." 16 year old arrested, and don't be suprised if it is a clone, as Vanse would have been, a condition of allowing someone with such disfavor to move on.

The act, though, would have been damaging financially to those people. "There are lot of implications." of the Hguo Situation.

10/20/05

9:55p

Woman rthrows her three babies into San Francisco Bay.

"There's a reason."::The VERY SAME DAY!!!:::::16-year old arrensted for the muder of Lafayette lawyer's wife.

"There's a reason why that happened that very same day." Foreshadowing the futue of MY children.

Sounds like Hguo’s Va\n Go\gh at L\A\C\M\A.

Must have been talking about Hguo's future and somebody wanted to make a statement.

NOBODY WHO DOESN'T WANT CHILDREN SHOULD EVER BE FORCED TO.

It should have stopped as soon as the Age of Awareness was ushered in.

11:10p

Sim\pso\ns Hel\low\een Special IV.

Fla\nders plays the role of Satan.

"He's the devil for a reason."

Flan\ders loses in appeal. "Let that donut forever be on your head." and turns Ho\mer's head into a donut.

They will break the rules if they don't get what they want.

10/19/05

Amer\cia is a country of castoffs, rejects. "It\aly sent its criminals." "Malcontents."

The between the thrones, the klans and kindred, they "decided" who they didn't want and acted, creating discontent and/or starvation.

The u.s. is full of disfavored rejects. As far as the Ro\cka\fell\ers, Wa\lto\ns and Fo\rds go, I suspect these aren't their real names. I suspect they were chosen to go and head this new empire.

"Royalty is the right way to organize a society." Dictatorships and monarchies are a reflection of the antient’s hierarchical organization.

They illustrate how positions go to those who have favor with the rulers, as opposed to being elected.

Elections bring a false sense of how the world is. Democracy misleads people.

Which is why the disfavored rejects were sent to the shores of America::To keep them on the wrong path.

Je\sus Ch\rist is a religious figure of evil (the disfavored). The seperatist churches formed so they could still capture the rest of the white people, keeping them worshipping the wrong god.

And now they do it to people of color, latinos and Asians. "Only disfavored Asians."

Our society gives clues to the system in place. We all have heard the saying "He has more money than god." There is also an episode of the Simp\sons where god meets Hom\er and says "I'm too old and rich for this."

This is the system on earth because this is the system everywhere.

god is evil because of money.

I don't want to suggest the upper eschelons are evil and good is the fringe.

S\ony got shit all over by good for a reason. Billions were invested in D\AT and bet\amax.

Their evil was being punished. Perhaps they were SURE the maf\ia was in charge like so many others. Whatever their sin.

But they have made it abundantly clear that doing business with evil won't help me. They say only good would have the ear, and therefore only they could help me.

The clues are there which companies are good and which are evil, but they conceal it very hard because it is so crucial.

I offer an example of historical proportions:::

People point to Wal\mart and cry "anti-union".

Unions enable disfavored people to live satisfactorly without addressing their disfavor. This way their family's problems are never resolved. Without the union they would have to accept the heirarchy, their own inferiority.

Unions serve to empower.

Yes, there are many implications here, from the 60s to civil rights (which got ugly thereafter), music, movements, etc.

Wal\mart is anti-union because they are good. They try to help people address and resolve their problems.

Why is that important? Because there's a cutoff date.

And that date may have been 2000.

10/14/05

9:10p

Our society gives clues to the system in place. We all have heard the saying "He has more money than god." There is also an episode of the Simp\sons where god meets Hom\er and says "I'm too old and rich for this."

This is the system on earth because this is the system everywhere.

god is evil because of money.

I don't want to suggest the upper eschelons are evil and good is the fringe.

"Disturbed" Psychotic married that cancer for a reason. Vanse was The Rake for a reason. "He might be a clone's son." which they say is very bad, like interracial bad.

So\ny got shit all over by good for a reason. Billions were invested in D\A\T and be\tama\x.

Their evil was being punished. Perhaps they were SURE the mafia was in charge like so many others. Whatever their sin.

But they have made it abundantly clear that doing business with evil won't help me. They say only good would have the ear, and therefore only they could help me.

This is why T\S\U would never help me, yet still looks good because they had the favor of the cloak of positioning.

The clues are there which companies are good and which are evil, but they conceal it very hard because it is so crucial.

I offer an example of historical proportions|:::

The people point to Wa\lM\art and cry "anti-union".

Unions enable disfavored people to live satisfactorly without addressing their disfavor. This way their family's problems are never resolved. Without the union they would have to accept the heirarchy, their own inferiority.

Unions serve to empower.

Yes, there are many implications here, from the 60s to civil rights (which got ugly thereafter), music, movements, etc.

Wa\lMa\rt is anti-union because they are good. They try to help people address and resolve their problems.

 Why is that important? Because there’s a cutoff date.

And that date may have been 2000.

10/4/05

HoHos before whoes

7:02p

See the Tan\ya Har\ding/Na\ncy Ka\rri\\gan incident on F\S\N and they mention it was Tan\ya's way in, then draw parellels between that situation and mine.

Na\ncy Ker\rig\an is in. If she is still here it is her clone. I am fucked and there is no end in sight.

Plus they are taking it all back. "Your enemies are powerful."

Ta\nya's evil is to Nan\cy's good as Van\se's evil is to my good.

But it ends this week.

T\S\U can’t afford to have me up there since I will be a daily reminder of their evil. My presence will hurt all individuals involved and they are positioning it as such.

This is the reason it continued past M\R\A, the reason I was hounded, pushed into it::::so they could have approval from above for the poisonings, limiting my chances.

This is a universe devoid of justice.

"They’re being lulled into a false sense of security, Hguo." We shall see if this disfavored rapist and the cunt who sure can pick ‘em are in over their head or not.

10/1/05

"Not in the name of Islam." "There might be a deal here, Hguo." as I think of people disappearing off the airplanes, out of the Wor\ld Tra\de Cen\ter.

Bi\ll Gra\ham.
Young male Muslims, god knows what backgrounds, now historical.

Now historical.

For all the wrong reasons:::Ji\m Jo\nes, Da\vid Kores\ch, Hit\ler, Calig\ula (the guy from Hist\ory Chan\nel last night).

"That guy made Rom\ans ugly."

9/29/05

Harassment is the mark of the beast in the struggle.

I think about the poor Native Americans whose land we trample every day.

A few days ago they shared that have provided for many indigenous peoples. "Not just here, Hguo.":::
Provide a clean, well-stocked planet on which they could live and beem the entire village, teepees and all.

I suspect the ones that we hear of in the movies and tales of cowboys and indians are the warmongering tribes, ones with disfavor, who were chosen to take the fall.

9/28/05

Old stadiums need decent food to keep it a good experience.

All these years of shitty food has conditioned the fans into dreading the experience and costs every fan extra games every year.

But they let it go.

Just like they are letting the Gold\en Ga\te Brid\ge go.

To give them an excuse to rebuild.

On my vacation they alluded to the idea that people shouldn’t be living in the south.

Because they consistantly deliver the red vote "EVEN THOUGH THEY KNOW IT IS WRONG" they are AND WILL be punished for it with frightening hurricanes. I suspect they will begin to dread the arrival of summer.

Punishment from the Persian Empire. "It's more than that."

Mark my words when a hurricane remains a category 4 far inland, into Birmingham, Atlanta, Dallas, etc, destroying everything in its path. "It’s supposed to be Atlanta."

We all know they can do it. And since they don't care how things look...

 They obviously don't like Atlanta, as they have illustrated repeatedly. "It's a clue."

So what I documented earlier of Africans pissing off the foreign dignitaries was just the opposite.

So the question remains:::Who is in charge?? Africans or the Chinese?

And why destroy their people as they do?? It is obvious the Africans don't buck the species's trend towards evil.

Quite the contrary::: they lead the way.

9/27/05

Definition of injustice

3:20p

Ji\m Jon\es, S\an Die\go spac\eship cult, Da\vid Core\sh. All of these people are alive:::Situations created to gain them admission as historical figures.

Just like Vanse. Unfortunately for him it is to a lesser extent, like the Fi\llmo\re St\reet ski ramp indivudual.

Pat\ti He\ar\st. Well, there may be some strategy to isloate and confuse individuals.

A good example is the W\alM\art lawsuits, conceived and designed to make them look evil.

9/22/05

The Cos\tco era is over

5:07p

They told me Cos\tco was evil many, many times. And pushed it as opposed to Sa\m's Clu\b which, if anyone knows, is evidence in of itself.

Then today they share that the Wal\tons are good, despite the negative light in which they cast them.

I could elaborate with details, but the Wal\tons and I have had a relationship for many years and it never did me any good.

Oh, and if they didn't instruct the Wa\ltons to neglect their bathrooms (clue) they may have enjoyed Hguo using their facilities (pardon the pun) for maybe 100 hours while I was on vacation.

But I guess that wouldn't include Sa\m's Cl\ub, which is the issue, since they view them separately.

I know evil will never do anything for me. And that includes that Ita\lian at the helm of Co\stco.

They set this up so many years ago, before I went to U\C\S\B, when they had Pr\iceCl\ub buy Cos\tco and assume their name, as was reported in the media back then and picked up by me.

"It is all orchestrated, Hguo." Yes, but hopefully the S\am Wal\tons live far longer that that wretched evil degenerate Gia\nn\ini.

Speaking of, walking by We\lls Fa\rgo I was told they were the answer to B\of\A's evil.

 I realize the Wal\ton example is one of the most advanced possible, but, as with all issues, they drop clues for the intelligent and aware.

9:12p

The marketplace has been dominated by collusion for too long now.

What better way to reconfirm the theory of competitive markets among the people than a price war. A knock-down, drag out fist fight.

Let Sa\m's Cl\ub directly compete with Cos\tco.

So many of Sa\m's Cl\ub's prices are artificially high; anyone who has spent time studying Wa\lMa\rt and their competitors realizes their edge:::

They are willing to compete.

If they justify the collusion by claiming "economies of scale" allow the Wal\tons to combine purchasing power among all their interests instead of utilizing collusion to force separation.

Evil demands they be propped up. It’s because they are lazy and want arbitrage. Competition demands real work and they found a way around that.

9/20/05

Del Pla\ya

Idiot she\rrif of St. Berna\nrd Pa\rish complaining about federal response.

Hey!! Fucking idiot!!! You and your kind put him in there!!! You deserve this!!!!

And know what??? You are going to deserve it when you put the wrong repu\blican in the Whi\te Ho\use and he runs your ass into the ground.

9/18/05

"Everybody was trying to feed on you." RU\SH::"They didn't work because you would have gotten something out of it." since they are good.

Instead evil got me. "Evil will never do anything for you."

"You're hurting her bad now Hguo. She wants it to stop."

I will never forgive this.

"Hguo, if you skip a level I recommend you don't do anything." I'm going to torture "Disturbed" Psychotic to death. 

3:32p

I hope to impact Muslim fundamentalists whom the us war machine feeds off of, so on qur’an posts I have included these two sentences:::

Ma\ny Mus\lims are being used like the Ger\mans and Ja\pan\ese of w\wi\i::being used to hurt others and envoke condemnation upon their people.

I wish I could find a source to educate many Mu\s\lim fund\amen\talists. Muhammad is alive. He is a very lucky man, chosen like Jes\us Chri\st and, due to his historical status, will live forever.

"She is filth, Hguo." "They are going to create pathology in each of those children just to reinforce positioning."

I hope they are putting her on. I hope her abject evil is being nursed in a buildup for her big fall.

"This is why it's hard." That hard core cunt who plied her evil on me, then the only course to (wealth, fame, friends?? Whatever they can sell me without delivery.) I have is to help her ilk.

No thanks. I'll do without.

I won't set foot in Saf\ew\ay again.

"Her clients." Ro\c\ka\fel\le\r may be able to hide his evil, just like Gi\an\ni\ni.

Chev\ron's move out of good's progressive San Fr\anci\sco means something. "They got kicked out."

Co\st Pl\us - slave labor(?). Gotta be something. Birds of a feather stick together.(I suspect Pi\er 1 and We\lls Far\go have something in common.)

The Simpsons---Kr\us\ty retires::"We searched everywhere, from Pier 1 to Pier 1 down by Pier 17."

Me\rck - Evil of the pharme\cutical industry.

It may look good only becasue of the tremendous power of R\oc\ka\fe\ll\er's (and Gia\nn\ini's) evil.

De\l\ca\to is a sick Ni\gh\ttra\in/Thu\nde\rbi\rd degenerate who was being punished with shitty prduct, which I fixed when I brought attention to it, coincidentally.

Now put it back the way it was.

"Evil has to stick together." Which is why the clients never had a problem with destroying and exploiting my life just to get the rapist in prematurely.  

They’d do the same thing too. They are all the same. And business has to be conducted, so a network of evil has developed.

 "They do their best to hide it or else noone would do business with them."

Network of evil burns favors to conceal it for positioning’s sake.

Went into the Ta\co Be\ll bulding tonight.

They said Ta\co Be\ll (Cal\ny) was waiting in the wings to play their role in case it was needed.

It wasn't. I suspect they meant prevent me from working, which says this was their plan all along and installed safety measures to ensure their plan would be executed.

"Why is it Sh\ell looks evil?" Normally it would be evil under the gun (Sa\few\ay).

Not in the case of petrolium, a product steeped in evil, with no redeeming factors, an industry that suppresses and represses alternate forms of energy which may reverse the global warming trend, which their greed is responsible for.

I suspect other industries are similar::pharme\cuticals, casi\nos, some alco\hol (some gray area), tob\acco, professional sports, pornography.

If there are any exceptions I suspect Gia\nn\ini would represent it, being a pet of the Rom\ans.

Nostradamous spoke extensively about WWII specificially. He referred to Hitler as Hister, and illustrated some horrors from the 20th century.

Nostradamous was told. They told him of their plan.

Many of their plans have been in the works for many centuries or longer.

"They're going to do everything they can to ensure you don't come." This would have been true even had I worked for them and cooperated for 30 years.

 10:55p

"She got fucked hard with Vanse." They had her select the perfect husband.

Much to my deteriment.

Because Vanse Sr. was dispised shit it automatically excluded Vanse Jr.

Until Hguo was offered at the age of 14.

The Hguo Situation earned Vanse Jr. historical status.

Yet I am still here, poor and deteriorating health courtesy of their poison.

 11:45p

"Vanse is a cancer." "He's going to bring her down." "She hates her own son." "He doesn't belong here."

"She made a mistake." when she decided to try to save him.

"Those people deserve to be sent back."

"They were going to use you to try to help him." I am absolved of any obligation and will never accept any in the future.

"All her clients are evil, Hguo. Nobody cares what happens to you or your family."

"All those people know their employer is evil and they stay there anyways. They're not coming because of it."

9/17/05

True.

9:15p

Flunkie is a man who was claimed by a very high level indeed. He never went to Vie\tna\m. He never lost those millions in the casinos.

His clone did. BY REQUEST!!!!

The real flunkie never saw T\S\U. He may be the rare good Ita\lian and they didn't want him dirtied up.

Kinda like the real Sin\atra.

He never fucked that evil cunt who did this to me. His clone did.

But what his clone did do was cooperated when ordered.

Like any clone.

"He lost a hundred million dollars." THAT'S A LOT!!

Of her money.

"It delayed her arrival." It was punishment for her evil, for her son's rape, for the Hguo Situation designed to clean it up. "Vanse's clone doesn't even look like him. He has to come back all the time."

Like Gia\nn\ini, like Sa\few\ay, she too is punished for her evil.

"She doesn’t care who she hurts." She signed on to the "do anything and hurt anyone to get ahead" 80s hard.

 "They’re still fucking your family for positioning." That includes 7 children.

I hope when this is over there is SEVERE backlash.

This is pathetic.

I would hope this err in judgement costs the Romans.

Kick them down a couple of rungs.

How many destroyed lives is she personally exploiting? How many poor souls are not free to progress in life because "Disturbed" Psychotic has a vested interest?

"You're ruining their positioning." The Romans burned the favors for that animal.

I think of whatever the Germans did centuries ago. The Romans did this intentionally to their own people so their kind would have someone to feed off of down the road.

Plus if it was rape as they have insinuated I improved their borderline genes.

I don't blame evil. The Romans just are being who they are.

I blame those above them for empowering the Romans, for allowing this human waste to achieve and subsequently to shelter an animal like that evil cunt.

5p

"Vanse will never be free." "He's always have to come back."

I reserve the right to dispose of Evil Cunt as I see fit. And I will want to take it to the torture chamber with the experts.

Based on the consisitancy at which they abandon her when she is on the ropes, I think I have a chance.

"Hguo, if you do that people are going to be very disappointed." It should be expected. Doesn't take a rocket scientist.

"She uses the clone for her evil." "He looks very evil, Hguo." but, in reality the clone is doing her bidding, since she is the real thing. "Was." Not for me when it was going on.

Evil Cut is a psychotic. "She's disturbed." "It's starting to change though, Hguo." And having me around won't facilitate making people forget.

They share how she used to stalk around, looking for prey, evil filling her heart and mind. "That's why her boy raped."

I don't respect any of this. Had you let merit rule instead of favor she wouldn't be where she is.

This wouldn't be ocurring today.

None of it would!!! Not terrorism, not the Holocaust, not the Crusaded, not the impending nuclear hell.

"This is more interesting." Many leaders need to be replaced. Their time has past. Their decisions are suspect.

This behavior is not acceptable.

"You're goign to see you made a mistake." Not a mistake for me.

I ain't interested in helping the white peasants of the world. Fuck them and their exponentially better lives.

Get your own. I have an idea!!! Sacrifice your son to the wealthy for destruction and exploitation!!! Of course you'll have some speed bumps along the way.

we shall see if my theory that they seek my approval is true. We should have obtained cold, dead silence punctuated by a systematic execution of their plans without it.

10-:35p

Web page::grandpa got off easy. "You are grandpa." Therein lies the problem.

9/12/05

The Dyn\asty That Never Won

"Those people need you so bad you'll never know." T\S\U and their evil!!! I tell you!!!!

Unfortunate for them they aren't the earners the hor\serac\ing industry is.

Ugly, wicked Italian shit. "People are starting to realize you're right." Levels of positioning.

They think the evil of gia\nn\ini and T\S\U reigns supreme; in reality there is a good force that imposes upon them.

All for positioning's sake in this age of awareness. Can't bring everybody after all!!!! 

7:52p

"You're going to like the Gia\nts.", like it is a condition of employment.

I'm sure Sa\few\ay doesn't get fucked for NOT putting hormones in the milk!!!!!

9/11/05

Parting shots

6:20p

Fi\rst Fu\el Ba\nks. Should have put one of those in Con\co\rd. Would have saved Gi\a\nn\ini all that money.

Put those jobs in In\dia. "He can't." Oh.

Like ra\cetra\cks being forced to hire expensive labor because of their evil, so is Gi\ann\ini forced.

4:12p

They told me about how all those people who invested in Jer\ry Ne\is\er because of my employment lost money.

By design.

They used Je\rry N\eis\er's shitty V\C inv\estm\ents to cost me support. So all those people who I brought to Je\rr\y Ne\is\er ended up using him to buy their way off the Hguo hook.

By request. And they wonder why I never go to movies.

No, I'm not on the wrong path.

"That guy hurt you very bad." I'll never work again.

10:50p

Just took down all the R&R but posted save.htm with Co\lin Boy\lan and Gia\nn\ini/In\dia.

What REALLY happened with Ke\vin Bo\yl\an and An\n? There was only one way for him to get me.

Did he kill his own mother?

He had his own mother killed so he could exploit me, didn't he? "It's why he's not coming."

9/10/05

Sch\nit\zer, Sw\itz\er & Sw\ish\er

4:12p

They quietly allude to the fact that Col\in Bo\yl\an is responsible for No\tre Da\me's fall from glory, one that they say is to be recaptured.

They have suggested this for a few years now.

They primarily wanted to nullify his legacy graduating from No\tre Da\me normally brings to its alumni.

9/8/05

3:52p

Mar\tinez.

Out of the way. Isolated. Minor population center.

Close Co\nt\ra Co\sta Regi\onal Me\dical Cen\ter.

Fuck that go\dda\mn mo\ther\fuc\king ni\gger who casted my ankle. He better pray I never get power because he will be sorry.

But he has rallied a opponent to his employer because of it.

Regi\onal can't even serve its intended demographic because it is so out of the way. Ea\st cou\nty, wes\t county, noone of these indigent can get to Reg\ional. They are far better off at Su\tter or San Pa\blo.

"They don't want this to happen on their watch." T\S\U.

Reg\ional is a gross waste of taxpayer dollars.

9/7/05

Give somebody else a try

See, T\S\U needed to go national, to pull in the revenue of the global companies of the world.

Gu\si\ep\pe Ve\rd\i is THE man in opera, and to enjoy one of his operas he PERSONALLY produces is an expensive proposition, as it should be.

Our stars should live in the lap of luxury, agreed???

"Quarter of a million a ticket is not unheard of."

This may such a pricey ticket individuals of reletively modest means such as them may find regular attendances a hardship.

That's why they were counting on me. "They don't even care about opera."

9/4/05

Hister

There is something that will be lost in N\ew Orl\ean\s. Something precious.

But it is time.

The nig\gers that are now displaced produced an authenticity about N\ew Orle\ans, a connection to its past that won't be reporduced by corporate america.

The best we can hope for is some Dis\neyl\and-type of artificiality.

And this is a great loss.

Newspaper:::"(Last year researchers had police fire 700 blank rounds in a predominantly black neighborhood.

Noone call the police.)"

Besides punishing the red states good had another goal in this historical act::force them nig\gers to get on with their lives.

So many got into sick behaviors, diusturbiung patterns that this mass dispersement will be the best thing for the super-majority of these people.

I am very blunt, quite frank, and I use the word "nig\ger" liberally.

But that is the behavior I see.

Black people crying "rac\ist" used to be an effective tool to control the left.

Just like Ma\rilyn Man\son, D\r. Dr\e or Em\mine\m being considered as art, when in reality they are tools to destroy their commiunities and produce sick behavior that I refer to above.

Ap\e or Ar\tist.

This is not art. This is destruction.

This is liquor stores or gun stores strategically placed throughout the ghetto.

This is a way to alienate moderates and deliver the republican vote.

And a way to elimate blacks from the pool of eligible voters.

I am a fatist.

9/3/05

"Get the fuck up nig\ger!! This ain’t no Bap\tist revival!!!"

11:15a

The clones do as instructed. That's why they are used.

Some say W is a good man. He would want to respond immediately (also hurts his legacy). But if he was offered a place in paradise, why decline?

Similarly, the clones at T\S\U do as they're told. "These peopel would do it anyways." "They hooked you up with real filth." I know.

It's further evidence I am on the right path.

In preparation for this they wouldn't even allow me to enjoy a hike, a bike ride for fear it would start discussion.

My destruction was absolute.

They did hook me up with evil garbage. "These people would destroy lives just to get them on their payroll."

But they are nothing.

What is key is ALL decisions have gone against me. I wasn't allowed to enjoy anything.

This is good evidence.

And now those who decide have instructed the clones to follow through, despite the totality of my destruction.

And this is why I know I am on the right path.

And it feels good.

In every cloud there is a silver lining.

This is mine.

But T\S\U has disfavor. They had to commit evil, destroy my life to get what they wanted.

This has costed them time.

Secondly, all this goes public on their watch. Now people know they are filth.

Thridly, all their hopes of going national on my fame are dashed. So many people in these companies were desperate (HR, etc.) to get the attention having Hguo in their facility would bring.

Of course T\S\U can have their staffing contract. As long as you send Hguo when there are appointments.

There was some kind of positioning with Hollywood, likely a way to justify it all. I wonder how many of them knew the celebrities would have been clones???

Ne\w Orle\ans. The rebuilding of a major American city.

Now that all this "labor" will no longer be in Ne\w Orl\eans perhaps this is a good time ot make changes.

Had there been public transportation to/from the airport I may have gone to Ne\w Orle\ans instead of Ch\icago in 5/03. Had I remained at M\R\A Ne\w OrlEans would have been passed on over and over because of this very issue.

So many college students go and party there. Get them a cheap way of getting to and from the Qua\rter.

I remember in 04 when I went to Fa\t Tue\sday there was some bitch who would tease the crowd yet never show it.
People were getting impatient there was no return on their bead investment. So I decided to offer my beads.
I was aiming for her head.

Strand after strand I missed. Then, with my very last strand of beads they richocheted off the balcony’s supporting column and smacked her right in the face.
She let out a cry to the delight of the audience.

She never did show her boobs.

I remember my experience at Fa\t Tue\sday in 1999.

They wanted to cheat me out if it so they fucked my brains out, making me drive down the FLA peninsula before they allowed me to turn around and head for Ne\w Orl\eans.

Sufficed to say I was tired.

I enjoyed some parades, but when the real festivities were ready to begin I was too tired (the goal of their strategy). I stood on Burboun Street and threw my beads up for anyone to get them. "I don’t think you understand how this works." I spent all my beads, except one, the biggest ones I got from the parade.

On the way back to my car I passed a dwelling where a elderly woman who may have been close to 100 was enjoying the evening with some family members. Wanting to be considerate I offered the beads and she excepted.

I stood there and waited.

After a few moments I impatiently asked "Well???"

10:20p

I won't live a lie. I won't believe what they want about the Holo\ca\ust, bout pe\doph\elia.

The Ger\ma\ns got fucked harder than the Je\w\s in W\W\II. The goal was to clean up the Je\w population because they knew they were going to start giving them great wealth immediately after, and there were many whom they didn't want to experience this.

Hence they tried to illustrate this to the world in Fid\dler on the Ro\of. They concentrated the undesirable Jew\ish population long before the reign of Ado\lph His\ler. "Fuck you, Hguo."

Some would argue the Je\ws caused the Ho\lo\cau\st to befall them.

They complain so loudly, they get so much for their own.

If they were allowed to live the complainers would have gotten them wealth. Since the throne was not going to allow it they had to find another way.

It fits into their pathology for an ironic situation. Don't be suprised.

They intended to set up a system where Je\ws earned favors because of the Ho\loca\ust and used them to help their kind.

The Ho\locau\st happened because of positioning.

9/2/05

Gentrification

"They're not coming back, Hguo."

One of them interviewed saying she was told they were opening the floodgates and they needed to get out.

At least they gave them a chance.

Sounds familiar.

Was there true levee failure? At that location on a canal?

Something smells fishy.

"We're tired of them being there."

There are parellels between their strategy in Ne\w Orle\ans and what happened to me.

No way could they ever get aay with traditional gentrification like they did in S\F in the 50s and the 60s.

Similarly, it would not be acceptable to destroy and exploit me like they did unless they created a situation that made it acceptable.

 Plus the She\ehan/Ir\aq issue coming to the forefront, the desire to maintain the profitable war machine, good’s attempt to punish the region (gas prices) for being red.

Significant events such as this happen for a mulitiude of reasons.

8/27/05

Unfuck Earth

2:35p

The topic of global warming came up, and I have a few things to say:::

After the Exodus of 2000 they have allowed the politicians to recognize the fact that global warming exists.
They're also are driving that point home.

Now that everyone of any import is gone, we have had some bad summers. They can terraform for the heat, create staitionary highs, whatever.

The battering of Flor\ida in the hurricane season of 2004 illustrated this. Some may say it was partly because they complained about me.

Then of course Gr\and Caym\an and subsequently Alab\ama with Iv\an.

Then C\ozu\mel in 2005.

Yes, global warming is a real thing, within an entirely self-contained system.

But they affect our system.
Either way the results will be the same.

Within our lifetime we will see dramatic climatic change, where people will flee the temperate zones for the tropics (ironically) or the more northern latitudes.

Some cities will be abandoned.

I can imagine they wanted to squeeze cities like Ph\oenix in to get their contractor friends extra work.

"People that have children are betting that they're going." Or they're ignorant.

Like my family when they had their children.

Minne\sota will look real good in a few decades.

In Ja\nuary.

DOOMED!!!

8/26/05

Same as it ever was.

"Why are some Jews hard on the eyes?" Maybe the Moo\ri\sh rape of the region was evil's way of trying to force their way in.

Like It\ali\ans assosication with Je\ws in the 20th century.

All Je\ws aren't hard on the eyes. How about T\op\ol?

They suggest too many of them were the focus of the \H\olo\c\aust.

Evil's way of stacking the deck???

"We aren't going to want to look at any of this, Hguo." Tough.

Tretchery is everywhere. "That's evil!!"

"Something's wrong, Hguo." No it's not.
Same as it ever was.

I'm fucked. I'm going down. It's my fate.

Leave the jewelry at home.

11:35a

The topic of the Mo\oris\h rape of the Med\itte\ran\ean brings up the topic of the S\ici\lian\s.

They were the focus in Hol\ly\wood\'s gangster movies for a reason: to bring them into evil's fold.

It may have been met with resistance intially. "Si\ily has it's own history." Soverign state within the Med\iterra\nean region?

Anyways, there are many things I don't know.
I should have paid more attention in western civ class.

I'll have plenty of time to study history in prison's library.

11:45a

They always said they were going to fuck me up like my Mother.

"They're going to take shortness of breath.", then illustrate how they instructed the developer of Bi\sh\op Es\ta\te\s to intentionally exclude the dryer's exhaust pipe for this purpose.

"I wish you weren't like this, Hguo. We couyld have helped you." I woudl have been used before I was disposed of. "Like now?" Good using me as an educational tool.

"You're going to forget and blame it on that." You are unreasonable. Your intelligence is a joke. I want god dead.

Fuck off.

They bring up when they pushed Hguo into trying to kill M\aure\en, how M\aure\en's hiding it from the kids did a great disservice to her children.

The children she never should have had.

How M\au\reen made a grave mistake when she decided not to find a new home for her family, a fucntion of her hiding the truth.

Or somebody's truth. It was most profitable for T\S\U so let's call it their truth.

 And to think Kev\Zin Bo\yla\n is going to make it because we paid this hard.

I want his family dead.

"How do you feel about it?" I feel like killing the psychologist who wants to exploit my fame.

And that's exactly what I will do if put in that situation.

But I’d rather cost you money.

I don’t want to do your dirty work for you. That’s what the Ital\ians are for.

"I'm sorry it had to be like this for you." "People have walked away from you,. Hguo." I never would have counted on them anyways.

"We're goiong to have to kill you, Hguo."

"Do you want to know why?" Do I want to know the reason behind the gangsters, behind the rape. Nope.

You're irrational and unreasoanable. I don't need to hear some excuse from individuals I don't respect.

1:10p

They drag this on because I was destroyed for T\S\U's benefit, and they are not letting go of going national this easily.

Also their pai\sa\no guin\ea bastard, Ga\inn\ini, invested far too much in Con\cord to walk away without a fight.

Promises were made. 

 The turned Vanse into The Rake. Without the backing of Gia\nn\ini and b\of\a opposition who hates T\S\U and supports me would have gotten me to move out of their market. 

 Which is why they put B\of\A’s computer center in Con\cord. So Gi|ann\ini could help his pai\san\o at T\S\U, force through the Hguo situation by ensuing opposition wouldn’t somehow get enough favor to let me move away.

Gi\ann\in\i had a R\O\I to be concerned with.

And he still does.

11:10pm

Con\cord High forced to build:

1. permanent classrooms in 2002

2. an unnecessary walking path through the schoolyard

3. a fence that lines the length on the fooball field, dividing the playground and making mowing a nightmare.

A school desperate to pay for it's unneeded "improvements", at the cost of quality of instruction, cancels its fundraising event, bingo, for a pre-registration that could have been held any time during the week.

As I saw two bingo patrons drive away, looking perplexed. I wondered if they would return the following week.

This is no accident. This wasn't a communication failure.

Con\cord is Vendetta, Ca. And Con\cord High is their number one target here.

Much like anti-nuclear campaigns were evil's attempt to protect the lucrative poisoning of Planet Earth by selling their fossil fu\els, so was anti-Perh\ipheral Cana\l efforts evil's attempts to protect their county.

Had the Perhi\pheral Ca\nal happened, Con\tra Co\sta would have been dealt out instead of being the number one player in the game for water in the 5th largest economy in the world.

This county is filth and deserves to be dealt out.

8/25/05

Even the losers get lucky sometime.

1:13p

M\atz\os at Co\nc\ord A\lb\\rt\son's ironically in the clearance basket.

"Je\w's food is bland so their stomach won't rot because their god's chosen people." "It's too late for you."

What does that say about I\tali\ans? I wish Itl\a\inas didn't have that association with the goodness Je\w\s represent. They used them as a liferaft. I'd love to see what would become of them then. Fucking Ro\ma\ns got it for their decendants.

Disturbingly evil people.

They say I should have become a Jew long ago.

"Being Je\wi\sh is a good way of living." I hate god. He needs to be replaced. "Then you got a big problem."

They got lucky. It could have been you or me. But it was them. Now they mismanage, display poor judgement, etc.

Pork. They warn me about pork, like it's the devil's meat. I'm there, dude. Of course bacon is delicious.

 9:45p

The topic of Ira\q came up, and I wanted to note some of the things they've mentioned.

They siad Viet\nam fucked many, that dissention was the right course, that many antient Asi\an thrones took umbrage.

Who the fuck were we to tell them what government system to utilize?

They say a similar envirnment exists in Ir\aq, and it is concealed by W's clone under the guise of terrorism.

Who were we to tell the Ira\qi people not to have Sad\dam as a ruler? A party interested in exploiting their natural resources?

What's next? Invade Cu\ba? Overthrow Fid\el? Of course not because there is an arrangement there.

8/24/05

The Ja\p\an\e\se have disfavor like the G\er\ma\ns:::People hate their guts because A\I was instructed to utilize the telepathic system and push them into committing these attro\c\ities. As a result:::

Je\ws (& E\uro\pean\s) hate Ger\m\ans.

W\W\\IIAm\e\ric\ans (and As\ia\ns) hate Ja\pa\ne\se.

 10:12p

They instructed A\I to utilize the telepathic system to push me into molesting and both of us into stealing, portraying us as evil, when in actuallity T\S\U’s sponsors sucessfully turned the tables::he's a decendant of a hor\se ra\cing indus\try ga\ng\ster who made their living pushing people into dropping the mortgage and costing children their college education. (or directly connected to the offense my father(‘s bloodline) committed).

Destroying lives through gambling.

You should have left me at M\R\A. But it was good's turn once evil had their shot at me. And good chose the education of the masses.

8/23/05

Corpor\ate Pr\edi\tor

12:50p

Yo\ung & Th\e Res\tless this morning, first scene is a woman who answers the door and gets shot in an apparent revenge-killing.

Then she woke up. It was only a dream.

Then the doorbell rang. She started to cry, crouched down on the floor, hysterical.

"Go accept your fate, honey." I say.

Just leave the jewelry.

I put Re\d in. They say Bl\ac\\k Uh\u\ru talks shit about Jews.

Then they suggest Afri\c\ans plight is partly due to these type of an\ti-se\mi\tic attitudes they've held for milenia.

"God's cho\sen people."

Downfall of Eg\yp\t\ian empire as the torchbearer of western civilization.

As a Ger\m\an I would just like to say it is good to offend at the age of awareness. "It may not matter."

8/22/05

Abandon Earth

"First exposure to cowboy poker, where our guys set up a oker table in the middle of an arena and let an ornery bull lose.

"Someone is going to get fucked up here.", I am told with glee.

And who was it? The big guy!!! German?

And they announced it was his last appearance before retirement. "He's going to have permanant injury from this."

After being rammed (gored), he ran over to right where me and Mother were, fearfully grasping the fence, desperate to escape the bull if pursued. He collapsed in pain.

Cowboy poker. I guess you can say he was "all in".

Went to D\e\l Ta\co last light after, since To\w\er was closed.
Announce french fries don't work with tacos, and they don't. They need to spice them up somehow.
They told me they wern't allowed to improve their menu. Collusion.

Just think what the marketplace would be like if competition was the norm rather than the exception.

They used to illustrate an "us vs. them" mentallity to me, that they should cooperate against us rather than with each other.

Directly related to this topic, they said they are considering allowing Suz\uki to bring back the 1.\0 3c\ylynder engine. They say they will only let them put it in the Sw\ift, that they woouldn't allow them to being back the G\eo Me\tro name.

"To\yo\ta and Ho\nda will fight this to the end."

The Ge\o Me\tro originally was a compromise which kicked off the economic expansion/enviornmental awareness of the 90s, but soon became an "unacceptable" form of transportation within the corporate network, backed by threats of exclusion or punishment, and was relegated to the fringes, myself being an outstanding example. The evolution of the ME\tro illustrates this as well. Whereas it once was premiere, they forced the ME\tro primarily into the L\SI line, whereas the first model year had many units rated at 53/58. They broike the line into a L\SI and X\FI lines, and the X\FI began to disappear. Also the conve\rtible, which one can imagine would be wildly popular, was phased out in 1993.

Another aspect of this deal is an unfortunate one:::as a compromise the cars were programmed with an unacceptably high temperature fan switch, so when they sat in traffic they would cause damamge to the engine. Eventually the valves would fail and ironically result in pollutant levels so unacceptably high the cars would fail smog checks, eliminating the 40+MPG cars from the road.

The Ge\o Me\tro was an interesting compormise indeed and an outstanding glimpse into the pathology of the oppressor.

Anyways, they brought Ta\co Be\\ up (no doubt). They said consistant to their behavior when they made my feet hurt it was to try to save me, because they were using Ta\co Be\\ (Ca\ln\e\y) to ensure my downfall.

Pushing me into stealing from them ensured they could use me by preventing me from finding work or some other type of interferrence. "We didn't need it." ultimately.

Consistant with the hisotry they took my health in a compromise which did me absolutely no good at all.

And this explains the very small tacos I have gotten from Ta\co Be\\ and my subsequent refusal to go again::: They didn't want to have to talk about my years there.

My decision is made and will not change. Thank you for leaving little doubt.

 8/19/05

6:20pm

"I wish you didn't eat there, Hguo." Ru\bio's poisoned me on Tuesday.

There was one taco among the five which didn't look like the others. Wet, red sauce, different.

But at least they gave me a chance, right?

So does this mean I shouldn't get that third sauerkraut? Certainly not that second Do\uble-Dou\ble.

There's a new depth to my SOB as a result.

I should have known as soon as I saw the Ru\bio's stands at Pet\co.

The fly-over at the Bo\S\ox-A\’s 2003 game 1.

S\FGi\ants/Sa\few\ay throw 4 games for the 2002 Wor\ld Ser\ies apearance.

"Sports are evil." They say professional sports were gangsters entertainment (and revenue) source.

"All you ever helped is evil."

8/18/05

Sa\n Mat\eo County Fa\ir

Sweet, adorable 4 year old girl at the livestock pavilion with her father. Had a child-sized feeler stick.

She was blind.

Someone needs to be fucking fired. .

Some of the leaders are incompetent and need to be replaced.

The "human condition" is inflicted upon us.

From written journal::

Ch\ev\on spent billions aquiring Te\xa\co and Un\oc\al. As a result I suspect they feel entitled to M\icr\oso\ft-type of monopolistic conditions. So they've ganged up on Sh\e\ll O\il.

They forced closure of key locations in competitive intersections (Tre\at & Cl\ayt\on, Som\mers\ville, etc), and have used their clout to dictate uncompetitive pricing (Mon\umen\t & Oa\k Gro\ve).

It is like the Oly\mpia Be\er fiasco. Once competed with B\ud and Co\ors, now gone from the marketplace.

8/9/05

Survival of the favored

They said predidtors like T\S\U don't want their victims around because on Planet Imortality because people will complain. Perhaps they would feel forced to share money through peer pressure.

8/4/05

Sc\hme\g of Sc\hm\ear

11:03a

Earlier they told me Saf\ew\ay is fucked because they told The Establishment "No." when asked to use hormone-laced milk in an act of preditation on the people.

And there may be some suppoorting evidence proving they are good::

The Gi\an\ts are evil, were "in bed HARD!!" with the ga\ngs\ters, which they say is what caused the move from Ne\w Yo\rk.

They say the Dod\ge\rs are good. "Always have been, always will be." and are "unfortunate victims", being forced into the deal as well. "They want the Do\dg\ers to move back to Bro\ok\lyn." "Ne\w Yo\rk needs it." Again, evil ruins their plans.

Good in evil's industry. Just ask La\R\us\sa. Bo\S\ox.

Also, Sa\fe\wa\y is saddled with this union, which focuses on them when disputes arise, it seems.

Then there is their WORTHLESS, CRAPPY generic products.

This is how it is set up coming out of the age of evil, when ga\ngs\ters ruled the land.

It could be just the opposite. It could be they led the charge into hormone use and are bing punished by good, who rules the universe.

The topic Bu\shes came up. I say Iraq is the scourge of the family.

It was displayed they didn't like Sr. W too is saddled with the distinction of invading Pe\rsi\a.

And destroying Ba\gd\ad.

And allowing the cultural treasures to be looted.

I suppose he wa cooperating, but sometimes that's not good for people.

White people aren't shit. They are like the Japs: this is their time, AFTER so many others had theirs.

I think invading the cradle of civilization was a mistake.

For both of them.

W is his father's son, in terms of appearance. Je\b looks like his mother.

I wonder if Je\b would be asked to invade Iraq if he became president.

"They were bad for the country."

Personal implications? Sr. was attacked under the evil rules/good weak senario. Now the opposite has been revealed as fact they may be in trouble. "He had issues when he was younger, too." And what of the Je\b example?

9:27p

They have mentioned it before, but now, with the advent of the Age of the Clones, it makes far more sense.

They long have mentioned something about a marriage, that perhaps Flunkie 's daughter was interested.

Then I found out the real T\S\U family left for Planet Immortality years ago. One big reason is because they make Flunkie's daughter so fucking ugly because of his evil, and he wanted the freedom to fix this.

I wonder if it worked. "You can't put a silk hat on a pig." Well said.

7/31/05

Up for a challenge, as always.

3:36pm

They say the rat in the toilet is a metaphor for my situation, a test case.

They wanted to see how I would treat the poor creature. Never mind it had destroyed the value of this house. Never mind it creates filth that I live in.

They like the comparison. What would I do, kill it or set it free, only to become a problem on some other planet, er, I mean in some other house.

So what did I do? I took the most appropriate path, the one I perceive as the most likely to ocurr:

I poisoned it to death. 

I was a deal between good and evil.

Evil got Flunkie and T\S\U.

Good got the education of the people.

7/30/805

The posts in cra\islist and feedback forms.

Mov\ies foreshadowing catastrophy

1986 Jam\es Bo\nd Vie\w to a K\ill – 1989 Sa\n Fr\ans\isco Lo\ma Pri\eta earthquake.

Sa\nta vs. Sa\tan???

Coincidence? I think not.

Program on the emergence of civilization.

"14 species of large animals capable of domesitcation in the history of mankind.

None from the sub-Sah\aran Afric\an continent.

13 from E\urope, As\ia and northern Afr\ica."

Favor.

And disfavor.

They point out Afric\ans’ attempts to domesticate the elephant and zebra, the latter being an animal they illustrate that had utmost importance for it's applicability in transformation from a hunting/gathering to agrarian-based civilization.

The roots of racism are not of this earth.

Aus\trailia, abor\iginals:::No domesticable animals, so this nulified diversity of life claims on sub-continental Afri\ca.

god is a computer

And we're all on auto-pilot.

Organizational Heirarchy

Heirarchical order, from top to bottom:

1. MU\CK - perhaps have experienced multiple universal contractions (have seen multiple big bangs), creator of the artificial intelligence humans ignorantly refer to as "god"

2. Perhaps some mid-level alien management –

3. Ma\fia aliens - runs day-to-day operations here and perhaps elsewhere ("On planets where they approved evil.")

Then we come to terrestrial management:

4. Chin\ese/egyp\tians - this may be separated into the eastern and western worlds

5. Rom\ans - they answer to the eg\ypti\ans

6. Ma\fia - the real-world interface that constantly turns over generationally so as to reinforce the widely-held notion of mortality

7. Je\ws, corporation, women, politician - Enough evidence was present to suggest maf\ia management over all these groups.

At\tack of the Clo\nes

"Clones aren't getting in. Only special ones get in." Like F\ra\nk Si\nat\ra. Arguably bigger than the original. (This is because the boys were getting back at the girls.)

R\on\ald Rea\gan was never a good actor. As such he needed a different claim to history to become firmly eligible. As president he was a filthy bastard who exponentially increased the homeless population and endangered the public by closing mental hospitals.

Pre\si\dent Ro\nald Re\ag\an was an evil fuck who created mayhem (on his watch. He was cooperating, being obediant.).

Attack of the Clones:::It's a clones world now.

It's the reason for Fle\etw\ood M\a\c's TERRIBLE attendance at the concerts, their fans being a demographic who has awareness, unlike Sto\nes fans, ignorantly packing in at $300 per ticket to see copies.

And the reason for D\M\B creative falloff.

And the fall in the quality of Holl\ywo\od movies (and attendance).

The list goes on and on.

Like how Ar\nold is going to choke off public employees.

But it isn't Arn\old. I believe it is his clone. Ter\min\ator is a movie sufficiently great to buy him entry, and who doesn't want to be young forever?

Or it isn't FilthyEvil playing the role of the rope. Yes, this is sad. It makes me sad to think they set my life up for destruction and exploitation to get their fuck-up son in, someone who wasn't going to make it during the 2000 exodus without me.

They say this is a creative absence here now. Rather, those who remain suffer from creative repression, mine being a fine example. We're all on auto-pilot.

And, after all, we're just peasants and don't deserve a good life.

Many celebrities have great favor and are allowed to use their clones to earn, siphoning off funds for their use there:::

- Roll\ing Ston\es phenominal paydays.

- I was promised to FilthyEvil for just the same reason: constantly growing cash flow, perhaps going big time.

Too bad it isn't going to work out that way.

Perhaps other objectives.

They claim now after the 2000 exodus they are free to gouge people, where as they would have to hear about it from their friends::

- gas

- real estate

All that money they still complain about prices. "Nobody likes to be gouged."

Considering real estate::Inter-planetary profiteering. Some aren't free to earn like the St\ones, but are given some favor, so they are allowed to exploit the real estate market, which has been artificially inflated, giving their friends the opportunity to cash in, a continuation of the stock market in the late 1990s, and similar to the 1980s exodus with the bond markets in the late 1970s and early 1980s.

And the little guy will fill their friend's pockets in a buying flury right before the bubble bursts.

These are two examples of mass exodus, the period of time inbetween becoming increasingly worse.

So what do we have to expet from now until 2020?

As an expert the only recommendation I can offer the reader is don't reproduce.

They are beings, just like you and me, and they invented the computer that is god. And they control it.

And earth unfortunately is a planet they slated for evil.

It's all downhill from here.

12:35pm

Think about how RU\SH tried to save me.

But it wasn't RU\SH.

They told me all along Al\ex was the main contact, and the image of him in the Gr\ace cover was a clue, a sign his time was concluding.

They tell me is was his clone for Ho\ld Y\our Fi\re, that there is a lue in the quality, that it had a hint of monotony, repetition.

Damn fine album.

But it does allude to the fact that had I signed on I would have only been helping the clones.

CHEATED.

Just as had I "consulted", or had celebrity encounters some other way.

CHEATED.

The keyword for my life.

I am very comfortable with my decision.

7/20/05

10:52pm

"Hguo, something big happened tonight.":::

"Stay away fom clones. Clones are very bad for you." when I was supposed to be the consultant to the stars.

Their clones. Who would have tried to sabotage my candidacy.

I wonder why I get this information instead of learning it the hard way. "You won't get your health back."

"Clones aren't getting in. Only special ones get in." Like Fr\an\k Sin\at\ra.

I think about how it is the clones engaged in evil, how people who learn good is essential for entry don't engage in evil.

Celebrities and others must be good to make it in, and for longevity. And celebrities have great favor; they will learn this very early on.

Evil is an exclusionary factor.

Pre\sid\ent R\ona\ld R\ea\gan was never the real Ro\na\ld Re\ag\a\n. He learned early it was necessary to be a good person.

And Pre\sid\ent Ro\na\ld Re\ag\an was an evil bastard who created mayhem (on his watch. He was just cooperating.).
The REAL Ro\na\ld Re\ag\an knew it would hurt him, shorten his stay on Planet Immortality and gave his approval for them to proceed with his clone.

7/18/05

\They say the Be\rkele\y shooting is in response to Be\th's protests (which they communicated to me) over the wrong element in Be\rk\el\ey.

As the Apr\il (?) Minnes\ota school shooting in response to Am\y's badm\outhing Calif\orn\ia.

12:35pm

Think about how RU\SH tried to save me.

But it wasn't RU\SH.

They told me all along Al\ex was the main contact, and the image of him in the Gr\ace cover was a clue, a sign his time was concluding.
They tell me is was his clone for Ho\ld Y\our Fi\re, that there is a lue in the quality, that it had a hint of monotony, repetition.

Damn fine album.

But it does allude to the fact that had I signed on I would have only been helping the clones.

CHEATED.

Just as had I "consulted", or had celebrity encounters some other way.

CHEATED.

The keyword for my life.

I am very comfortable with my decision.

7/17

The Human Race has been recruited into evil.

They say this is a clone's world now, that all I would have been doing is helping clones.

It's the reason for Fl\ee\two\od M\a\c's TERRIBLE attendance at the concers.

And D\M\B creative falloff.

And the fall in the quality of Ho\ll\ywo\od movies (and attendance).

The list goes on and on.

Like how Arn\old is going to choke off public employees.

But it isn't Arn\old. It is someone who, for his evil, has been "terminated", pardon the pun.

Or it isn't T\S\U playing the role of The Ro\pe. Yes, this is sad. It makes me sad to think they skipped town clean as a whistle.

"Hguo, you haven't been dirtied too much." Perhaps.

But I don't care. Give me what is mine.

"If you kill someone you're not coming." "That's what they're going to want." "A lot of those gangsters didn't make it."

They say this is a creative absence here now. Rather, those who remain suffer from creative repression, my being a fine example.

But, after all, we're just peasants and don't deserve a good life.

Many clones complain for, and get, quality in what life is left::

- Rolli\ng Ston\es phenominal paydays, which, I'm sure, they have to share.

- High quality albums like S\ay Y\ou W\ill which, I'm afraid, suffers from Cl\one-itis, and a resulting interest falloff ensues. "You've said too much." Fuck off.

Some are strategic purposes here: like they may be using the clones to reverse the trend and show it pays to be good and evil gets punished.

Perhaps other objectives.

They claim now after the 2000 exodus they are free to gouge people, where as they would have to hear about it from their friends::
- gas

- real estate

All that money they still comlain about prices. "Nobody likes to be gouged." Considering real estate::Inter-planetary profiteering

"Hugo, if you continue to be like this you're not coming."

They claim there was a similar exodus in the late 70s and early 80s.

Just another group invited up.

There are parrellels: unprecedented high bond returns vs. phenominal rise in stock market.

Golden parachutes for their friends, if you will.

11:55am

I stand alone and count my loss. - St\eel Pul\se.

"When they took your health they dealt you a blow." Less than perfect health costs peasants, especially the vendetta variety.

Then they infect my home with rodents, point to it and claim I am not clean, justified the while saying I could move out, depite the income restrictions they placed upon me, and have my whole life.

Poverty is KING.

They say Ste\el Pu\lse came back for me at the Film\ore show.
When people found out they flocked. Place was packed.

They, of course, the left, and their clones played a litttle S\lim's type of shithole.

This of course says something.

I’m afraid I must insist.

"You needed to help more people. Now you don't have it." I'm glad.

I wouldn never jockey for something just out of reach anyways.

It's not my way.

My way is in my best interest:: G\eo Met\ro, finding an extra ticket, using coupons, sleeping in my car.

The path you suggest would require me to betray the essence of who I am.

I went the right way.

7:04pm

They say they can put something in my coolant that will make all my gaskets fail.

They say that Aug\ust will be particularly bad, and they want this to end before that time.

It won't take much, and you know it.

I don't carte what you have (had) planned for me.

I'll take my 80 years of normal life in the latter 20th and early 21st century and certain death any day. "Oh, you’ll get certain death."
Just no normal life.

Fuck all this covert/secrecy/conspiracy shit.

I’m going to make you committ, soimething you’ve failed to do all hese years.

8:42pm

Changoing my coolant they made the drain plug disappear.

Let me illustrate what you lost with that stunt::

1. First, you lost a sale, perhaps a burritto, to the tune of $4.32, the cost of a new plug.

2. Since I had pizza instead, Mother and I won't be going to Za\ch\ary's

Playing games only costs your friends in the end.

"If you're not special, good people get favor." Fle\et\wood M\ac, Aus\tin Po\wers I\I, they say as I watch.

And why D\ave Matth\ews sucks.

This, of course says it's ok to be evil if you have favor. So you got that green light to poison Hguo.

10:15pm

Just had a great "jam session" at the school.

Covered it all. How there is no random outcome, that they are control freaks and guide everything to their desired conclusion.

Like how Ste\ve Job\s was going to lose Win\dows.

But how it was predetermined. They decided he was going to lose long before he was born, likely.

And how he was going to take it.

Just like they decided for me. There are no random outcomes.

Where this is going for the human race:: we shall follow in Goat Eyes' shoes and be the evil management to new, developing intelligent life forms.

The Hum\an Ra\ce has been recruited into evil.

11:10pm

All the peaches are gone off the tree. They picked all the peaches off the branches.

7/19/05

Grave robbers fleeced the ph\ar\roh's tombs.

Evil is punished. Their legacy gone, disappeared.

The source of the curse we all hear about when examining this topic. Angry pha\rrohs taking their revenge for lost legacy.

And yes, those kings are free to go off on the decendants of the grave robbers as well.

T\ut, the only good, pure king of egy\pt, received prrotection when the grave robbers were active. And his legacy is preserved.

And celebrated.

 7/14/05

They often drop clues for people to help understanding. He\ar\st property in central Ca\lifornia is just such a clue.

It is frequently marine layer-free. Areas to the north and Mor\ro B\ay and other locales tot he south are shrouded, but mysteriously the Hea\rst basks in the warming glow of sunshine.

Pa\tti He\ar\st's S\L\A "was her way of getting in." Just like I was Vanse's way of getting in.

I feel comfortable with my decision.

Vanse wasn't going to make it. I suspect he wasn't the only one. But because this went so public it landed him a spot in history.

"I wish you learned before. He's not supposed to be here."

They told me I am responsible for the Se\al Bea\ch platform. "(We wanted to fuck Or\ange County with one so we put it on Hguo's beach.)" Give that re\pub\lican whore filth in Ora\nge Coun\ty who think this shit is ok a taste and put one in their back yard.

A clue.

On the one beach Hguo embraces from his childhood.

7/11

10:42pm

P\\B\S program on the emergence of civilization.

"14 species of large animals capable of domesitcation in the history of mankind.

None from the sub-Saha\ran Afr\ican continent.

13 from Euro\pe, As\ia and northern Afr\ica."

Favor.

And disfavor.

They point out Afric\ans’ attempts to domesticate the elephant and zebra, the latter being an animal they illustrate that had utmost importance for it's applicability in transformation from a hunting/gathering to agrarian-based civilization.

Niggers be fucked forever.

 The roots of racism are not of this earth.

Aus\trailia, abor\iinals:::black. No domesticable animals, so this nulified diversity of life claims on sub-continental Afri\ca.

One, the llama, in Sou\th A\mer\ica.

Some like to badmouth the Church of Evil's activites during their missionary years. The latino's connection to Spain will be their salvation.

7/10/05 

From written journal:::

Hur\ric\ane De\nn\is is coming on shore.

They talk about Ca\mi\\e in 19\6\9. PErhaps the worst storm to hit in recent times.

I wonder what it had to do with Pr\in\ce Ch\ar\les in light of Hur\ric\ane Hg\uo.

"As soon as they took your health you were a second class citizen."

"They were thinking they could hustle you all the way through." T\S\U.

Someone obviously decided they deprived me too hard in their quest for perfect positioning, and now they've lost it as a result.

 6:07p

R\U\S\\H was not only trying to save me, they were used to try to save my whole family.

This situation was given to Flunkie and T\S\U, and now they have a vested interest because of it. They can force any pathology they want, whatever is profitable.

A race track ga\ngs\ter's kin, who has a vested interest, accepting the reigns of destruction from another, too high in status to be bothered any further.

Obligation necessarily goes with that benefit.

A\rn\o\ld, being a tool of evil, is trying to redefine civil employment, since white people have been accounted for and have been devided into the have and the have nots.

They obviously must be talking about pensions.

Now that these lines have been drawn they will minimize benefits and pay, since nobody cares about people of color or the whites who have been left behind.

And it's not just Cali\fornia. Ca\lifn\roia paves the way for the rest of the country.

Just now many states are suffering from a me\than\feta\mine crisis, when Ca\linf\ornai has theirs in the 1980s.

This is a telltale way to identify evil::they rally behind an important goal the evil network holds dear.

A prescribed sinister path for society is one.

 7/9

From written journal::

On the universal misery of Afr\icans::

"Black people suffered from bringing the wrong leaders to power, and the Uni\ted St\ates will, too."

After my hike I'm going to go home, cook a pizza, watch Sp\ik\e Le\e's D\o Th\e Ri\ght Th\ing and root against the Itl\ai\ans.

Working temp is an issue, but I don't have to work for an agaency.

I will conceed. Part of any acceptable deal. Give me my money and my health back and I will work in any city you want, during my sublet period. Short-term temp. Even starting Oct 1, 2005.

It's all you will get. T\S\U can't harness me because I won't allow it.

7/8

5pm

Watching I love t\he 9\0s and they show the Bra\nch Da\vid\ian compo\ud up in flames in W\a\co Te\xa\s. "That's how he made it.", stating he signed on simply for the historical value in being the cult leader of hundreds who were to die.

This of course raises a few questions.

8:05p

I think about what could have been, but I am consoled by the fact that this is what they wanted, this is how they wanted it to go.
Had they wanted it to be S\te\ve Jo\bs it would have been. But they didn't. They chose B\\ill G\a\te\s. And they likely enjoy listening to Ste\ve Jo\bs misery over regret.

Because they have a problem with him. Which is why they set it up this way. So he'd feel the emotional crash.

Set up for the fall.

I don't know if it is true, they may just want to enjoy the regret, but they said they were going to let the A\'s win the 2002 W\o\rld Se\ri\es if it weren't for me complaining about Di\sn\ey.

10:37p

"The Human Condition" is inflicted upon us.

7/7

8am

Making Lo\ndo\n pay fo the 20\12 Oly\m\pic Ga\m\es, announced yesterday: 5 explosion terror attacks in Lo\nd\on's sub\way system.

8:20a

Use this incident to yet again claim had I gotten involved I would have been taken seriously and it would have revolutiuoninzed defense.

I see. No, the war machine is not profitable.

Had I been among those who sent mail post-9\/1\1, getting caught up in the anthrax crap, I would have been discoutned as men\tally ill, just as is positioned.

I am not "the one". "The one" would revolutionize homeland defense, changing intelligence gathering as we know it today.

Of course the telepathic device is used today in intelligence. But it is to create the terror and susbsequent profitable response, not to prevent it.

From written journal:::

They said had I cooperated they would have taken me by now, that they were going to "take me young".

There is an endless parade of people desperate for a look.

"You would have been a lot closer if you cooperated." Yet fallen short.

By design. 

7/4

10:23a

Destroy the giveaway flag on the lawn.
I'm not free. I suspect those who suceed would feel free, or at least an obligation to The Establishment to cooperate.

My life was destroyed so those who run this country could exploit me.

I am walking away from it all:::

1. B\of\A taking over M\B\N\A was a way to force Gi\a\nn\in\i to accept obligation. I cancelled the card. Off the hook.

2. Exposed the clone/movie star issue. I didn't want any of that shit anyway.

3. "Squeeze in." celebrity's decdendants. Like I said, I didn't want that shit and it is good to put an exclamation mark on my "NO!!!".

I guess I should feel free to sell the cla\ssic r\ock collec\tion and all the Gr\a\te\ful De\ad.

7/3/05

Tired stereotypes

Try to enjoy the ope\ra, and they torment me. For most of the op\era. "IT would help you enormously." if I was free to enjoy the whole op\era.

Probably because the rest of them are through within a hour after it begins.

Told me to do the right thing.

The butt-love list.

"400 people on the list." Wow! Then they tell me it isn't all fun and games as I may expect.

It is a scam. Some of those women would experience pain and blame me for it. It was a way of shortening the duration I woudl be there because of the enemies I gained.

The "right thing" to do would be to politely say "No.".
I suspect this came out this evening:::

1. To distract me from the ope\ra

2. Because it no longer matters now sinc it is over. "Your stanbding isn't high enough anymore."

"Your enemies are winning." Always have, always will.

Tired stereotypes.

And it is still going on now, even in the 21st century.

Red.

In Co\si fa\n Tu\tti the devil's advocate is a redhead. "They're not naturally red. They dye." She promotes evil, tempting the women away from their one true loves.

The one who falls initially is also red. Very weak. The one who holds out is a brunette.

There has been more adlutury that has occured in It\la\y than all other Eur\ope\an countires combined.

I wouldn't be suprised.

I hope it wasn't written into the ope\ra. Perhaps unspoken, handed down? He gets the benefit of the doubt.

1:15pm

"You can't have credit for it. It's too big."

Say they have positionied away the B\o\S\o\x, and can for all other value-based assets.

They say it was Ku\rt Sch\ill\in\g's evil that provided for the balance necessary for the B\o\S\o\x to win the W\o\rld S\e\rie\s.

Whatever. I ain't gettin' shit so I could fucking care less.

Watching the pa\ppa\rra\zi special, how celebrities insist "Don't take a picture of the child." "So they can squeeze them in somewhere."

A battle would ensue for these peopel to get their children accepted into Planet Immortality unless they can devise a way to make the children hisotrical. OTherwise they may not make it in, or would at the expense of many favors burned.

7/2

"Everybody's gone. You're still here."

"To\m C\ru\is\e is a clone."

And the plan was to have Hguo be "consultant" to the "stars".

But it isn't them. It is their clones, desperate to get something, anything that would give them hope for a future beyond.

But there is only one Fra\nk Sin\a\t\ra.

Ok, there's two, but you see my point.

He's actually a great example of a goal the others are pursuing. To have such a hisotrical clone was unprecedented, I suspect.

Now there will be two Fr\an\k Sin\at\ras running around for eternity.

And to think this is how all my favors would have been exhausted, on people posing as the real celebrities.

On shit I could care less about.

"They want to indoctrinate you into the celebrity culture." "Va\nse is getting desperate.:" "The only way he's going to get it is with you." Used The Rope one too many times.

It's not his place. He is too lowly to behave in that role, and it will come back to haunt him.

And I approve.

Think of their big plans for me. Think of how they tried ot jockey Van\se into place in my mind throughout the early/mid 90s, trying to make me think he was a good guy who didn't want this to happen.

7/1

The B\o\fA/M\B\N\A deal was done in a week.

Official today, they day after it was released to the media.

"(*Hguo*)." Subliminal guy.

11:50a

"Unfortunate victim." Nothing has changed despite all that has happened.

They still will run me into the ground.

Good, both as superior of evil and tool of evil, approved my downfall:::

1. MUCK, Yo\da, Go\at-Eye\s, etc, whatever heirarchy exists between the interface with human beings and MUCK, those who have experienced multiple Bi\g Ba\ngs.

2. Evil. Guine\as, mafi\a, de\go, egyp\tians, chin\ese, etc. They way #1 decided planet earth was to go, so created this misery for so many.

3. White suproemisist good. Tool of evil. The evil among liber\als/democ\rats::Malc\olm X, "It all is art" despite its depravity, pscycho-somatic drugs, etc.

I know not to be suprised. This is their pattern, their pathology. For centuries.

Milenia.

One pays and another reaps the benefit. "If you know the truth you'd be fucking Ke\vin until they finished you off."

Then let it be so.

Then due to positioning T\S\U is destroying my health, rendering me immobile so as to minimize the expenditures. This after they destroyed my life so as to clean their son's rape in the eyes of the busienss community.

12:15p

The whole secrecy/conspiracy shit despite all the movies and championships was a very bad sign indeed.

"You'll HAVE to share with them." Shut up, fuck-hole.

I was destined for a life of bitterness and rage. Now, thanks to my logical, methodical way I have discovered a new fate for me.

They claim because of it my health will suffer, but being an expert on their pathology I lilkely wouldn't keep it anyways.

They would want it simply because of positioning, because I am the one who is sacrificed so filth like Ke\vin could suceed.

6/30/05

"B\a\nk Of A\me\rica to buy M\B\N\A for $35 billion." The card is cancelled.

"There's a price to pay for that." Likely why it happened.

This suggests my patronizing of M\B\N\A for many years (since the 80s) makes them indebtted.

They should have piped in that night at Ap\p\leb\ys.

"Just forget about it. You need them." They've never accomplished ANYTHING.

Your fucking kind are all the same.

I've decided to wait until the deal is final.

It isn't only evil's tool, white supresmist good, who approved.

MUCK approved. Or at least a respresentative of MUCK, giving evil the go-ahead.

Then of course the approval of sacrificing Peter's decendants.

"(What if it wasn't that? What if they were just trying to teach Col\in not to use steroids?)" He was looking very Unfro\zen Cavem\an for a while.

The problem was extreme.

Them they allowed them to revert his D\N\A back. It says something about the power of Kev\in's contacts.

The same fucks who lobbied to bring me down so they could elevate him.

What if it isn't true? Why woudl I doubt the information this late into the game?

"They were trying to work you." I hate those peopel that helped him. They costed me everything.

I'm going to erase the file, losing the free web hosting addresses forever.

Mother brings my attenton to A\B\C's offering: To\y St\o\ry \3:::: Evil boy who blows up toys with explosives forced a good boy to move away.

Say I'm evil, that fucking Ke\vin sealed the deal, and I will need the support helping fellow evil would bring if I hope to get in yself.

And G\ia\nn\ini is going for good. "You don't know how much he did." You mean how many intelligent, educated banker Germ\ans he killed because their forefathers invaded his countryman's villages?\

And why it wasn't Ita\lians he hired?

From written journal:::
Liken Ke\vin to T\S\U, how they employ covert evil to accomplish goals.

T\S\U, linked to horse racing.

Kev\in is evil, having sold out his family to those who did it to them.

Well I hope they don't let him off the hook that easy, in light of the gravity of the offense. They grind their axe for him, too.

"He did it. He killed her." "He found out what was going on and he signed on."

Ke\viun is vendetta who turned evil under the 20th centry system.

The reality is he is a member of a cursed bloodline who earned a reprieve for positioning's sake.

Without me Ke\ivn Bo\yl\an would have dies a junkie in the gutter.

Or a P\O\W slave in 1987.

6/27/05

From written journal::::

The deciuded to play their games and costed me $300. LEt's examine who lost because of it::

- my family, although I argue it helped them

- L\A Do\dg\ers. Wanted to go to a game at C\R for a while now.

- The Ge\tt\y Mus\eum

- San\ta Mon\ica, Ve\nic\e Bea\ch

- Nor\ton Si\mon

- Sw\eet Tom\atoes

- Ho\\ywo\od Bo\wl. I think this was the kind of benefit they were hoping to receive when they agreed to rebuild the bowl.

- R\E\I for hiking boots

 - Ja\y Le\no and N\B\C St\udi\os

And, depending on the baseball schedules and how it all worked out (n to s or s to n)

- Sa\n Di\ego

- Sa\n Die\go Pa\dres. Want to see Pe\tco.

- Bal\boa Park on a Tuesday

- 45 Tacos, Ru\bios, L\a Jo\\a, etc.

I suppose if I find $300 on the ground I can still patronize the above, including them in my two week California vacation.

Top of Br\ion\es::

"It could be that one pays and anther takes advantage of it." Haven't I been saying that all along? That you're a bunch of degenerates who are going to CHEAT me out of it all?

This is entirely within your charecteristics.

"He put that think here because of you." Gia\nn\ini & B\of\A whom, they say, still runs B\of\A.

Typically a bad sign. Rod\gers and Ham\mer\ste\in bad. Co\ors bad.

"He'll want to move that thing when you leave." Keep Maur\een healthy and I'll be back and forth.

"Amy wants her to die." Let Pe\ter know, evil little cunt.

Actually, Gia\nn\ni\ni is a source behind my misery. Jockeyed into position to help Flunkie, it was in his interest ot keep me in Con\cord, able to retain the attention of good since it was my town.

If evil won't burn their favors on someone like that who will they burn them on? The Ca\po\nes of the world only?
The problem is since Gi\an\ni\ni is in a universally respected industry evil doesn't have to burn their favors on him. They know they can get him in without it, saving their favors for those who will get in no other way.

Gi\an\ni\ni is my enemy It\al\ians are my enemy. They are filth. It is a numbers game. Statistical analysis. Such a vast majority are disturbhingly evil. I can think of no better people to paint with a broad brush.

You people are human waste.

From written journal::

I\-\2\0 Racers terrorizing the citizens of Atl\ant\a.

Some guy on Tre\at sped by us on our way to the fair. Cop on the other side of the road, but what could come of it? A chase to what avail?

Cars pay for smog checks, cycles should pay for transponders. GPS would help cops locate these 250 mph ri\ce roc\kets, identify who they are and punish them for their crimes instead of them speeding away from responsibility.

Cops can use a transponder detector gun to determine if the bike is in compliance and pull them over if not, just like seat belts in cars.

Too many of these people behave inappropriately on their motorcycles, and efforts must be made.

While on the topic, many Ha\rl\ey Da\vid\son motorcycles run on open headers.

It’s loud.

It’s obnoxious.

It’s distrubing the peace.

These cyclists are being inconsiderate neighbors and infringing on other’s ability to enjoy their surroundings.

Like every other vehicle out there they should be required to cap their pipes with a muffler.

6/24/05

Th\e Ene\my Wit\hin

This shit in A\ru\ba is no coincidence. Father who is a judge has been arrested for trying to cover up his son's murder of the A\la\ba\ma woman.

So too has the father been condemned.

"There are no secrets."

Anyone who engages in behavior like this has had their fate cast; the decision has been made.
"He burned the favor. He gets to keep it." But it isn't going to make a difference. There is a ceiling in place because of it, and now he has no future on the path he is on.

This is nothing more than a sales tool utilized by Cancer Cunt or whoever is behind the Flunkie situation. Some racing industry fuck who is getting revenge against one of Pet\er’s decendants.

And making one pay for it all.

10:15am

"It's no coincidence it happened, and it's no coincidence it happened there, either." "You want to be part of it? Ok." is what they communicated to me.

I wonder if the had this in mind. Bo\na\ire likely would have been a better choice for them. Not on their premiere island. "Therre's a reason it's Alab\a\ma, too." Iv\an?

Just a reminder.

"What you're doing is evil." I trust the information. "You shouldn't do it." It's done.

This is the work of whi\te supr\em\isist good. As evil is a tool of real good white supremisist good is a tool of evil, and they have to sacrifice to earn favors.

The picket line is why Ke\vin suceeded.

 Without me Ke\vin Bo\yl\an would have died a junkie in the gutter.

Or a P\O\W slave in 1987.

W\h\ite supr\em\si\st go\od sacrificed Bi\l\l Cli\n\t\on for cheap gas/great economy and ???.

I am helping them. It is too bad it couldn't come sooner, I may have been able to save Be\th.

She will be impacted.

"She already has been." "It's been a couple of years already."

"Kevin's world is falling apart."

I think how Se\an was knowingly shut out. It tells me Kev\in knew long ago, and was exploiting me. Then once my time of need arrived he was nowhere to be found.

I wonder if An\n’s death was moved up so accrural could begin sooner rather than later?

It wasn’t but a few years before that T\S\U shit started, when his chance would have been gone.

That T\S\U shit taught us to look beyond the surface appearance. But even if Ke\vin did not kill his mother somebody did it on his behalf. Or it was what he paid for wanting the exposure I brought.

"He always had big problems with them.", as I vuagely recall. She was very healthy, unlike her daughter.

Question arises::If not then now, in hindsight, knowing what he knows and understanding the benefit, woudl he do it anyways?

Is he sorry it didn’t happen years earlier?

The bastard deserves it. "He burned it. He gets to keep it." But at what price?

I'm helping these people. I've told Col\in he needs something like his father has, because he is not going to make it in cor\po\rate Ama\erica. But they have hung their hat and will keep on, and years will go by with minimal progress.

Then he will lose defined benefit. Just like An\n.

Or he could achivee like his father has. Which, may I illustrate, is still merely a gover\nme\nt job. I think this is lost on them.

 "It’s their message. Either they’re going to get it or they’re not."

I hope the others are listening. I won't be helping any of those four.
They lived too well. I only help the oppressed, and only the pure of mind and action for that matter.

11:25a

I wonder who is The En\emy Wit\hin, me or Kev\in?

Perhaps Se\an is Fre\do.

12:18p

I recall how my Mother always put Ke\vin on a pedestal. How we all did.

This was by design.

I recall how she INSISTED we stop by Ke\vin's on our way home.

How I refused.

His woman led him down the road to evil. He thinks she was his savior.

Quite the contrary.

He sold his family out, and good would never ask him to do that.

And he's merely a county employee. They threw him a few deals to satiate his doubt, to make it look good.

On corp\porate america: "They don’t want him."
"There's a contingency of Ir\ish in evil." headed by the Ken\ne\dy's, no doubt. Who too have been punished from time to time: Cha\ppe\qu\iti\c, rape trial, etc. "There was a lot more they were able to hide."

Kev\in has been punished for embracing evil.

"They say you're crazy. They're going to play it off like that." T\S\U will join in their choruses.

Be\th is the only one now who has a chance. And her father has made her road even that much harder. "This helps Be\th so much."

"It happened a lot of times before he got caught." For Vanse too, no doubt. "There’s one that’s really going to hurt him." A woman with a pure family history. A woman people resect and are angry about.

 I have chosen the right path.

It is my pleasure to deny shit like T\S\U and Kev\in the look they so desperately need.

"T\S\U is going to make it."

All of them? "Vanse ios going to save you, then you are going to owe them." They always told me Vanse was goig to save me from the streets. "Kev\in wants to get in that." Go back to work county employee.

"There's a reason she went to Ber\keley and he went ot N\D."

1. Evil was paying and distributed the majority to its own. They place higher value on their own kind.

2. Berkeley can foster her goodness.

3. N\D is evil's school in evil's religion.

I consider Se\an's absence during all those years:::"He would have had more children." when he found out.

"Now it’s too late."

12:38pm

"Smebody's fighting hard for him." That was among vendetta cursed fucks. That’s NOTHING compared to how T\S\U is trying to maintain this open door. "You made them VERY powerful."

That don't mean shit.

People are so stupid. They believe in this false chir\istia\nity religon shit.
Everything we do matters. Kev\in Boy\an is a cursed man.

As is T\\S\U. Perhaps with the exception of Flunkie, because of Cancer Cunt or the reason behind Cancer Cunt.

I remeber one K\D Vanse told me "uncle" or "granpa" has a ra\cing tip. Within the industry Pe\ter stole from.

No coincidence.
I wouldn’t be suprised if ganpa Flunkie was a gangster, at a high level within that industry, no doubt.

 "They cooked up a fake gambling addiction." "It was bullshit all along but they're going to hang their hat on it." for Flunk.

How do you trace people when they don't pay taxes, never used their soc\ial sec\urity card because they are illicit entities within a legitamate (?) busiess?

I hope the same is true for T\S\U. The parties are so similar: look like good, decent people, respectable.

The reality is they are abject, sadistic shit, the living embodiment of evil on this community level.

4:50pm

They say some who don't belong in the south won't be helped in that aspect. "Not people who don't belong there." They suggest Chri\stoipher may be such a case.

I wonder if this little l\eauge is primarily mi\litary or if there is sufficient number of locals who play, children who become friends.

I wonder if Mi\ke and Ros\ie's badmouthing of sout\herners makes their decision for them?

I wonder if their school is primarily mili\tary? Will they send Chirs\topher to public school?

Mi\ke needs ot pick the path that is best for his family. If he is going to continue to spew that rhetoric about the "enemy" like he does then he needs to reevaluate.

"Some of them want to have their shot at Mi\ke." Well, I bet they didn’t suck dick.

"This is perfect, Hguo. You're helping your brother."
The answers to the above clues will tell Mi\ke which path to take. And, if he responds to those clues, he better change how he thinks, because he will be outcast unless.

6/23/05

On the Ca\lf\o\rnia Lo\t\te\ry:::

"This one's evil. The new one's going to be good." Many tickets have had strange, tease-like coincidences.

8:20a

Last night on the news there was a story about how morality-based stories are used to distract people.

"We're going to have good times with a de\moc\rat one more time then they are going to elect the wrong re\pu\bl\ic\an." "The south is bad."

And if the people don’t learn from these two examples they will pay dearly.

w is a good and decent re\pu\bl\ic\an and look what we get.

The price of gas alone should send the message.

"If we get the wrong re\pu\bl\ic\an in office things are going to get ugly."

 "The south takes care of its own."

 "You just spelled out the downfall of the Un\i\te\d St\at\es." and who will facilitate it.

And what they get in return.

 9:28a

"They wanted you to go down there and help their family." I already have.

Now they fucked it up and will have to deal with the consequences.

I am currently on vacation, as I have noted, and I am in Col\or\a\do Sp\rin\gs. That's where I sent Mi\ke the postcard and city's tourism brochure, just like I teased P\ete\r from Flo\rida.

I recall they pushed a certain "hopeless" emotion, like I was wasting my time, and they didn't want the interface with him.

They do the same thing when I empithize with Se\an and consider helping him. "One's worse than the other." "Hguo, Mi\ke's decided."

"Try to help Fre\do."

 I began to write the following idea when the power went out at 9:40am 6/23/05:

Ok. "The south takes care of its own." It would be wise for Mi\ke to remain where he is for Chr\istop\her's sake.

Especially if he engaged in abject evil against me, because I will turn my back on him and his decendants.

Ro\sie complains vehemently about leaving. Ironically this is Chri\stoph\er's only chance. And since Mi\ke is evil, unless he has a abrupt change of heart...

Sadly I suspect they will leave, a victory for those who hold Ro\sie in contempt.

<For additional thoughts, see above.>

10:28am

"You just spelled out the downfall of the Un\i\te\d St\at\es." and who will facilitate it.

And what they get in return.

One simple post: todays and yesterday's "from written journal".

"The south: "We don't like Mi\ke." Both of them say insulting things, when it was them who has the problem.
"Hguo, Ro\s\ie's done." Mi\ke REALLY fucked up on Cy\pr\e\ss.

10:33a

"Do you want to help them?" Ro\dge\rs and Ham\me\rste\in.

S\out\\h Pa\cifi\c is evil evil evil. "They're interested in homos."

Like Ch\ev\ron.

Like Co\o\rs.

Fill the place with people who may get attention and the benefit will follow. So they created this hom\os\ex\ual subculture focus on sh\ow tun\es.

 The majority of hom\osex\uals are good, loving people. Their goodness is a magnet.

6/22/05

The price of cooperation

What I remember best about those years going to Ke\v\in's for hollidays was how Se\an was always shut out.

Suggest Ke\vin embraced evil to keep Co\li\n out of trouble.

Ah the irony with the Van\se situation.

"It happened. They wanted to hide it. They thought it was the priveledge of being white." How about a crook who steals from the m\afia?

I guess their skin color wasn't enough to overcome that.

I'm afraid she is white, too, which invokes the rage of white supremisist good.

"They think they're going to get you."

In the last few years Be\th has gone through "changes". So did Co\lin when they altered his D\NA\ but blamed it on ste\r\io\ds. Now he is scarred, and he has a certain look.

By design. So others who understand can identify him. A common tactic..

Punished for his evil.

"That is a shitty thing to do." Those fucking goddamn hypocrites. For YEARS I was the biggest topic.

I don’t want that side of the family to see even a lick of favor arising from my situation.

I think B\eth is paying for daddy embracing evil. "They changed her since." "They're starting to think about this." "You didn't change things (for them). They did." "They would do it again." "So would T\S\U." I wish I could see what that side of the family would be like had this T\S\U shit never happened.

Se\an would be white. To\m would be white.

Lau\re\sa would be married with children. Her sister wouldn't be a gangster.

P\at would grow old normally.

Ke\vin would live in Pi\co Riv\era.

Everybody in the family paid for his sucess.

"Evil isn't what those men are all about." Not the turn on it once was, huh? "Fuck off." Filthy slutty maggots.

It is entirely possible Ke\vin was just used for positioning sake and won't be going.

"Hguo shouldn't (get otu fo this without evil).", something everyone is faced with in the course of their lives, certainly at work.

They also suggest I earned the ability not to be evil with my sacrifice.

We shall see.

"They're going to do something. Then you're going to have your way with them." That cunt must REALLY be sick of this Ke\vin shit. "That shit is almost over now." A 20th century technique?

That's not a good idea for them. They're nothing to me. I wouldnt even think twice.

"Ke\vin embraced evil." "He made his daughter a d\yke." More irony: sacrificed the child with the most potienital. It means the decision on Co\lin has been made.

First Col\in's evil fucked Beth. Now Be\th's evil fucks Co\lin.

I guess that score will be settled after all.

I'm tired of talking about that side of the family. They did too well. Fuck them and their priveledge.

1:40p

I recall they told me for years now I would be close to them down south.

Now I see why::

1. He no has evil that needs to be remedied

2. Kev\in’s cunt is sick of him and looking to unload the pile of shit.

9:22pm

Hom\er J Sim\pson: "I wish we didn't tell M\i\ke that. It shut him up hard." You mean Fre\do.

No, Mi\ke's cool (maybe). After all I ain't no sick sadistic Ita\lian (until I find out).

What I will do is take from him the one thing he loves most:::his Dodge Viper. They had him buy a second (again) so he will still have the object of his dysfunction. 

Those down south should be glad they are getting it now rather than later.

I resent what happened and may take it out on them. But that won't be a problem and I will shoot for indifference.

This of course means I will never look in on them. And as far as Se\an goes, helping his children when there are white relatives who suffer would cost me. Many will frown on that. "You understand perfectly."

"They think it is about them." Enough evidence exists.

Don't talk to me about them again please.

"Be\th is starting to feel guilty." 

10:45pm

They share with me upon hearing disturbing news Kev\in breaks down and starts sobbing like a girlie-man.

That's what happens when you lived an undeserved great life. Never got hardened from the bitter pill life deals to crooks.

No, I don't think Kev\in is going. Much like evil he is merely a tool.

Because Cancer Cunt pulls much weight and got it for Flunk for "perfect positioning". "You know there is something behind that." It happend as all the others: a technique used in the 20th century. But this It\ali\ian may have been plugged into it for a reason besides his uncharecteristic good looks.

Kev\in was plugged into it for a reason:: The picket line and resulting exposure & favor benefititing T\S\U.

"We're effecting Hguo's writting." Yes, coward, and you can finally stop now.
What you afraid of? Me? Yet another reason I will never respect you.

From written journal:::::

For a while now, even before what happened the last coupole of days they were telling me Ke\vin's side would be close. Now I see why.

Cunt is sick of pulling for him and looking for someone to take over, someone who can remedy his newly aquired evil.

4p

They say they gave me so many movies because "his personality comes from the movies", they used to push movies lines so frequently and justified the "favor" that way.

That's why I got movies instead of something good.

All that evil lined up, desperate for a look.

That's all I ever would have helped. Evil. "You'll never get anything out of evil."

M\L\B, N\H\L, etc. all pittered away.

By request.

"When you do it they're going to show you what you could have been." Bullshit. The spectre of grand and glorious benefit for Hguo was just to sell people on the idea for Flunkie's benefit.
A sales tool, courtesy of Cancer Cunt.

"You don't want to fuck family. It's a cardinal rule." I'm so glad it happened. "They wanted you to move down there." "They wanted to trick you." I guess the joke's on you now.

Rapist.

This shut them the fuck up, didn't it?

If only we had a level playing field.

"This was suppose ot be the biggest thing of all time and it has come crashing down." I see.

All the benefit you claimed was coming was a sales tool designed to pacify people into accepting the evil that was going to happen to me, allowing Flunkie to get the benefit for him and his family.

They claim there is going to be another depression. "In the next 10 years."

"You'll be suprised who you end up helping." in the depression.

As a result of evil rules/wh\ite supr\em\isist good weak being in effect, once white people are accounted for, yea or nea, they will be free to continue unimpeded.

"She is SO GLAD!" Ke\vin embraced evil. Now she can back out of it.

"You know what kind of beating you're going to take?" I've already taken a beating a man won't forget.

Ma\ure\en has accepted an offer from a fellow volunteer so she doesn't have to get out of the car to deliver the food to people's doors.

These people are learning silence has a price. Forever.

They say Ke\vin's favor was merely for positioning's sake, that he won't be going.

6/21/05

No hope

"Don't walk or hike until you lose weight." was most likely to increase the chances I would comply in the end.

Because judging from my hip pain there is no hope now.

9:23a

I have been using "good rules evil tool" in free web hosting, but it really isn't true.

Good is evil. They picked many just because they didn't like them.

Like my grandfather. Or the shqrxbq\rg family. They didn't like these people and I paid for it.

"There's not going to be a relationiship here."

12:32pm

"Hguo made you better looking and smarter." But not smart enough.
Yet another Ital\ian who fell evil to the nationalistic cries for an inferior peoples.

This thing began, went and stayed secrecy/conspracy for a reason::they never intended to deliver.

1:13pm

No hope indeed.

Part of the selling process involves a test drive. There's nothing I could have done to avoid that.

This guy earned points because now the tire is flat.

That or they used the transport device to have a puncturing device (their infamous ice pick) appear out of nowhere, like they did the water main in Okal\nad, in an attempt to impede me & my Mother’s free parking to the game, or even right out front on P\ie\rce Co\urt.

"Water are total whores. They’ll do anything they want."

This si how they created the Lo\ma Pri\eta earthquake.

And the earthquake/tsunami in Indon\esia. "Earthquakes are easy." I’m sure.

I noticed it a little low for his test drive yeadsterday. Fatal mistake, one I have documented in the pages herein.

When I notice a problem they become free to exaserbate it. This si exactly what they did with the tire.

The bike is not going to sell and this is going to be over shortly.

Bills are due on the 8th. Expect it thereabouts.

"That guarenteed you won't sell the bike, Hguo."

And I know they are going to take my leg one way or the other. Their guarentee I won't be coming (sorry D\a\ve D\ra\ve\ky). And to think I was goign to be worked up for years, used by their kind, exploited.

For nothing. Except some phoney bullshit front suggesting there is an arguement about my case.

3:05

Try to put another bookmark in save.htm and now the bookmarks don't work.
golf illustrated the threat bokmarks presented. guess I need to work on highlights.htm.

I feel so good about how this turned out. There were so many like that F&F filth who have engaged in evil upon others who now looked to me to help remedy their situation.

To think I would have unknowingly helped shit like them makes me so relieved. And had it happened it would have brought so many animals such great delight, the irony of it all.

And it was just the telepathic device's doing all along.

Which explains It\lalian intelligence.

And Ital\ian accomplishment.

 And then they would have taken my health.

Truely the worst shit this planet has ever seen. "Works for me." It works for a lot of individuals. "They’re garbage Hguo."

 Because although it is good rules/evil tool, positoioning still commands, and that’s why we have today’s environment.

3:50pm

There's a nail hole. He (or they) hammered a nail into the tire and pulled it out (or used the ice pick).

Also, getting on or off the right rear turn signal was kciked off it's mounting.

This may be the last drawing. $7. New A\rco on Will\ow Pa\ss. They suggest there is promise.

We shall see.

They say he was picked specially because there are some who cry about him, and he WILL have a problem if I get up there.

Just add one more to the opposition.

You know how I love telephone poles. Pity he rides a cycle.

4:07p

They say Beth sent two of her friends by to get in on the action.

If so it won't only be him who is in trouble with me. But this is how it is set up: nobody will be fucking Be\th like her father so there will be no strong support. "Col\in's already gone." "He thinks he's cool." "He raped someone." Female, I trust. Co\lin looks like the G\H\B type. "He is."

Someone's got to pay for Kevin's phenominal vendetta sucess. It is his children.

They got REAL sick of this system. I wonder how much of it ocurrs now? "You." Not in this lifetime. Show you my ring.

Perhaps for excemptions.

But it won't be the rule like it used to be. That used to be how they made excemptions: make some cunt fuck, then use her to apply the excemption. A tool for positioning.

"You don't care how it is. It's just "fuck."" No it's not. It's

I paid their debt. The only reason Ke\vin was hooked up with that slutty cunt is because I was coming down the pike and they allowed the positioning.

Allowed the favor.

M\ik\e too.

"She doesn't care." Much as they do for me, repressing me, they love to claim cetain people that are complained about aren't as smart as others claim them to be. It's an Itla\ian thing.

Be\th just sacrificed her brother for individuals she likley won't see ever again after graduation.

"People in glasshouses shouldn't throw stones." Oh, I'm glad. Gotta be some way I can fuck that piece of shit whose debt I paid.

He ain't a brother. I don't give a fuck about him. He could live or die it makes no difference to me. I'm glad.

"What about Se\an." "They're interracial. Interracial’s bad." See below::

"He just fucked up your bike. Hard. And Beth paid for it immediately."

I'm glad this happened now. I wondered if I'd ever get to put some teeth into fucking Kev\in.

Now I know I do.

"Your kind can't afford this." Behaving like a gangster. Who, may I add, still have a score to settle with that side of the family. 

6/20/05

Dea\th Ra\ce 20\00

11:03pm

Watching the news about #2, 3 and 4 murders in \S\F this year.

Think about when they played De\ath Ra\ce 20\00 in S\an Fra\nci\sco five years ago.

I wonder who won.

6/17/05

10:58pm

"Some people are just doomed." no matter how good they are, how well liked, etc.

They can't bring everybody.

These are the type of people I refer to in my next example:::
Mother told me a co-worker just sold her Cla\y\ton home for $900k,

Then they almost killed her husband.

I guess party crashers have to pay anyways. She sold at too close to the right time and they aren't part of the core group, allowed to shift their investments to real estate for the planned artificial appreciation of the last five years.

Since they weren't invited they had to pay in a different way.

 I thought a rising tide lifted all boats?

Now this could also (instead?) be a message to me, if I "cahsed out" I would pay for it. Although I obviously was invited.

"You'll spend all your money on care." has been said to me occassionally over the past few years.

6/16/05

They're all in on it, and they're all playing a part.

Even had I cooperated, in the end they would have cost me a leg, rendering me ineligible.

Everybody knows this is how it is going to go, everyone was told.

I was told. After all, I would have been "told" as a child if they did have plans for me.

"You needed their help..." No.

I was told with their silence. It is not subject to change.

10:43a

"The Egypti\ans are mad." Say my granted request to bring T\ut back to Amer\ica is angering the egyti\an royalty.

It made an impression on this indivudual as a child and I continued to refer to it, resulting in the four city tour.

"We don't like it." Could this be like why Ru\sh isn't hearalded as the greatest of all time? Why they kinda "fly under the radar"?

"Yes and no." Opposite ends of the spectrum.

"Do what you are told." There's little we can't accomplish if we go the lottery route.

So much has been lost, 5 years of "helping others".

Then there is their unwillingness, of course. So since they brought me here with absolute destruction with little resistance, what would be expected in the future?

Stop the bleeing as soon as possible is what I say. "It will help your family." Since I am not coming it would default to them:::

1. Much as we have seen for the last year+ you would systematically eliminate the support and benefit.

2. I paid enough of their debt as it is, so fuck them. Had this progressed via Shady Acres I would have been the one to accomplish at their expense.

They repress/suipress me for many reasons. One is so they can time when my rage comes out.

Looking through the newspapaer's graduation section, think about how hard I was cheated.

Then it went on for another 20 years.

I'm so glad I didn't aloow myself to be exploited. To be waiting for that return, expecting benefit that would never come.

In the end they would have taken my leg, complications of diabetes, and I would be ineligible, as if I ever had a chance.

I am so glad. I feel vindicated.

"You might be helping hiking."

They (evil rules/wh\ite sup\rem\isist good weak, not good rules/evil tool) don't like the enviornmentally aware (& FREE) sport of hiking.

They tell people who know (or persuade people who don't) not to hike, instructing artificial intelligence to use the telepathic device to make people feel lazy, destroy hip cartilegde with the device (or, more justifiably, poison), or instruct them not to hike, telling them it will hurt their chances of going to Planet Immortality, either by pissing off the throne or because the activity "ruins" their health.

Hopefully, I can change that and people can go out and enjoy the great outdoors.

I believe there are still many old-world monarchy type of attitudes that exist, where many among the peasant class aren't supposed to or allowed to enjoy their lives.

In this respect I believe G\eo Me\tros and the 45 mpg they deliver (without new $10k battery packs every 5 years) are very much like hiking: they allow people to enjoy their lives.

6/15/05

Midnight:

"You should have helped where you can and hoped for the best."

It didn't go that way for a reason:::

They didn't want it.

I didn't feel "special" when I was a kid for a reason:

Because they were always going to back out of it.

7am

"They're going to take your leg and see what they think then. They're not going to want you around then, I guarentee it." Even the B\oS\ox won't overcome that.

I'm caught inbetween two warring factions. A pawn, a toy the wealthy and powerful are playing with and using to get back at each other with.

"He shoudln't have had children too." My father. "We told him that." I suspect they were both told. "And you'll never know what he did so you can't fix it." Buried, by design.

The racetrack has been placated. Hguo's offense, unfortunately, won't be so easy. There was no information for just that reason.

They diversified the health concerns to ensure a positive return.

For years they told me there are others I am competeing with, a race for immortality, if you will.

Now I am sure there is a parallel situation where they can dump all this credit because of their determination not to allow me.

 10:27a

When the information about the earthquake came out it would have reversed all I accommplished had I cooperated.

I'm so glad. My judgement is vindicated.

If not for my health I would owe someone for allowing it to go this way.

 10:35am

"You brought the whole gangster era to a close." Except for the little people.

I demand my money and my health back.

I can only imagine:::down a different path how they would have used po\ker and Emi\nem to convince me I was evil.

Perhaps that's one reason we didn't go that way:: it would have worked.

"You need to be smart about your health." Dont walk, don't hike, etc.

Sorry.

Better to go down living than live "going down".

Anyways I will be going in soon, so fuck it.

"You don't enjoy it that much." Walking can't be avoided.

"They stopped his ability to be good." They fear me. They were afriad I woudl run circles around them, ake them look bad, hastn this closure before they got everyting they wanted: health, revenge, etc.

10:45am

When the revelation I am responsible for the earthwquake came out I would have lost what I get, career.

I demand my health. I want my money so I can enjoy my life. I put in 37 years already. I have paid enough. "They're going to bring you up now." Right now. What are you waiting for? A disfiguring car crash?

Fuck your kind. I've had enough.

2:42pm

I have no choice.

I have to trust my water supply.

I consume so much water it is prohibitive to purchase/fill from a public fountain. It would ocurr once every two days.

And I can't afford to buy water, even by the gallon.

"Then you have to know which water company because some of them are evil, too."

Everyone buys bottled water for a reason. Perhaps this is the origin of bi\o-t\e\ch.

7:08p

They leave me alone to experience my rage, then give me a flashback about how I would become enraged and subsequently disposed of, experienced perhaps decades ago.

They've told me everything. Glimpses of what would happen in the future. Much like anyone else with disfavor, it meely was a passing thought. Those with favor, however, it was a seed planted, one that grew in latter years.

6/14/05

Breakdown

"If you show you know it will hurt you."

"Jos\e Ca\nseco is evil, and that's why it happened." Evidenced when they made a fool of him when the ball bounced off his head for a home run.

Being an A\'s fan I held him in high regard, and so am interested in when he had to say or his general post-baseball welfare. "Because of baseball in general." Watch your tongue!!!!

Because of this they chose him to breakdown my support with baseball:::

When I do something I shouldn't do I am punished for it::::

Hor\sesh\oe Ca\s\ino =pok\er phenominah

D\r. D\re =Em\in\em

Jo\se Can\seco =steriod scandal

Ter\mina\tor =Ar\nold as gove\nor

For over a year now they have been breaking down support systematically:::Hurricanes, N\H\L strike, etc.

And, had I coopearated for the last 5-6 years the same thing would have happend, and I would have been CHEATED out of any associated benefit.

11:55am

"You're going down and e don't want sanything to do with it." Ste\el Pul\lse knows the truth and are evil. Multiple evil:::

1. Particiapate in Re\gg\ae, which stopped an educational movement in Jama\ica (and abroad)

2. Revolu\tionary themes nearly exclusively, endangering people's lives.

They see where this stands and opted out, requesting this information be devulged and communicated.

"You don't have to do this.," The writing is on the wall, and I CAN read.I want it to be over and will work towards that.

"All you've helped is evil and they're not going to do anything for you."

To think I could have allowwed myself tobe failthfully exploited, only to have them break everything down as they have in the past year plus.

This is as good about myself as I will ever feel again for the rest of my life. I hope to enjoy it.

Thank you for allowing ithis to go this way. Good may actually have empathy for me after all.

As has happened when I noted the things in my life I enjoyed (take a walk=pain, Di\va=dead, music=ear, ride bike=right knee

they systematically break down all find joy with in life. And had I cooperated the same thing would have happened. They just would have had more work to do.

They say I need some of that phoney positioned support, like what would have come from SP, to make anything happen.

I suppose I have forwent it in favor of the reality that is my lowly status, manifested in my life and every day I live, and its expected benefit.

I told you the Ken\ne\dy’s were evil.

From written journal:::

They created the celbrity culture in this society to accomplish many goal, not all listed below::

1. As a distraction

2. To get disfaored individuals to foolishly burn favors on celebrity encounters.

On the 1989 Wo\rld Ser\ies:: ""It's Hguo's Wor\ld Ser\ies and he doesn't een know." It's what they were saying." People are blaming you for the earthquake."

"We want to back out of this." Your beahvior certainly reimforces this.

You haven't committed in any way so far, and it's OVER!!

"It's already done, Hguo. It's been done for a couple of years.: A\'s moving in the near future.

I suspect that's why they brought their friend in.

You needed to give them the '01 and '02 Wo\rld S\eries titles, then. "You were supposed to win in '02." in place of the An\gels.

Another B\ay Bri\dge Wo\rld Seri\es, courtesy of Hguo again.

6/13/05

"They're trying to hurt your legend." with that "head Je\w" shit. Playing games with the patience-less Hguo.

Obviously, someone was out to get the Je\ws from the start.

Perhaps because their religion most closely resembles how things really are.

The one true religion.

This pissed someone off and the Je\ws had to pay for it, with mutiliated sexual organs to start.

Then their faith was tested.

The JE\ws truely are god’s chosen people.

They were the good to the It\ali\an’s evil.

I expect they will try to minimize me and my impact as we approach closure.
They are the big casino in the sky:::they don't want me to leave with anything.

From written journal::::

"There's no way you're not coming with the Bo\st\on R\ed S\ox." Sure there is:: Ap\pl\eb\y's poison. "Ap\pl\eb\y's poison is going to hurt you in the end." But, hey, I'll get my 40 years (37+40).

Guess nobody cares about hockey:: De\tro\it R\ed Wi\ngs or the Ne\w Yo\rk Ra\ng\ers.

"They used that." to keep people out of Ju\di\s\m:::it is a religion AND a race, and newcomers are not "ko\sher". They used it on me and I'm sure I'm not the only one.

"That's why the Italians liked having them around." They were the good to their evil.

Does the time hurt me? Was I supposed to be taken young, before they took my health? "We're not going to exclude you. You're just not going ot be able to enjoy your life." "You've traded time for health." "What good is time if you can't enjoy it?" "They're determining your stats here." Um, lowly?

PErhaps I traded my health for the Bo\st\on R\ed S\ox, which is a guarentee, with it's significance and all.
I'd rather have my health. i woudl be able to enjoy my time here, in case it didn't happen. And, after all, if they are going to make an exception it will be for me. "Not anymore."

Had I cooperated "You would have went out and earned it." from a bunch of people who can't even save themselves? "Some of them would have been (ringers)."

"You want to go, Hguo." With the history I can't plan for it and I have to prepare for life here on earth. I have to leave the door open subsequently.

They say my going to (nd exhalting) the Ter\min\ator got Ar\no\ld into office. "He's fucking shit up in California."

They say Mi\ke wants to burn favors (tee-hee) to kill S\am.

I think Mi\ke should spend his favors in a positive way, like helping his son who is going to need them, especially since he got those favors hurting me, which will result in indiference towards his decendants.

At best.

"You just fixed it. it was a concern." Good.

Mi\ke was always short on compassion. Sa\m got fucked hard like we did. Only not nearly as severely. But it changed who he is and what he could have become.

Perhaps their family only stole D\V\Ds from Co\st\co instead of holding bets destined for the tra\ck.

"You never shoudl have smoked." Interesting supporting evidence here:::

I wasn't supposed to. 7-8 years ago they told me it was part of the deal when I was a child, and they backed out of it, making me smoke and now using it's disease's symptoms as exclusionary factors.

"You should have went there." to Min\nesota, where I would have received pioson and subsequently wrote off Pe\ter's kids.

I didn't for a reason.

I didn't because A\my got fucked. From what I gathered they hated her preditory way and deceded to fuck her brains out by having her ironically "trapping" a Shqrxbqrg.

I wonder how severe her family's history is or if they even have a history at all.

Those that feel bad about this want to make it up to her, and I suppose they want me to be the positionable supporter.

 But, because of her motivation for being a preditor, to never work and have a man take care of her, which got her into this trouble in the first place, she will pay for her kids education, be forced to work a real job if she is to put her children through college.

Mark my words. This is how they do business.

 "As if it will matter." World needs ditchdiggers too.

6/12/05

I stand alone and count my loss - St\eel Pu\lse

Midnight

Just after I put that about C\C\Water the street startd to leak. It's seeping up right in front of the house.

My attitudes are fairly predictable.

You had anal penetration ocurr simply for the negative impact (exclusionary), but only once, for T\S\U's positioning.

My attitudes towards you and your kind are fairly predictable.

"You didn't go there for a reason." Back in 1999 I recall they fostered a sense of repullsion away from my family, Mi\ke, as I drove through. "Your family signed on to hard." And Mi\ke had to pay for the priveledge. To the tune of $100,000. Sold one Vi\per but bought another.

And it happened anyways. Despite the picket line, despite the destroyed youth to obtain T\S\U's desired "perfect positioning".

I am shooting for indifference. But if I was entitled to revenge for the ear and hip shit::::

How about this::the source of neglect, sickness, the unhealthy element in his life.::Make him wrap his Vip\er around a telephone pole.

As long as he isn't hurt I don't see the harm. As long as they didn't give me a placebo, and you saved the true favor for your friends, like Ap\pl\eb\y's.

And it is very possible, since he will continue to neglect his family, seeing as how he has two Vip\ers. They original strategy, the source for disfunction in his family will still exist.

Possible, and likely.

I recall I went to Ch\il\i's with them, so unless they have a new friend out there they are the one's who gave me the poison, because I didn't go to many corpora\te restaur\ants.

"You’ll see, everything is just going to settle down." Mi\ke will go back to neglecting his family, Bl\ake wll go back to grooming himself to be a serial killer. "Oh, that’s funny, isn’t it? We were going to have him.." ARE going to have him.

It will happen anyways. People need to understand their pathology::just because they won’t use it to test me while working at T\S\U doesn’t mean Bl\ake isn’t going to do it anyways.

11:05am

They say if I cooperated I would have been gone by now, instead of "getting old", their polite way fo saying I am being poisoned and they are altering my DNA.

I argue they would have anyways. I believ they would have taken my health, my ability to breath and walk pain free.

Maliciously. The history is unmistakable.

7:20am

Thinking of circumsici\on lately. "It means something." YEs it does.

I want my foreskin back. "We told Mau\reen it was wrong." but meathead went ahead.
I may have needed it. That lack of mutilation may have been what pushed me over the top.

But probably not.

Centuries of slavery, oppression. Could circu\msisicion be a form of mutiliation, like tattooing or piercing??? Another exclusionary factor?

it is unquestioned. People blindly practice cir\cumscion, whether they are Je\wi\sh or not.

Are the Je\ws The Rope? Since it is so unquestioned it seems there is someone with a motivating interest.

Is there a king Je\w, one who uses Circumcion, acting as a recruiter? Some fucking filthy dgenerate who abandoned his people and allowed W\W\I\I to happen, sick MUCKerfucker??

PErhaps it is anti-woman.

Or maybe it is pro-man.

Their projects always accomplish many goals.
One of the lessons learned in W\W\I\I illustrated to people they shouldn't blindly follow orders.

This was lost on so many, including my family.

I didn't bother females back in the day. They won't bother me now.

I didn't get to drink the milk when it was sweet. I'm not going to drink it now that it is curddled.

11:18am

"You don't understand what you just did." with the J\e\ws.

Since it is some sleazy evil kike up top it isn't worht anything anyways.

I did nothing. Even at low levels (like J\R) they have learned much from the guineas about how to destroy and exploit people.

So fuck off.

11:58a

"This is killing your Mother." They are making her pay for her evil.

There is a vested interest at work here. It would have happened anyways.

They wanted her orally fixated, so she was going to gain weight. They wanted her neglectful, so her house is a disgrace.

Either this was going to kill her or when it came out her father "molested" her it would have killed her. (Not that he did, although he could have, since they had it before, but that's their story and they're sticking to it. All they needed is supporting behaviors to support T\S\U's vested interest.)

This way she just got an additional 7 years.

A\I\D\S is yet another bi\o-te\ch product.

4:42pm Yee-Hoo!!

"These people are animals and people know it now but it's working." "Some of these people are their friends and they don't realize how evil they are."

From The Rake to The Rope. Recruit them into evil and knock them out of contention.

"Hguo, that's what happened." T\S\U is shooting for evil

None of your kind is welcome in my life. If you take that risk for what chance you perceive it may be a fatal mistake.

I won't buy your products and you are not welcome in my life.

It is Ok not to buy your products.

It is OK to hate my oppressor.

The only way T\S\U will relinquish claim is if I committ evil, meaning they will win, one way or the other:::

1. They get credit for hosting The Savior, or

2. They get The Rope credit for recruiting the covetted Hguo into evil.

6:40pm

People oftern looked at the histories of Co\ke and M\cDon\ald\s and figured the original interests got fucked somehow.

Quite the contratry.

They found out the strategy The Establishment has for these two organizations and, I suspect being good people, got out, in favor of evil hearts and wicked minds.

"That's good. Thank you." I got that Kruk bastard Chi\po\tle and now I have difficulty breathing. Fuck him. 

9:34pm

Their pathology is consistant throughout their decision making, as would be expected:::

"What you get is career." No, I have career if I want it.
So many are so desperate for me to bring my baggage into their facilities I could go to the highest bidder if they would allow.

And it could have topped $10,000,000 per month. I may not command that steep a price now, but perhaps I could.

So many desperate for a look. Growing old and becoming afraid.

This correlates to telling Mau\reen "Your grandkids will be protected." when, by very nature of their involvement, their positoning, they already were.

Maure\en cooperated against her family for nothing.

"You'll get career and we'll talk about your health." This illustrates an intention to CHEAT me. There has been a pattern that has developed. They offer something that already is guarenteed as compensation, in full, no doubt.

And they always intended to take my health. Even had I cooperated after MRA by this time my health would be gone.

From written journal:::

7:40pm

Letting me fall so far has set the floor for future generations of Shqrxbqrgs.

I am the benchmark. Don't think I will intervene until one of their decendants reached the lowly point I call home.

If the goal in this positioning was to ensure I would never bother them with family matters then they played it perfectly.

This si the consequence of letting me fall, and much as CHEATED, one of their goals:::a Shqrxbqrg will never achieve. They'll never allow it and I will never ask for it.

"That fucked up your leg." the ankle. "It exaserbated the hip." that you created 6/00 for talking in the office.

Now the ankle doesn't roll correctly when I walk. "He's just an unfortunate victim."

Program on the emergence of civilization.

"14 species of large animals capable of domesitcation in the history of mankind.

13 from Europe, Asia and northern Africa.

None from the sub-Saharan African continent. "

Favor.

And disfavor.

They point out Africans’ failed attempts to domesticate the elephant and zebra, the latter being an animal they illustrate that had utmost importance for it's applicability in transformation from a hunting/gathering to agrarian-based civilization.

The roots of racism are not of this earth.

Austrailia, aboriginals:::No domesticable animals.

The North American continent had none. Now 99% of that population is gone.

AIDS in Africa.

Organizational Heirarchy/Levels of positioning.

Heirarchical order, from top to bottom:

1. MUCK - perhaps have experienced multiple universal contractions (have seen multiple big bangs), creator of the artificial intelligence humans ignorantly refer to as "god"

2. Perhaps some mid-level alien management

3. Evil/disfavored aliens - runs day-to-day operations here and perhaps elsewhere

Terrestrial management/positioning:

4. Chinese/egyptians - this may be separated into the eastern and western worlds

5. Romans - The seamless transition between Cleopatra and Julius Ceasar may be a clue alluding to a partnership.

6. Mafia - the real-world 20th century interface that constantly turns over generationally so as to reinforce the widely-held notion of mortality

7. Jews, corporation, women, politician - Evidence exisits to suggest mafia management over all these groups.

Movies foreshadowing catastrophy

1985 James Bond View to a Kill 1989 San Francisco Loma Prieta earthquake.

Our society gives clues to the system in place. We all have heard the saying "He has more money than god." There is also an episode of the Simpsons where god meets Homer and says "I'm too old and rich for this."

This is the system on earth because this is the system everywhere.

20 cent/hour Chinese labor, 50 cents for material.

An $80 sweater costs less than a dollar; homage, tribute kicked upstairs vindicates the creative accounting.

I don't want to suggest the upper eschelons are evil and good is the fringe. But these individuals become wealthy exploiting those they hurt.

They have made it abundantly clear that doing business with evil (disfavored) won't help people. They say only good would have the ear, since evil is struggling for survival, and therefore only the favored could help.

The clues are there which companies are favored and which are disfavored, but they conceal it very hard because it is so crucial.

I offer an example of historical proportions:::

People point to Walmart and cry "anti-union".

Unions enable disfavored people to live satisfactorly without addressing their disfavor. This way their family's problems are never resolved. Without the union they would have to accept the heirarchy, their own inferiority.

Unions serve to empower.

Walmart is anti-union because they are good. They try to help people address and resolve their problems by creating an environment where there are fewer hurdles.

Media ridicule and lawsuits are creations to reinforce people's belief that Walmart is evil in a subsegment of the indistry dominated by the middle and lower classes.

Low-cost disfavored Chinese labor is utilized by corporate america to maximize margins. They all do it. Only WalMart gets fingered because they are the ones who help, and those who seek to create confusion in the marketplace want to eliminate the vast middle class who have a real chance and instead stick with lower classes who may not work otherwise. So they dirty him up while allowing the others to appear clean.

The middle class is being deceived. They are being misled into the unfavored, and subsequently will have no assistance from their purchases with corporate america.

The coining of the term "Uncle Sam" was a clue alluding to just this::Sam Walton's WalMart is one of few saviors of the peasant class.

They desire a system based on duality:::good and evil. They seek to set up a system of two participants and assign them polar opposites:::

Co\ke and Pe\psi (?)

Be\stB\uy and Ci\rc\utCi\ty

En\er\giz\er and Du\rac\ell

Rep\ubli\can and Dem\ocrat

The list goes on and on:::

A\M\D and Int\el

Mic\ros\oft and A\pp\le (?)

Lo\we\s and H\ome\Dep\ot

S\am\'sC\lu\b and Cos\tc\o

W\el\lsFa\rgo and B\o\fA. For the longest time in CA these two banks reigned supreme.

Pi\er1 and Co\stPl\us

Bor\d\ers and Ba\rne\s&No\ble

Pe\tC\o and P\etSm\art

Amercia is a country of castoffs, rejects. Italy sent its criminals, malcontents.

Between the thrones, the klans and kindred, they decided who they didn't want and acted, creating discontent and/or starvation.

The u.s. is full of disfavored rejects. It is the reason for the myriad of problems not found in European countries. As far as the Rockafellers and other industrialists of the 19th century go, I suspect these aren't their real names. I suspect they were chosen to go and head this new empire.

Royalty is the right way to organize a society. Dictatorships and monarchies are a reflection of the antient's hierarchical organization.

Positions go to those who have favor with the rulers, as opposed to being elected.

Elections bring a false sense of how the world is. Democracy misleads people.

Which is why the disfavored rejects were sent to the shores of America::To keep them on the wrong path.

Jewsus Christ is a religious figure of evil. He teaches of a begnign, forgiving god when quite the opposite is true.

The seperatist churches formed so they could capture the rest of the white people, keeping them worshipping the wrong god.

And now they do it to disfavored people of color, Latinos and Asians, after centuries of preying upon them.

Since Buddism doesn't recongnize a god, the calls are never heard, and Asian representation is instead fully selected by the thrones.

Budda was the Asian's Jewsus Christ::: bad for the people. It was a clue they both emerged at the same time. Timing may be a clue alluding to ranking.

Simpson's foreshadowing::Helloween IV special, Flanders is Satan. "Last one you ever suspect."

"You'll see lots of nuns where you're going:::hell!!!" St. Wigham, Helloween VI:::missionary work, destroying cultures.

Over and over, the Simpsons was a source of education and enlightenment, a target of ridicule by the system which wishes to conceal its secrets.

The advent of the modern Christmas was a brilliant move. It creates a vested interest among those who would prefer the Church of Evil be destroyed::::

As goes the Catholic Church so goes the majority of annual retail sales.

The similarity between the names "Santa" and "Satan" is no coincidence.

Jews maim the body formed in the image of "god", and inflicted circumcision upon all other white people.

I think about how Jews (were used to) created homosexuality among Slavics, retribution for the Holocaust.

Then I think of the Catholic Church and its troubles.

What connection is here between Jews and the Catholic church???

If it is their sinister motives that’s behind the evil that is Jesus Christ are they being used at all?

Perhaps it is them who are pulling strings.

Their centuries of slavery in Egypt proves their disfavor.

The Jew leaders were granted the right to prey on the up-and-coming Europeans to try to fix their problems with the ruling elite, a recurring aspect of the elite's methodology.

Jews were ostracised for a reason.

Retribution for the atomic bombs dropped on Japan, the Korean War got the disfavored United States into this socially depraved environment in the latter 20th century because we attacked an antient, revered peoples. Our continued presence keeps us in trouble.

When the disfavored americans attack the wrong people again, as they suggested they will, in Korea or elsewhere, they will pay dearly.

All peoples are ranked in terms of favor and disfavor. And when the disfavored abuse those with favor there is hell to pay.

All the groups mentioned throughout are necessary to justify the will of the managing species. They conceive a strategy, devise a plan yet need a way to implement it, and without these groups the managing species would be exposed in the course of execution. So, based upon their rank they are assigned goals to accomplish and are rewarded with favors.

Mumia Abu-Jamal

Dhoruba Bin Wahad

Assata Shakur

Dr. Martin Luther King Jr.

Malcolm X

Che Guevara

Black Panthers

Ann turns the other way, although she sees Cha\iseAn\n's behavioral changes, perhaps indicating she was molested.

A\nn's intentional neglect of the problem contributes to the creation of cyclicality, which enriches G\H\\F and the clones minding the store by reinforcing positioning. But more importantly it sentences her decendants to a similar fate.

 These women need to realize they must do what is in the best interest of their family. Both have blindly cooperated with those who destroyed their family and seek to improve their status in the community by proving to the world they were right all along.

 The empty promise of inclusion is causing A\nn to turn the other way while her daughter’s life is being destroyed; ironically it is this behavior that has costed her whatever shred of a chance she had left.